59

Ana

Lexi led the way, a lantern dangling from her hand as she descended the stone steps, barefoot. Bella and Robyn followed, their voices rising and falling, punctuated by bursts of laughter. Drifts of their perfume infused the salted night.

The cove was lit by the glow of the beach fire, orange sparks quivering. The surrounding cliffs shouldered together, eerie in the light-leached shadows.

Ana’s feet met the warm give of pebbles. The intensity of the day’s heat hadn’t abated, and the air felt thick with it. She moved towards the flames where the women gathered, drinks being pulled from an ice chest and passed around, bottles clinking. Fen handed her a beer, and Ana twisted the lid free, drinking deeply, cool bubbles fizzing in her throat.

‘Here we go, people!’ Bella hollered, commandeering the playlist and dialling up the volume, while Fen watched silently. Ana could feel the bass thumping in her chest.

Robyn uncorked a bottle of Prosecco, a stream of bubbles pouring silver in the moonlight. The flames licked higher as the evening unspooled, moods loosening.

Beneath the bursts of laughter and pounding music, she felt the impending sense that the celebrations were off-kilter, sparks of tension crackling in the moonlit dark. Eleanor was standing on the fringe of the shore, gaze lost to the sea. Bella whirled alone to the music, hair swaying at her back. Lexi watched, a fingertip soothing the clavicle of her throat. Robyn and Fen stood close, cinders swirling towards them.

Someone pointed a phone camera at Ana. She raised a hand to block her face, but not before the brilliant white flash blinded her. Distorted white images imprinted behind her eyelids. When her vision finally resettled, she found Bella staring at her, eyes narrowed, before she spun away, weaving towards Lexi.

Smoke filled her throat and she took a wary step back from the flames. Ana wished she were anywhere but here. She wanted her London flat. The familiarity of the street beyond. Luca. She’d been foolish to allow herself to sink into the weekend, lowering her guard, feeling the joy of being part of a group that was never hers.

She turned, staring up at the empty villa. It stood in darkness on the cliff edge, watchful. She wouldn’t go back there alone to wait in the heavy silence. Moving instead towards the light of the fire, she settled herself on a thick blanket. One more night and then it’d be over.

Lexi joined her, sitting cross-legged, the crown of white flowers, woven by Robyn, glowing ethereally. The flames blazed, casting changing shadows across her face. As she studied Lexi’s profile, a dark-shelled insect emerged from behind a petal. Black legs crawled slowly into Lexi’s hairline. Instinctively, Ana reached out, knocking the bug away. Her nail caught on one of the flower heads, tearing it.

Lexi startled as loose petals drifted like ash to the ground.

‘There was an insect,’ Ana explained, drawing back.

Lexi touched a hand to her slipping crown.

‘It’s gone.’

Lexi looked uncertain, her gaze searching the ground between them, but there was no sign of the insect.

The fire hissed.

‘Our last night,’ Lexi said eventually.

Yes, Ana thought. It really is.

Because everything was about to change.