When I say that my head was banging from all the shit that had gone down today. Yeah, I was still pissed at Kayla, but I also felt bad that I was on some fuck shit and went to see my baby mama. I’m glad her ass didn’t come outside with her bullshit when Kayla came. That shit saved my ass.

I planned on being mad at Kayla a little longer, but to be honest, I couldn’t stay away from her for too long. She was turning me into a sucka ass nigga for real, and though the trust still wasn’t fully there, I couldn’t deny the love that I had for her.

I finished up my shower and planned to get some ass and be knocked out after. Kayla was gone be hanging from chandeliers tonight fucking with me. She had a whole bunch of fucking and sucking to do to be back in my good graces completely.

I walked out of the fogged-up bathroom and Kayla was sitting on the bed; just sitting and looking, not doing anything. Both of our phones were sitting beside her and I didn’t even care if she went through my shit ‘cause wasn’t anything in there.

“You’re still doing dumb shit, I see,” I said, and she only smiled, but it was a weird smile.

“I don’t know if it was the death of my nephew or what, but she has clearly lost her damn mind,” she said calmly.

“Hell she do now?” I asked, knowing she was talking about Danni.

“She’s still texting your phone, and she had a lot more to say this time.”

“I’m not even worried about that shit,” I said, waving her off.

Fu, you can act like that one night didn’t mean anything to you, but it meant everything to me. I don’t care if it was only one time, that doesn’t change the fact that it happened. Yeah, it was before you and Kay, but it happened. After I had my son, I was vulnerable because my baby daddy wasn’t doing right, and you being one of my best friends came to comfort me, but that comfort turned into a little more and I just think that we should tell my sister. Whatever y’all want to do after is up to y’all, but she needs to know. She read the text out.

All I could do was shake my head.

“Ma, it was way before you,” I stated.

“It doesn’t matter if it was before me Fuquan. You had sex with my sister and me, and I didn’t know about it. The whole time I’m thinking she’s just tripping, but it was because you were on some foul shit. You shouldn’t have even approached me knowing that you and my sister had relations before, no matter how miniscule you thought it was. You know half of me needed to hear you say that she was lying, but she wasn’t so you couldn’t.”

“Kayla, I don’t want to minimize how you feel right now and yeah, I should’ve been upfront with you, but that shit happened years ago, and it was barely a fuck.”

She walked up to me and mushed the fuck out of my face. “No one told you to fuck that girl and now you think I’m just supposed to let it fly because it was a long time ago? Do you know how dirty I feel? You and I are done!”

“Kayla, choose your words wisely,” I said. “If you say we’re done, ain’t no coming back from it. We’ve both kept shit from one another, but I didn’t just give up on you.”

“Fuquan, fuck that bastard ass baby that you keep bringing up. Glad I didn’t keep the shit,” she spat, really trying to hurt me. “Now, get out!” she yelled.

For real, I was tired of arguing with her, so I didn’t even put up a fight. If she wanted to end us over this dumb shit, then so be it. I walked out, signaling the end of our relationship.