The first time I was ever close to knocking a bitch’s head off was when Kayla told me that she killed my seed. The funny thing was, I would’ve taken care of the baby by myself if I had to. I was cool on Kayla for a lil’ minute, so now I was back at my baby mama’s crib kicking it with my baby. My baby was four years old and easily the best thing that ever happened to me.

Her mama and I couldn’t stand each other. I asked her to get an abortion because honestly, Chi Chi and I were just fuck buddies and had been since I was fifteen. Chi was just a good time, but she wasn’t shit for real. No ambition, no goals, no drive, no nothing. Just good pussy. I knew that I shouldn’t have been here, but Kayla had done something to me that I couldn’t let go. The first girl that I ever loved had betrayed me and didn’t even have a real answer as to why. Kayla was the youngest out of the crew until her brother came along, so of course, she was spoiled as hell, but I didn’t expect her to be this damn selfish.

“Da Da, let’s play doll babies,” my daughter, Isis, said holding up these jacked-up ass dolls, hair missing and everything.

“Okay baby, but do I have to be a girl doll?” I asked, serious as hell. She always had me being this doll that she named Jamari. Where she got that name, I don’t know.

“Yes Daddy. You are Jamari, remember?”

“Okay baby. Hey girl,” I said, making my voice high-pitched to sound like a girl. My baby just fell back laughing. She loved my girl voice. Just as we started our game, her mama walked in and I knew that it was time for me to go now.

I picked my daughter up and kissed her forehead goodbye.

“You don’t have to leave ‘cause I’m here,” she said while twisting by. It was a regular ass day and she was wearing some bullshit.

“You not cold man? It’s March and you out here walking around like it’s the summertime or something.”

She only smirked at me and went twisting into the kitchen, her ass poking in the coochie cutter pants that she was wearing. Shit had big ass holes all through them.

“Isis, go on upstairs for a minute. I have to talk to your daddy!” she yelled.

“Do I have to Daddy?” she asked while pouting.

“Yeah, baby girl. Go to your room for just a minute and I will come before I leave.”

She ran her little feet up to her room and there stood Chi just staring at me.

“What’s up Chiara? And don’t ask me for shit because I just put $1000 in your account last week.”

“Dang, baby daddy. Why you always got to think I want something from you?” She walked closer to me and had the nerve to try and kiss me. As many dicks as she sucked, I wouldn’t even let her kiss my dog. All the niggas in the hood knew that my baby mama was a certified freak and if it wasn’t for my street credibility, I would’ve been the laughing stock of the town.

“Yo, what I tell you about that shit?” I snapped.

“I’m sorry baby,” she said in a childlike voice. It was the same voice she used when she wanted some shit.

“I got something you can put your mouth around though.”

She smiled as if she had just won the lottery and instantly dropped to her knees before getting up again and flying out. She came right back out with cut up pieces of grapefruit.

“What you about to do with that shit?” I had never experimented with grapefruit before.

“You will see,” she said seductively before she put the grapefruit around my dick and went crazy. She didn’t even start off slow, but instead, she went full throttle moving the grapefruit up and down my dick while she sucked the skin off my shit. I didn’t want to howl out like a lil’ bitch, but she was making the shit hard as hell. My daughter was upstairs and shit so I definitely had to calm the fuck down. I looked down and her pretty little head and she went down to my balls, swallowing them whole. The next thing she did really caught me off guard.

As she stroked my dick, she eased her pinky in my butt. My fucking asshole! I hit her damn head so hard that she flew across the room.

“Why did you do that?!” she yelled as if she hadn’t just tried me on some gay shit.

“Bitch, fuck type of niggas you been fucking with that like you to play in their ass? You got me fucked up.”

“Boy, calm yo’ ass down. Ain’t nothing wrong with a little anal play,” she said, getting up like it was nothing.

“Bitch, this will be the last time that you ever come close to my dick again. Nasty bitch!”

“Whatever nigga, carry your bitch ass back home to the basic bitch you’re with now.”

I walked up to her and she backed up, knowing that she was playing a dangerous game.

“Yeah, now yo’ ass scared. Stop fucking playing with me man. Shut the fuck up when I’m talking and don’t ever mention my girl again.” I didn’t even have to touch her for her to feel me.

I went up to kiss my baby goodnight and left her nasty ass mama shaking. This would be my last time acting off my weak ass emotions. That shit only got you in trouble.