“What the hell happened to you?” Gus barks when I pass him on my way to the bathroom in the morning.
“I got in a fight.”
“I don’t need a delinquent or troublemaker in my house. Brandi!” he yells, his gravelly voice bouncing off the walls of the house.
Brandi has a big muffin in her hand as she walks out of the kitchen. “Yeah, Dad?”
Gus throws his hands up. “Your stepson got himself in a fight. Look at him, all beat up and looking like a thug.”
The Parkers sure like to use that word.
One look at my face and Brandi sucks in a breath. “Oh, my God! Derek, what happened?”
“It’s nothin’,” I say. “I just got in a fight, that’s all.”
“About what? With who? Were the police called? How did you drive home like that?” Brandi asks, bombarding me with questions when all I want to do is take a piss and a painkiller.
“It’s not a big deal.”
“Sure, it’s not a big deal to you,” Gus argues, “because I’ll be the one having to foot the bill if whoever you fought decides to press charges and sue you.”
“Sue me?” That’s a joke, considering I’m the one who got my ass kicked. You’d think he’d ask if I’m the one who wants to press charges. “You won’t have to foot any bill, Gus.”
“That’s what you think.”
I think the guy just wants to be miserable. I don’t want to get caught up in the Parker family drama. If I did, I’d tell Gus he should be more concerned about his family than whether or not he’ll be sued for a fight.
In the bathroom, I look in the mirror. Damn. Ashtyn was right. I look like a piece of meat that’s been through the grinder one too many times. Dried blood is on my lip, my cheek is black and blue, and the side of my rib is bruised.
Ashtyn came in my room last night to nurse my wounds. She had no clue I was tempted to mess around with her in an attempt to make me forget the searing pain in my body. Just the thought of it made my body excited. The girl has power over me. When she looks at me, I feel like a fucking virgin again. Not that she looks at me often. She avoids eye contact most of the time. The sight of me obviously makes her sick. She practically told me as much last night.
She said she wasn’t impressed. I made fun of her comment and pretended to mock her, but in reality I wanted her to admit that she had a reaction to being so close to me. Hell, I had a reaction. Little did she know I actually needed that ice pack in my shorts.
“What are you doin’?” I ask myself.
I’m not supposed to get caught up in someone else’s messy life. I’ve got my own to deal with. Up until now I’ve gotten along just fine, cruising through without getting too involved or too interested in anyone else.
Ashtyn Parker is dangerous. She’s got this tough exterior, talks like a guy, and dresses like one half the time. Then there’s the other half, the half that’s vulnerable and insecure and wears sexy clothes to make sure people know she’s all woman underneath that harsh facade. I thought I was pushing her buttons in an attempt to push her away. But maybe it’s to break down that wall she’s got up.
This morning I saw her leave the house. Her head was down as she took Falkor for a walk. Ugh, if she keeps moping around, I’m gonna be annoyed. Is she pining after that dick of a boyfriend? She said they broke up. I’ll bet the guy comes back and tries to lure her into his life again.
“Derek, are you in there?” Julian’s voice echoes from the other side of the door.
I open the door and let the little guy in. His eyes go wide and his jaw drops when he takes one look at my face. He steps back in fear.
“It looks worse than it is,” I tell him. “I promise.”
“Yep.”
“I think you lost.”
I laugh. “Looks that way, huh?”
He nods. “You look tough with bruises on your face. Did Daddy teach you how to fight?”
“Nah.”
“Will you teach me?”
“Buddy, you don’t want to learn to fight. Just use your words like your mama says.”
“But what if someone hits me first?”
“Tell a teacher or your mama.”
“Then all the kids will call me a tattletale and I’ll have no friends.” He puts his hands on his hips. “You don’t want me to be a friendless tattletaler, do you?”
The kid should be a lawyer, because he’s already got negotiating skills. Just to ease his curiosity, I kneel down and hold my palms up. “All right, show me what you got.”
The little guy puts his fists up and strikes my palm. “How’s that?”
“Not bad,” I say. “Again.”
He does it a few more times. I can tell his confidence is building because his punches are getting harder and he’s starting to loosen up. “I was watching professional wrestling on TV when my mom wasn’t in the room,” he says. “Randy the Raider gave this guy the F.U. move.”
“The F.U. move?”
“What are you doing, Derek?” Brandi asks, suddenly appearing behind Julian. “Are you teaching my son how to fight and use profanity?”
Umm . . .
Julian turns around excitedly. “Mom, Derek was just showing me—”
“Julian, go to your room. I need to talk to Derek alone.” Julian is about to protest, but Brandi urges him out of the bathroom. When he’s out of sight, Brandi pushes back her long hair. “Julian was excited when I told him you were coming to live with us. He calls you his big brother and looks up to you.” She sighs slowly, a clue that a well-thought-out revelation will come out of her mouth next. Wait for it . . . wait for it . . . “I thought of making you and Julian real brothers.”
What is she talking about? Does she expect us to do a ritual thing like cut ourselves and rub blood together so we’re blood brothers? “Brandi, I hate to break the news to you, but no matter what, Julian and I didn’t come from the same mother.”
“I know.” She tilts her head to the side. “But I thought it would be nice if I, you know, made it official by adopting you.”
“I’m not an orphan.”
“I know. I just thought you and Julian . . . you know, if something happens to me and your father . . .”
I get it. She doesn’t want to be my mother any more than I want her to be mine. It’s all for Julian’s sake. Time to put her wayward thoughts to rest. “Julian’s my little brother, Brandi. Period.”
“Good. We need to be on the same page. And regarding you and my sister . . .”
Oh, man. Maybe Brandi’s more with it than I give her credit for. That’s not good. “Nothin’s goin’ on between us,” I tell her. “Your sister drives me insane. I could never date a girl like her even if we—”
Brandi suddenly bursts into fits of laughter, cutting me off. “You’re kidding, right?” she says as she tries to catch her breath. She holds her stomach like she’s trying to stop the baby from being violently jiggled around while she laughs. “Oh, my God! That’s hilarious! No offense, but you are so not my sister’s type. I just . . .” She bursts out laughing again, letting out a couple of snorts in the process. “I just . . . Wait, did you actually believe I thought something was going on between you and Ashtyn?”
Umm . . . “No. What’s your sister’s type?”
She wipes her eyes and holds in her giggles. “She likes guys who are serious and dedicated and driven. That’s not you at all.”
Nope, that’s not me. And no girl is going to turn me around, especially one who likes guys who are serious and dedicated and driven. Ashtyn and I would never work.
Even if I did want to get tangled up in the sheets with her last night.