Titus sighed with relief as he led Macy over to the bed, feeling ashamed he’d taken her so roughly. It didn’t seem a female would want that. He’d gone on instinct, and he guessed he was used to the way Simon and him had often had sex.
He turned her around and unzipped the back of her dress, letting it pool at her feet. She didn’t wear a bra and he traced the bumps of her spine down to her panties. She shivered under his touch, and he hooked his forefingers into the brown cotton and slid them down her legs.
Placing his hands on her shoulders, he slowly turned her around.
Her cheeks turned pink as he looked her over. His fantasies about her had been right. Small, perk breasts with pink tips greeting him, and he placed his hands at her thin waist, then ran them down the slight flare of her hips. A small patch of brown curls covered her sex.
“Will you lay in bed with me like this?” he asked.
She nodded, and he pulled the towel from his waist. She crawled onto the bed, giving him an excellent view of her backside. The blood rushed to his cock at the sight.
He slid in next to her and pulled her close while dragging the sheet up their bodies. “I’m sorry for taking you so roughly. I couldn’t stop myself.””
She glanced up at him, confusion on her face. “You don’t need to apologize. It was just what I needed.”
With her laying her head down on his chest and throwing her arm over his stomach, he sighed. This felt so right, yet he couldn’t help the guilt washing through him. How could he feel such solace with a female when his male lover lay dead in the desert?
The more he considered it, the more uncomfortable he became. He didn’t understand himself, and it wasn’t fair to Macy. He should have made her leave before any of this even started.
“Titus, what’s wrong?””
“We shouldn’t have done this.”
He heard her sigh. “But we did, and it was perfect. Tell me why it was a mistake.”
“In my human form, I’ve only loved a male. I don’t understand my attraction to a female.”
She propped herself up on her elbow and nodded. “I get it. However, I think I know what it means.”
He studied her face and pushed her hair behind her ear, curious to see what she had to say. “What’s that?”
“Humans have something called bisexuality. It means that you like sex with both males and females, and that you’re attracted to both.”
Her words hit him like a fist to the gut. Could this mean he wasn’t a screwed up mess, that he could be normal?
“Really?”
She nodded.
He stared at the ceiling. He needed to be honest with her, to tell her where his thoughts lay. “Macy, although I’m attracted to you, I feel guilty having sexual relations with you. I feel as though I’m cheating Simon.”
She lay her head back down on his chest. “I’m not looking to take Simon’s place. I just want someone I can spend time with in an intimate manner. I never thought it would be you, but I’m very attracted to you.”
“Like I said, I am to you as well, Macy. You’re a very kind and gentle soul, and you’ve been there for me every single day for almost a year.”
She squeezed his middle. “Well, I say that if we are both getting something out of this arrangement, then we should continue it.”
It would be sex, no strings attached. He did like the intimate contact with another. It had been over a year since he’d experienced it. However, was sleeping with Macy soiling his relationship with Simon?
No, he could keep the two separate. Simon was his past, and Macy was his present. He received comfort from her, and she from him. Was there anything wrong with that?
He didn’t think so.
As she pressed her breasts against his ribs, his body came to life again. He had a lot to learn about the female body and the mysteries it held. Turning, he faced her and pressed his erection into her stomach.
“Will you show me what you like? You’re the first human female I’ve been with.”
Reaching down, she palmed his sack and ran her hand up his shaft. “I would love to, Titus. But you have to understand that I don’t like just one thing one way. I don’t know how it was with another male, but I like things rough, I like things gentle. I guess it depends on my mood.”
He groaned at her touch. “Take me to school, Macy.”
She laughed. “Before I do, I want to know if we’re going to tell anyone about this.”
He hadn’t given it any thought and shrugged.
She squeezed him again. “I guess it’s not something that needs to be discussed at this point. You love Simon, and we find comfort in each other.”
“Yes,” he whispered, trying to fight the guilt of his feelings for Simon, yet lying naked with Macy.
“So, we’ll remain friends, but we’ll keep this side of the friendship a secret from the others. There’s no reason for them to know about it. It would only serve as fodder for a lot of gossip.”
He couldn’t see anything wrong with her logic. The last thing he wanted was to be teased relentlessly by the males in the house about Macy. Then they’d start asking when he’d make her his mate … he couldn’t even think about that.
“Agreed. I believe one would call us ‘friends with benefits.’”
She laughed, a small throaty sound that made him smile.
He closed his eyes as she ran her hand up and down his shaft, loving the intimate touch.
Then he had a thought. “Macy, who else have you been with?”
She kissed him for a long time, her tongue slowly exploring his mouth and almost making him forget his question.
“It doesn’t matter. It happened about two years ago when we lived in the bunker.”
“Was it Justice?”
She lay back on the pillows and laughed. “Why does everyone think I slept with Justice?”
“So I take it you aren’t going to tell me?”
She shook her head, and he accepted her decision to allow the past to stay there.
He rolled on top of her and took her right nipple into his mouth as he palmed the small globe of flesh. “I like these.”
She closed her eyes and sighed. “And I like that.”
Getting up on all fours, he explored her secret flesh with his fingers. He watched her face as he did so. Some areas she responded to more than others. When he found her swollen nub, her back arched and she sighed.
“That’s good, right there.”
Bringing his fingers to his mouth, he grinned, liking the taste. Yes, getting to know the human female would definitely be an interesting task, one he looked forward to.