Love Unclaimed:
The Purple Papers
Yet to be Delivered
The stories in this book began with Purple Papers that I delivered to those who needed them most. From sacred etchings depicting life stories to words that fuel healing, the Purple Papers for decades have confirmed the existence of love everlasting and the validity of the afterlife.
I’ve had daily conversations with people who have passed. They share their untold personal stories of life lived and love shared, entrusting me with messages for the loved ones left behind. I record them on my Purple Papers so one day I can reunite them with the person for whom it was written.
A young woman longs for her dad to stand strong and speak to her once again. A daughter of an aging mother carries out her mom’s wishes precisely as prescribed. A forgotten love is re-experienced through the ethers of the universal connection. Each predocumented Purple Paper message offers the witness an opportunity to push through doubt and disbelief about life beyond.
For years, I have sat in front of the blank Purple Papers, hoping that what they say and what they represent becomes a revelation that touches the heart of those who experience them. Because to touch one heart in one moment of time reawakens the humanity in all of us. It is a magnificent discovery when one Purple Paper reaches far beyond the one for whom it is inscribed and resonates unexpectedly with a stranger. A gasp. The quiet rush of tears and awe that surface when one Purple Paper is delivered.
Time and time again, I have dated and prewritten every Purple Paper message, long before seeing an audience, knowing somehow that the right person will claim their Purple Paper message—days, months, and even years later. Powered by my life’s purpose and a fierce determination, a divine message manifests into an earthly gift.
Day after day, month after month, year after year, many thousands have been written, the majority copied, and all treasured securely in numerous binders. The original Purple Paper is divinely delivered to the one for whom the words were delicately transcribed from the voice of love. Thousands have made their way home, but many hundreds, some dated years ago, are safely held and honored daily until I come face-to-face, heart-to-heart, soul-to-soul with the one for whom it has been waiting.
Many Purple Papers have come and gone. Grace and love will continue to shine more brightly than light itself and bring further messages to those in need. It is not physically possible for me to hand deliver these powerfully charged messages of hope and love to everyone, which is why some yet undelivered messages are included in this book. My hope is that you or someone you know may find one of these messages and know, without question or doubt, that it is a sacred love letter written from the heavens especially for you. Here are some of the many Purple Papers patiently waiting to find their home.
If you believe one of these Purple Paper messages may be yours, contact me via my website at www.RolandComtois.net.
6-22-2013: We went together to heaven. Grandpa, I’m still your little guy. I love you … I know you watch me all the time. We watch over you. Top of the page: Me, Dad, you. (Somebody fell off a boat and drowned.) Bottom corner: On the desk is where we are. (Possibly pictures.)
5-10-2013: Mrs. Lafrancois is at peace. Tell them I know how hard you tried
to help me. I’m not tired anymore. I love how you did so much for me.
7-14-2013: (osteoblastoma) I finally have no pain. You were so good
never to leave me. I love you (Mom). I found so many angels …
3-27-2015: I’m sorry that it came to this. I wasn’t in my mind when I jumped
off the bridge. I know I’ve been forgiven. After I passed away, I had to heal.
My spirit is not broken anymore. Top of the page: Cross. Rainbow.
7-17-2014: Ray Jalette had very little pain. I tried to get things
cleared up, then I was gone. I’m sorry I left you with all the work.
11-27-2017: Brenda did not want to leave the kids. By the time I was 42 years old, everything changed. The cancer took over my whole body. By the end, I had enough. I will watch “out and over” all of you. You’ve got to keep living, OK?—OK! Okay. I am settled now. From the window I could see everything. (She is referring to seeing the kids playing in the yard.)
12-12-2017: Jeanette found so much love in her life. I tried to be strong—because everyone needed me to be strong. I remember how hard you all worked on me in March. I couldn’t breathe anymore. I couldn’t really stay, but I did. You always made me happy. Top of the page: 4 mos.
6-5-2015: Mr. Gongeleski. (I found heaven even though no one will
really believe it.) It’s true that things happen fast, really fast.
12-12-2017: George wants to go back to the garage. I loved working on the cars.
When my legs got funny, I couldn’t do it anymore. I used to help everyone who
needed assistance. Everyone came to see me. I loved it. I loved it all. About 6
weeks before I passed, I knew it was time. Top of the page: Junk too. Tools.
1-23-2018: Frank waited for everything to be right before he left. We all went through a lot when I was sick, especially your mother. I couldn’t get my health back. After Christmas/holidays, I had nothing left in me. I waited and waited for the pain to go away. It didn’t. It wasn’t going to, so I passed on. Thanks for being around. Top of the page: Door to his room.
8-11-2013: Mom we are all together and it was not your fault.
I can see the water from the window and porch.
11-11-2014: Maria found Maria! Mother and daughter found each other (and Aunt Maria too.) Tell my family I was ready to let go of all the pain. I felt so much relief when I passed.
7-19-2016: Do you remember that lilac bush I planted when you were
a kid? It was so beautiful. I loved what you’ve done to honor me.
I’m so happy on the other side. Oh, yes, I found my “people.”
11-21-2016: 1952. I had no choice, when I was young, working in the mill. I didn’t like it, but I needed to take care of you. I often wonder what if I took the other job. I’m sorry that we couldn’t be together for a long time. I’m sorry that you went through so much.
10-20-09: Henrietta has found and has earned peace. She still
wears the floral apron/dress with the beaded necklace.
10-7-2010: Harold found his true love. He waited for her
every day. I was there when she cried herself to sleep.
3-6-2018: Lloyd—I’m not here to tell my family I’m in heaven. They should
know that already. I’m really wanting to tell my daughter that I made it my
mission to watch over “the little girl.” I did the first day you asked—years
ago. And, yes, you are/have made the right decision about your own life.
5-15-2009: I was trying to fix something on the roof.
7-27-2010: Alma has found her healing love and peace.
My grandmother has the same name. I’m finally home.
11-12-2010: (Baby) Destiny is with you. She heard you 11/1/2010.
2-12-2012: (September 11) Tell Bonnie that I will always be there for her.
My voice is getting stronger (I called you). I know you believe it’s me.
I watched over you for years so you could feel me there.
2-12-2012: I didn’t know it would change like this. I am safe.
(Playground. Three stars indicate nighttime.)
10-5-2012: Tommy is free in heaven. He sits near you when you sit near the tree. I love you.
6-27-2017: Elizabeth and John have found each other again.
We were looking for each other for a little while (and there he was).
There is so much peace here—it’s hard to believe. I/we are happy.
4-27-2018: Kevin—Tell my family to still have fun. Do you remember all
the games we/I played? Go to the FIELD. It was a place I loved when I
was a kid. We used to have so much fun there. And, my family, they are
the best. I know I was young, but it’s OK because I’m OK now. No pain.
6-4-2013: Baby Heather was carried by the angels to a place of love.
When a butterfly comes, she sends a sign of HOPE. (Two orange butterflies.)
6-29-2016: Mia battled many things but not you. I came out of the treatments OK. It was 6 weeks later that it took hold of me. I was hoping that everything would clear up. I love you.
Top of the page: Sand dollars—shells—starfish (my favorite place).
6-29-2016: Jerry. I want you to know that I enjoyed our years of friendship. When we were young, we were good. I got in trouble near the end of my life. I became sick. I fought really hard to stay alive. I had help after I passed. (Background drawing of two wedding bells.)
6-29-2016: Do you remember “the dancing”? I remember everything about you. When
we got married, you took care of me. And then, when I was getting sick, you did it again.
I remember that beautiful red dress. Oh, how beautiful you are. I love you so much.
9-8-2017: Theresa started to get sick a few days after her 69th birthday. “I spent a lot of time after that being very sick.” I wanted to finally get peaceful, but it wasn’t going to happen here. (Here being life.) I always believed in something—always—that helped me when I died.
6-16-2014: Pond St. I did my best.
5-15-2014: Mr. Beauchemin was thinking about passing away. You know that all
I could do was stay in my room. I was tired of staying in my room. I am in heaven.
10-27-2015: “RING.” Something happened on the boat. Something crazy. I felt the water, that’s it. Tell everyone I’m really healed now. When I passed, I did see one light. I had to follow it. When I visit you, it’s about the lights. (The image has water and a boat.)
2-13-2012: 4-10. Our favorite day is coming up … I am so glad that you’re my wife.
You did good stuff for me. I visit you at night—it gets warm. It’s not a hot flash.
5-8-2015: Raymond: Tell my family not to worry so much about me or where
I am. I found two beautiful women. One being my mother (and the little
girl). I know how hard you tried to heal my body. Now I am so happy.