“YOU LOVE ME?” Her pretty blue eyes fill with tears and I pull her against my chest.
“Yes, I love you. The moment I saw you the first time, I was infatuated, and then I met you and knew you were the one I’d been waiting for. The only question is... do you love me too?” I brace for her answer, unsure if she’s ready to admit to either of us how she feels about me.
“Of course I do. How could I not? You’ve made it impossible not to fall head-over-heels.”
“I want to hear you actually say it.”
“Say what?” she asks with a small smile.
“You know what.” I lift her off her feet and carry her to the couch, laying her down.
“I love your beard.”
“Keep going.” I kiss down her neck.
“I love your body.”
“More.” I slide my hands up her shirt and pull it up over her head, finding her without a bra—something she hasn’t put on yet today.
“I love your mouth.” She hisses as I pull one of her nipples into my mouth, “Justin.”
“I’m here,” I groan, my need to claim her for my own almost unbearable. Knowing she’s medically cleared to have sex doesn’t help my control. The urge to have her has been growing from the moment I first set eyes on her.
“I love you,” she says as I kiss down her stomach, and I look up at her, meeting her gaze.
“I want this to be your choice. I want you to want this.” I scoot up and settle between her legs.
“The only thing I’ve been able to think about since I walked out of the doctor’s office is having sex with you. Then Jenna went down for her nap and you were doing something to make her life better like you always do, which just made you even sexier than usual. And I—”
I press my index finger against her lips to stem the flow of her nervous chatter. “Are you telling me that all the drama earlier was because you want to have sex?”
Her eyes narrow. “There wasn’t drama.”
“Baby.” My cock hardens and presses against the zipper of my jeans at the thought of finally being able to sink inside her wet heat.
“I changed my mind.” She tries to get up, but I hold her down.
“Oh no.” I slide my hand under her chin so I don’t lose sight of her eyes. “I always want you to have everything you need. So tell me, baby, do you want my cock?”
She licks her lips, her eyes dropping to my mouth, and I groan. “Yes.” Her plump lips form a perfect circle, and it makes me think about how they’d look wrapped around my hard length.
I grind my hips against her and say, “I’m ready, willing, and able whenever and wherever you want me.”
Her gaze darts to the bedroom door, which is fully shut, and then over to the monitor screen on the coffee table in front of the couch. Jenna is sleeping soundly in her bassinet, where I laid her down about half an hour ago. Aubrey’s cheeks are a deep pink color when she turns back to me and blurts out, “We have anywhere from another minute to three hours before she wakes up. Is that enough time?”
My control slips another notch at her boldness. I slide my hands under her ass to lift her up and against me, and her legs circle my hips. The couch is not the ideal location for her first time, but we have to work with what we’ve got since we have Jenna. “It isn’t very manly of me to admit it, but one minute will probably be plenty of time for me, since my cock feels like it’s gonna explode just from hearing you talk about us having sex.”
“Really?” Her smile is one of feminine satisfaction as I lower my head.
“Yeah,” I breathe into her ear, enjoying her little shiver in reaction. “But let’s hope for at least five minutes, so I can get you off first.”
Her hands slip beneath the back of my shirt, her nails scraping along my skin as she moans, “Uh-huh.”
I suck the lobe of her ear into my mouth and bite it gently. She moans and squirms restlessly beneath me as I start to kiss my way down her body. Her back arcs off the cushions, and I cup her perfect tits, listening to her sigh. I nibble and suck my way around them and tweak the hard, pink little peaks at the tips with my teeth. She writhes when I slide down her body and tug her soft, black cotton pants and panties down her legs.
The scent of her desire hits me and I groan. “I’ve missed your pussy so fucking much, sweetheart.” I use two fingers to spread her lips wide then lick up the center and circle my tongue around her clit before pulling it into my mouth with a little tug. Her hips jerk up and her fingers dig into my scalp. “I could spend those three hours right here and still not get my fill of you.”
Her body starts shaking, and I pull away to look up at her. With my eyes locked on hers, I breathe against her core and scrape my beard along the sensitive skin of her inner thighs. Her eyes grow wide while her body goes taut, and her hips buck up against my mouth. I suck at her, plunging my tongue as deep as it can go until she screams out my name and shudders from her orgasm. Then I lick her through it until her body relaxes again. I press my cock into the cushions, and a deep growl rumbles up my chest.
Her long eyelashes flutter and her eyes open. “Did I do something wrong?”
“No, sweetheart, you did everything right letting yourself go like that for me,” I reassure her.
“But you sound like you’re in pain.”
“I wouldn’t call it pain.” I rise up on my knees and unbutton my jeans. “Just at the end of my control.”
“Oh.” Her gaze drops to my zipper, and her eyes go half-mast.
My cock feels like it’s ready to bust through my jeans to get to her, so I shove my pants down to my knees and kick them off. My hard cock bounces free and I settle over her, my crown almost touching her heat when I realize I’m forgetting something important. “Shit, I need to grab a condom.”
“Um... you don’t have to use one if you don’t want to.” She grabs my biceps to stop me from moving away. “The doctor said the chances of me getting pregnant are almost zero during the next month or so while I’m breastfeeding.”
“You okay with me taking you bare?” I hold myself still, waiting for her answer when my body is urging me to thrust inside her until I’m balls-deep.
“I want to feel you moving inside me without anything between us.”
“Fuck.” I claim her mouth in a deep kiss. “You keep talking like that and we’ll be lucky if I last a second, let alone a minute.”
Her plump lips curve up at the edges, and she twines her arms around my neck. “Then how about we stop talking?”
I can see a hint of fear in her eyes. I press a gentle kiss against her lips, because the last thing I want to do is scare her. I pour all my love for her into it as my tongue duels with hers while we both drown in sensual need. My cock nudges her entrance, and she shudders. “Are you sure you’re ready for this?”
“That depends. Does it bother you that I don’t have a clue what I’m doing?” she asks.
“It doesn’t bother me at all. It’s the opposite actually.”
“What do you mean?”
“Men can be territorial over their women. I’ve never experienced it before, but everything is different with you.” I slide the head of my cock through her wetness then slowly sink inside her, watching her eyes drift shut. “Keep your eyes on mine, sweetheart.” When I’m finally anchored deep inside her, I don’t see anything but pleasure in her gaze. “Fuck. It’s wetter, hotter, and even better than I dreamed,” I grunt. “Your pussy is wrapped so tight around me.”
“Justin.” Her nails dig into my back. I’ve waited so long for this moment. I know I won’t be able to hold back the release I already feel building inside me for long, but I’m determined to make this good for her. To get her to fly apart for me before I let go. I pump in and out of her, slowly at first, waiting to make sure she can handle me before picking up the pace. Burying my face in her neck, I try to control the urge to come.
My hips continue to thrust back and forth as I slide my hand between our bodies to circle her clit with my thumb. Her pretty blue eyes stay locked on mine, and I watch as it builds for her until she falls over the edge. Her full breasts thrust forward when her back arches, and her nails dig into my back. “I’ve never seen anything as beautiful as you are like this.”
Her legs grip my waist and I brace my feet against the arm of the couch to give myself the added leverage I need as my thrusts speed up. Her pussy convulses around me, milking my orgasm from me and her walls clamp down around my cock as we both come.
After the shudders subside and we both catch our breath, I roll us over so she’s sprawled on top of me and hold her close, feeling like I’m holding the entire world in my arms.