Chapter 62

 

Fred was furious that he had not caught Donna. She had been almost in his grasp and the macabre mental dance between him and Donna would have been finally over. Had he caught her, she would have paid and she would have suffered mightily, he thought. On his return trip to his home, Fred noticed a stray dog crossing the highway. H He pointed his car directly at the stray and moved from his right lane to the extreme left lane, almost hitting a semi in the process. The dog sensed danger and bounded to the median strip. Fred swerved to go after her, suddenly finding himself on the opposite lanes facing oncoming northbound interstate traffic. Amid horns blasting and tires screeching, he again crossed the median returning to his southbound lane. 

Damn it! I missed getting both Donna and that useless stray, he thought. Equally upsetting was a debilitating headache that suddenly flared up. He figured that he had used too much of his psychic powers in the chase. He needed to understand how to harness this new gift, perhaps release it gradually and more selectively. 

It seemed to him that he had received with a single operation all types of capabilities; but activating some of them was more enervating than others. He needed time to experiment and replenish. He had no prior experience with his newly developed powers; so he reasoned a good night’s sleep might be necessary for him to return to normal.

As he entered his front door the phone rang. It was his poker buddy, Bill Cole. He asked if Fred wanted to go to the local Irish Pub and watch the Monday night football game. Fred didn’t feel social, but thought he could use a drink or two. Maybe, he thought, just maybe a few strong drinks would cure his wretched headache. 

Jim and Dan, and Fred’s poker buddies Bill Cole and John Stevens, were already sitting at a table in the back of the bar when Fred arrived. 

Watching the Monday night games had become a tradition among them. Dan was the only one to have played the game; and his interest was solely associated with a team’s, any team’s, defensive line and secondary. Bill Cole knew nothing about the game; his interest seemed to be isolated to the color and design of the various team’s uniforms. He traditionally rooted for Jacksonville, not because they were local, but because he thought their green color was harmonious with the artificial turf they played on. This night, Fred didn’t enjoy the game or his company, but he drank a steady stream of run and cokes, which seemed to momentarily reduce the intensity of his headache. 

The next morning his headache was even worse—much worse. He took a couple of aspirin and went back to bed. At noon he woke again; he still had no relief from the excruciating pain. He started to contact his personal doctor, but he reasoned the doctor wouldn’t know how to treat Fred with the thing in his head. Instead, he decided to contact the CIA doctors who were fully aware of his situation. When he told them of his symptoms, they directed him to get on the next plane to D.C. God, he thought, maybe something major has gone wrong with me.

A few hours later he was being examined by the CIA medical staff. The head of the medical unit was waiting impatiently for the results of the X-rays that the radiologist had taken of the site of the device’s insertion. When he finally examined the battery of X-rays, the findings were not good.

“Fred, I hate to tell you this but we have to operate on you again.”

“What in hell for?”

“We found a small tumor right below the site of the paranormal device.” 

“Is it cancer?”

“We have no way of knowing. But what we do know is that it’s growing very quickly and it eventually will result in pressure on your brain in some very critical functional areas. Your brain only has so much room to expand in your cranium before it experiences potentially fatal pressure when it touches the skull. I want to get rid of the tumor before it increases in size. Once we get in, we’ll know what’s happening.”

The only word that seemed appropriate to Fred was, “Fuck,” but what he said was, “I guess we have no choice.”

The operation took over three hours. Fred woke up to the surgeon’s smile, and Maureen’s concerned face. 

Fred didn’t return the smile. Reaching for Maureen’s hand, he asked, “So what’s the verdict, doctor?”

“We located and removed the tumor. It was benign.”

“That’s great news. Geez, I was just getting used to the device and how it works. How long do I need to recover before I can start using it again? I need to return to Sarasota to get after Donna again as soon as possible.” 

Besides the device being necessary in the capture of Donna, it had become not unlike an additive chemical dependency. Fred craved its return. He wanted it back as soon as possible.

“I’m sorry, Fred; we had to remove the device as well.”

“Oh, hell! When can you put it back?”

“Never, I’m afraid. We had to remove a fairly good slice of your brain as a byproduct of removing the tumor. There really is no way for us to reconnect the device to you. Unfortunately, the site of your tumor was the area in which all the critical connections are made between the machine and your brain tissue.”

Fred was silent. All the advantages he previously had over Donna had been extinguished with one operation. The rawness he felt toward the world was also gone. His strong love for Maureen returned as if it had never left. The removal of the unit immediately restored him to the way he had been prior to his operation. 

However, he knew with respect to his contest with Donna, the unacceptable status quo had also returned; Maureen would be forever vulnerable and he would never again be a match for Donna’s superior powers. He now knew that clearly. Right now, though, his first objective was to have Maureen call their neighbor and ask him to make sure that his two dogs were fed and had adequate water. He said, “Also, make sure he puts out peanuts for the squirrels.” 

He also placed a call to Jim and told him the circumstances. 

“I’m sorry, Fred, but at least you’re okay, and you’re healing quickly from the brain surgery. At any rate, your headache is now gone. That’s certainly good news.”

“I’d rather have the fucking headache the rest of my life if it was a tradeoff between that and the powers that were given and now taken away from me.”

Detective Stewart had been in the office when Jim got the call. 

“Sounds like Fred has a problem,” Stewart said. 

“Yes,” Jim replied, “he’s had a medical procedure; I really don’t want to go into any more detail.”

Stewart said, “I understand, but please give him my best wishes. Listening to you, it sounded like it was some sort of a brain operation and I know that can be serious. My cousin had a brain operation and he—”

“Yes, I’m sorry about your cousin, but Fred’s doing just fine; it’s nothing for us to worry about. It was very minor, comparable to having a decayed tooth removed. A day or two of recovery and that will be all. But I’ll tell him of your concern.” 

Jim didn’t like to fuel Stewart’s curiosity; but since Stewart had heard some of his conversation with Fred he had no choice but to respond to him. He tried to make the operation sound as insignificant as he could. He hoped he had succeeded, but he worried that maybe he had overdone it.