Melanie opened her long plush robe and let it drop to the floor. She even removed the silver chain-link bracelet that she’d left on by accident before going to bed. She never wanted anything, not even jewelry or underwear, adding to her final body weight. At the office, some people never so much as took off heavy athletic shoes when the nurse asked them to step onto the scale, but Melanie had learned a long time ago that certain shoes or jeans could add as much as three pounds that weren’t yours.
She stood on the scale and waited for the digital readout. She’d lost another two pounds, and she was ecstatic. This made a total of four pounds in just three days, so she could tell that doubling up her workouts had helped make a difference. What she’d also noticed is how now that she’d made it past her third day, she didn’t feel hungry during most hours, which meant eating no food and only drinking shakes would be a breeze.
She strolled down the hallway and entered their spacious walk-in closet. Melanie’s clothing, both dress and casual, lined top and bottom racks on one wall, and Brad’s was on the opposite one. The back wall held their shoes, and a large island-like wooden square in the center housed a number of dresser drawers. Melanie opened one of them and pulled out a T-shirt, a sports bra, and a pair of workout pants. After she slipped everything on, she walked out to the bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed, putting on her socks and gym shoes. Brad had worked out and showered much earlier than normal and was already getting dressed for work, but since they still weren’t speaking, she didn’t question him. After their big blow-up on Tuesday evening, they’d gone to bed angry and had turned their backs to each other like enemies. Then, yesterday morning, they’d said barely ten words. Melanie hated when they were fighting, but she also wanted Brad to know how serious this was and that she wouldn’t tolerate the way he was throwing away his life’s savings. She’d actually wanted to make up with him last night, but by the time she’d gotten home from Bible study he’d still been working in his office on the first floor, and she’d gone to bed. She wasn’t even sure what time he’d come upstairs, although the fact that they’d gone to sleep a second night without talking did bother her.
Melanie remembered a number of things from the premarital counseling sessions they’d had with Pastor Black, but one of his suggestions had stood out the most: “No matter how angry you get or how heated your argument is, never, ever go to bed mad and not speaking.” Both Melanie and Brad had taken that piece of advice to heart, and they’d always honored it until this week.
When Melanie finished tying her shoelaces, she saw Brad inserting a cuff link into the left sleeve of his shirt. He could certainly do that on his own, but normally he asked her to do it for him just because. It was sort of their ritual whenever he wore French-cuff dress shirts. Melanie stood up and Brad looked at her through the mirror.
“So how long is this going to go on?” he asked.
“I don’t know. You tell me.”
“Whether you believe me or not, I meant what I said. I won’t let this kind of thing happen again.”
“I hope that’s true,” she said, moving closer to the door.
Brad grabbed her arm and pulled her toward him, holding her. “I’m sorry. I’m embarrassed, and I’m sorry I upset you.”
Melanie hugged him back. “I’m really worried about us. We’re still not spending quality time together, and lately, we’ve argued about everything. We’re so disconnected.”
“We’re gonna be fine, and as soon as this case is settled or the trial is over, we’re taking a vacation somewhere. No less than seven days.”
“I would love that.”
“Then you should start looking. Wherever you wanna go will be great.”
“Any tropical island will do.”
“Sounds good to me, baby,” he said, pecking her on the lips and releasing her. “And as much as I hate to run, I really need to get to the office to prepare for an eight o’clock meeting.”
They kissed again, Brad grabbed his black leather briefcase, and they walked down to the kitchen. Melanie felt so much more relaxed and was glad they’d made up. But then their home phone rang, and her parents’ name and number displayed on the caller ID screen.
“Gosh, not this early in the morning,” Melanie said out loud, debating whether to answer. If it were her father calling she wouldn’t feel so hesitant, but since her father rarely called anybody, she knew it had to be her mother. It was better to get this over with now, however, rather than later, because she knew her mother would keep calling until she spoke with her.
“Hello?” Melanie said.
“What took you so long? One more ring, and it would have gone to voice mail.”
“I was getting ready to work out.”
“Good. Because ever since I saw you at lunch the other day, I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it. Overeating and not controlling your appetite goes against God’s Word. Proverbs twenty-three, verse two, says, ‘And put a knife to your throat if you are given to appetite.’ As a matter of fact, overdoing anything is a sin.”
Was she serious? Melanie knew she needed to lose weight and that she had to do a better job of watching what she ate, but now she was breaking God’s law?
“Mom, I really don’t think that applies to me. I’m not some glutton. I’m not obsessed with food. I just have a hard time staying a certain size.”
“Then you’re not praying about it enough. You’re not focused on it the way you should be.”
“Mom, I have to go.”
“Wait. The reason I called you is to see what you and Brad are planning for your dad. You know this Sunday is Father’s Day. To be honest, I’ve been a little mad at him, so I wasn’t planning to celebrate anything. I’m over it now, though.”
“Brad’s working a lot of hours, but we’ll definitely get by there to bring Dad his gift.”
“And that’s it? What about dinner?”
“Does Dad even wanna go to dinner? You know how laid-back he is.”
“Of course he wants to go. What, you don’t want to take him?”
“I never said that.”
“Well, that’s what it sounds like to me. You only have one father, Melanie. And only one mother, for that matter. We hardly ever see you as it is. Maybe for a few minutes after church on Sundays, and then at Bible study you always sit with Alicia and Phillip.”
Melanie didn’t respond, because she knew what her mother was saying was true. She did keep her distance. And who wouldn’t? What child in her right mind would purposely spend lots of time with a mother who treated her like she wasn’t good enough and never would be? Then, as far as Melanie’s father, he’d stopped criticizing her a long time ago, but because he’d ridiculed her for so many years, their relationship was still pretty strained, too. As a child, Melanie had learned to guard her feelings as best as she could, and this had meant blocking the special kind of love most children had for their parents. She’d figured out at an early age that if you stopped yourself from loving and caring about someone, that same someone wouldn’t be able to hurt you as badly. You would still be hurt, but not to nearly the same extent.
“Are you still there, Melanie?”
“I’m here, Mom, and yes, we’ll meet you and Dad for dinner on Sunday. I’ll make reservations somewhere today.”
“No need. I already made them yesterday.”
Melanie shook her head. “Where?”
“At The Tuxson, of course. I know it’s the most expensive restaurant in town, but it’s not like you and Brad can’t afford it.”
“Is that all?”
“Since you’re rushing me off the phone, I guess it is. Oh, and it might be nice if you wore that new suit of yours. The fuchsia one.”
“So now the clothes I wear to church aren’t good enough, either?”
“No, they’re fine. For whatever reason, you always buy nice dress suits. I’m just letting you know which color looks good on you. But never mind, you wear what you want. I’ll talk to you later.”
When they hung up, Melanie had to take a deep breath. Her mother always wore her out, whether on the phone or in person, and she was already dreading this dinner date on Father’s Day. Melanie didn’t mind going out with her dad, but her mother was a different story. She also wasn’t sure what she was going to do when it came time to order something from the menu. Although, if she lost at least another two pounds by Sunday and worked out both before church and before going to bed that evening, she was sure she could have a salad and not ruin her progress. Yes, a salad, a glass of water, and nothing else would be fine.