INSIDE THE Other Way Lounge it is very dark, and the women who work here have stopped giving Edgar Allan Pogue sidelong looks that at first were curious, then disdainful, and finally indifferent before stopping altogether. He picks at the stem of a maraschino cherry and takes his time tying it in a knot.
He drinks Bleeding Sunsets in the Other Way, a specialty of the house that is a mixture of vodka and Other Stuff, as he thinks of it, Other Stuff that is orange and red and drifts unevenly to the bottom of the glass. A Bleeding Sunset looks like a sunset until a few tilts of the glass mix the liquids and syrups and Other Stuff together, and then the drink is simply orangish. When the ice melts, whatever is left in his glass looks like those orange drinks he used to get as a kid. They were in plastic oranges and he drank them out of green straws that were supposed to look like stems, and the orange drink was diluted and boring, but the plastic orange it came in always promised that the drink would be fresh and delicious. He would beg his mother to buy him one of the plastic oranges every time they came to South Florida, and every time he got disappointed again.
People are like those plastic oranges and what’s in them. People are one thing to look at and another thing to taste. He lifts his glass and swirls the orangish swill that is left in the bottom. He thinks about ordering another Bleeding Sunset as he calculates how much cash he has left and also takes into account his sobriety. He isn’t a drunk. He has never been drunk in his life. He worries excessively about being drunk and can’t drink a Bleeding Sunset or any other concoction without analyzing every ounce he swallows, worrying about the effect. He also worries about being fat, and alcohol is fattening. His mother was fat. She got fatter in time, and it was a shame because she had been pretty once. It runs in the family, she used to say. You keep eating like that and you’ll see what I mean, she used to say. That’s the way it starts, right around the middle, she used to say.
“I’ll have one more,” Edgar Allan Pogue says to whoever might be listening.
The Other Way is like a very small clubroom scattered with wooden tables covered with black cloths. There are candles on the tables, but they have never been lit when he’s here. In a corner is a pool table, but no one has played pool when he’s here, and he suspects that the clients here are not interested in pool and the scarred table with its red felt cloth might be left over from an earlier incarnation. Quite likely the Other Way was something else once. Everything was something else once.
“I believe I’ll have one more,” he says.
The women who work here are hostesses, not waitresses, and they expect to be treated like hostesses. Gentlemen drift in and out of the Other Way and do not snap their fingers at the ladies because they are hostesses and demand respect, so much respect that Pogue feels they are doing him a favor to let him come in and spend his money on their runny, bloody Bleeding Sunsets. His eyes move in the dark and he sees the redhead. She wears a skimpy, short black jumper that should have a blouse under it but doesn’t. The jumper barely covers what she needs to cover, and he has never seen her bend over unless it is for reasons other than brushing off a tablecloth or setting down a drink. She bends over to give special men something to see, those special men who tip well and know how to talk the talk. The jumper has a bib that is nothing more than a square of black cloth smaller than a sheet of typing paper and held up by two black straps. The bib is loose. When she leans into a conversation or to pick up an empty glass, she jiggles inside the bib and may even spill out of it, but it is dark, very dark, and she has not bent over his table and probably won’t and he cannot see well from where he sits.
He gets up from his table near the door because he has no desire to yell out that he wants another Bleeding Sunset, and he’s no longer sure he wants one. He keeps thinking of the bright plastic orange with the green straw, and the more he sees it and remembers his disappointment, the more unfair it is. He stands by the table and reaches into a pocket and pulls out a twenty. Money in the Other Way is what it takes, like steak to a dog, he thinks. The redhead clicks over in her little stilt-high pointed shoes, jiggling inside her bib, pumping inside her tight little skirt. Up close, she is old. She is fifty-seven or fifty-eight, maybe sixty.
“You heading out, hon?” She plucks the twenty off the table and doesn’t look at him.
There is a mole on her right cheek and it is drawn on, probably with eyeliner. He could have done a much better job. “I wanted another one,” he says.
“Don’t we all, hon.” Her laughter reminds him of a cat in pain. “Hold the phone and I’ll bring ya one.”
“It’s too late,” he says.
“Bessie girl, where’s my whisky?” a quiet man asks from a nearby table.
Pogue saw him earlier, saw him drive up in a big new Cadillac, a silver one. He is very old, at least eighty or eighty-one or eighty-two, and dressed in a pale blue seersucker suit and pale blue tie. Bessie shakes and bounces over to him and suddenly Pogue is gone even though he hasn’t left yet. So he leaves. He may as well leave since he is already gone. He walks out the heavy dark door, out into the gravel parking lot, out into the dark, out to the black olive trees and palms along the sidewalk. He stands in the dense shadows of the trees and looks at the Shell station across North 26th Avenue, at the big seashell lit up bright yellow in the night, and he feels the warm breeze and is content to just stand for a few minutes, looking.
The lit-up shell makes him think of the plastic oranges again. He doesn’t know why, unless his mother used to buy the drinks for him at gas stations, and maybe she did. That would make sense if she bought them now and then, probably for a dime apiece when they were driving from Virginia to Florida, to Vero Beach every summer to visit her mother, who had money, a lot of it. He and his mother always stayed in a place called the Driftwood Inn, and he doesn’t remember much about it except it looked like it was built of driftwood and at night he slept on the same inflated plastic raft that he floated on during the day.
The raft was not very big and his arms and legs hung off it the same way they did when he was paddling around in the waves, and that was what he slept on in the living room while his mother stayed inside the bedroom with the door locked, the only air conditioner rattling from the window inside her closed-up and locked bedroom. He remembers how hot and sweaty he got, how his sunburned skin stuck to the plastic raft and every time he moved it felt like a Band-Aid being ripped off, all night long, all week long. That was their vacation. It was the only one they took each year, in the summer, always in August.
Pogue watches headlights coming and taillights going, bright white and red eyes flying by in the night, and he looks up ahead to his left and waits for the traffic light to change. When it does, the traffic slows, and then he trots across the clear lane of eastbound traffic and darts between cars in the westbound lane. At the Shell station, he looks up at the bright yellow shell floating high above him in the dark and he watches an old man in baggy shorts pumping gas at one pump and another old man in a rumpled suit pumping gas at a different pump. Pogue stays in the shadows and moves silently to the glass door and a bell jingles as he walks inside and heads straight back to the drink machines. The lady at the counter is ringing up a bag of chips, a six-pack of beer, and gas, and doesn’t look at him.
Near the coffee machine is the soda machine, and he takes five of the biggest plastic cups and lids and walks up to the counter with them. The cups are bright with cartoon designs and the lids he picks out are white with a little spout for drinking. He sets the cups and lids on the counter.
“Do you have any plastic oranges with green straws? Orange drinks?” he asks the lady behind the counter.
“What?” She frowns and picks up one of the cups. “There’s nothing in these. You buying Big Slurps or not?”
“Not,” he says. “I just want the cups and the lids.”
“We don’t sell just cups.”
“That’s all I want,” he says.
She peers over her glasses to look at his face, and he wonders what she sees when she looks at his face like that. “We don’t sell just the cups, I’m telling you.”
“I’d rather buy the orange drinks if you’ve got them,” he replies.
“What orange drinks?” Her impatience flares. “See that big cooler back there? What’s in there is what we got.”
“They’re in plastic oranges that look just like oranges and come with a green straw.”
Her frown dissolves into a look of amazement and her brightly painted lips part in a gaping smile that reminds him of a jack-o’-lantern. “Well, I’ll be damned, now I know exactly what you’re talking about. Those damn orange drinks. Darling, they haven’t been sold in years. Damn, I haven’t thought about those forever.”
“Then I’ll just take the cups and lids,” he insists.
“Lord, I give up. Good thing my shift’s about to end, tell you that.”
“A long night,” he says.
“Just got longer.” She laughs. “Those damn oranges with the straws.” She looks toward the door as the old man in baggy shorts comes in to pay for his gas.
Pogue doesn’t pay any attention to him. Pogue stares at her, at her dyed hair as platinum as fishing line and her powdered skin that looks like a soft, wrinkled cloth. If he touched her skin, it would feel like butterfly wings. If he touched her skin, the powder would come off, just like butterfly wings. Her name tag says EDITH.
“Tell you what,” Edith is speaking to him. “I’m gonna charge you fifty cents per empty cup and throw in the lids for nothing. Now I got other customers.” Her fingers peck on the register and the drawer slides open.
Pogue hands Edith a five-dollar bill and his fingers touch her fingers as he takes his change, and her fingers are cool and quick and soft, and he knows the skin on them is loose, the loose skin that women her age have. Outside in the humid night, he waits for traffic and crosses the street the same way he did minutes earlier. He lingers beneath the same black olive trees and palms, watching the front door of the Other Way Lounge. When no one comes or goes, he walks rapidly to his car and gets in.