I worked the endless daylight hours of May as a carpenter, on Irish Nellie’s new boardinghouse at first. One of the kings of the Klondike, Big Alex McDonald, had put up a generous amount for labor and materials to have her home for the downtrodden rebuilt as soon as possible.
If a man knew plumb and level and square, there was plenty of work in Dawson City. Not only was the entire business district under reconstruction, but so were the back streets, where frame houses for families were springing up in place of log cabins. Hundreds of women had traveled north the previous season to join husbands and sons. There was already a small legion of young children in town.
Abe and I were able to frame up one of these family houses every ten days. We seldom talked except about the work. Living in the shadow of our former life was a grim business. Dawson prices devoured our wages—a hundred dollars a month each.
Ethan wouldn’t be able to join us until his leg mended. In the evenings, he tried to dispel the gloom inside the cabin. “We’ll get back in the game, boys,” he would say. “Our tide will come back in.”
Despite the brave talk, I could hear it in Ethan’s voice: His spirit was broken. He’d lost the mill for us, lost the dream of being our own bosses.
“I don’t doubt it for a moment,” Abe would agree stolidly, but in his eyes I could see the stamp of defeat.
Twenty years from now, I realized, my brothers could still be chafing under the bonds of what our father called “wage slavery.”
For the time being I was keeping my vow concerning the mill to myself. I had a plan of sorts, and I was ready to take the next step.
I swallowed my pride and went to the mill to talk to Cornelius Donner. I was told to find him at his saloon, the New Bodega.
After being announced to Donner, I waited an hour amid the din of reconstruction before I was frisked and ushered up the stairs to the second floor of his saloon. In a plush chair in an unfinished room with a view onto Front Street, Donner was trimming his beard. With mirror in one hand, scissors in the other, and barely a glance in my direction, he said, “Close the door; I can’t tolerate the sawdust.”
Donner laid the scissors aside, lit a cigar, and began to draw on it. “Remember the Maine,” he said sardonically. The smoothness of his voice grated on me.
“Cuban tobacco?” I guessed.
“The finest…worth fighting for, I’d say…. Now, what brings the Hawthorn pup? Your brothers have sent you?”
Punctuating his thick sarcasm, Donner blew a cloud of smoke my way. I sat up straight, reminded myself why I was here. “I don’t imagine that you care to run a sawmill,” I said. “I came to find out what you’d sell it for.”
The peacock was amused. After only a moment’s reflection, he said, “Twenty thousand dollars.”
We both knew he’d just pulled the figure out of the air. I said, “You must be forgetting that you have only 51 percent of the mill. The rest is owned by the heirs of Joseph Ladue, the founder of Dawson City, who set us up in business.”
“Thank you so much for the history lesson. Yes, yes, Ladue’s heirs will continue to be paid. Their lawyer here in Dawson has already seen to that.”
“Even ten thousand for your 51 percent would be generous. Nobody else would pay you that much.”
“Why are we having this discussion?” Donner snapped. His voice, suddenly harsh as a hacksaw blade, sounded nothing like the one he usually employed.
Next moment, he was back to his acid-smooth baritone. “Have you brought your pocketbook? Did you leave a suitcase full of nuggets downstairs?”
“I’ll get the money. I just needed to know if you would sell.”
“Now you know, but where will you get it? A rich aunt, perhaps?”
There was a smirk on his face, as if he were talking to a six-year-old.
I bristled. “I don’t have an aunt—I’ll get it in Nome.”
Donner leaned back, blew a smoke ring, stroked his beard. “Ah,” he said. “Nome.” He began to chuckle softly.
“Don’t laugh at me,” I told him.
“I won’t, then, until you’re out of sight. Oh, by the way—I hear your brother Ethan broke his leg. Tell him I send my regards. It’s a shame he’d never agree to another fight. Perhaps he’ll reconsider once his leg mends, now that he is, shall we say, short on funds…. He’s the Hawthorn I want to see.”
“Maybe if he ever gets back in the ring it should be with you.”
Donner laughed. “You’re as insolent as that mongrel of yours! Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m off to the gym to sign a new fighter.”
“Some rob with a gun, others with a fountain pen.”
The scoundrel laughed again. “Pup, you can get away with speech like that only because we’re in Canada. Don’t push it—we might meet down the Yukon one day, in Alaska.”
Still, I wouldn’t leave. “Have you ever had calluses on your hands in your life, Donner?”
With a sly smile, he replied, “You assume I’m soft because I dress well. Appearances can be deceiving, as they say.”
Donner leaned back in his chair, his hands behind his head, a contemptuous grin lighting his features. “Would you care to wrestle for my mill, right here, right now?”
“Of course I would. Is this a trick? What kind of wrestling?”
“No tricks—simple arm wrestling. On my desktop here.”
“You swear you’ll keep your word….”
There was a devilish glint in his dark eyes. “Why would you doubt me?”
We knelt down on opposite sides of an end table and clasped hands. His grip was nothing less than powerful. But then, he outweighed me by thirty pounds, and he was in the prime of life.
“Whenever you say go,” he said.
I thought I had a chance. Our forearms were the same length. I was strong. The trick was giving it my all immediately.
“Go!” I declared.
After only a moment’s stalemate, Donner slammed my arm to the table with an overwhelming surge.
“Well,” he said, standing up and straightening his vest. “Do come and see me if that aunt of yours leaves you her estate. As you anticipated, I might like to sell my mill.”
I felt my face flushing red, more from humiliation than exertion. “If I’d beat you just now, you wouldn’t have kept your word,” I said on my way out.
“We’ll never know, will we?” came his haughty reply.
After two weeks in the cabin, Ethan couldn’t tolerate the confinement. He joined us as a sawyer. In a seated position, with the strength of his upper body, he could do almost all our sawing for us.
With Ethan came the dog. His bandage had come off, and Burnt Paw could run and leap and climb as well as ever. Yet standing at rest, he’d favor the right front paw as if it were freshly hurt. “Burnt Paw,” I’d say, “there’s nothing wrong with you. Put that paw down. Go on, put it down. You know what I’m talking about.”
The mutt would cock his head, stand his ears up straight, look at me with that blue eye, and put the paw down on the ground. A minute later he’d be holding it up again. I wondered if he could remember the fire.
I wished I couldn’t. I was still seeing flames wherever I turned, in glimpses at work when my mind would stray, and in my sleep. All night, it seemed, I was inside burning buildings with the timbers crashing down around me.
The middle of May brought ever-longer days, trickling water, and warnings not to walk on the Yukon—the ice was rotten. Out at the gold creeks, the mounds of muck brought up from the shafts bucket by bucket all winter had finally begun to thaw. It was possible for the miners to work aboveground at last, shoveling the pay dirt into sluice boxes running with diverted creekwater.
Cleanup at the creeks was bringing fabulous amounts of gold into town. “The doomsayers have been proven wrong,” crowed the Klondike Nugget. “Dawson’s wealth is no will-o’-the-wisp. Its citizens can be confident they are rebuilding on a foundation of solid gold.”
Despite the newspaper’s best efforts, all the talk on the streets was of Nome. Word came from over the Chilkoot that the Alaska Commercial Company and the North American Trading Company, both of which had big warehouses in Dawson City, already had new warehouses under construction in Nome. Suddenly all the naysayers, including Abe, knew that Nome was much more than the product of talk. Those two companies, headquartered in the States, were big business. A big discovery had indeed taken place at Nome, and the stampede was on.
The time was ripe to tell my brothers about my plans. “As soon as the ice breaks up,” I told them, “I’m heading to Nome to stake a claim. I’ll work it or I’ll sell it. One way or the other, we’re going to get the mill back.”
They said nothing at first. A smile came to Ethan’s face. I hadn’t seen one there in a long, long time. “You always were our adventurer,” he said. “Of course you’d give Nome a try.”
“But this business about the mill,” Abe added soberly, “shouldn’t be a part of it. Go ahead, Jason, seek your own fortune. Don’t chase a dream that can’t come true. Ethan and I will find our way back into ownership somehow. It might not even be a sawmill….”
“That mill fits us like a glove,” I insisted. “I intend to have that sign restored one day: HAWTHORN BROTHERS SAWMILL. Donner will sell for ten thousand dollars, I think—he has no real interest in the mill. Keep in mind, Abe, claims on Bonanza Creek and Eldorado Creek sold for fifty thousand dollars before they were ever worked.”
“Well, then,” Ethan teased, “you’ll have forty thousand left over. Don’t you be surprised, Abraham, if Jason returns with the world tied up by its tail.”