WHEN DEATH MOVED IN

Myrlie Evers

It attached itself to our lives, first

like an unplanned pregnancy,

then like our fourth child.

We didn’t talk about its disfigured face

or its crooked limbs and spine.

We went about the people’s business

tried to pretend that it wasn’t really there,

though some nights it filled every open space

in the room, often crawling into bed between us,

making it difficult to sleep.

Every new registered voter, successful boycott,

demonstration and prime-time television minute

put fat on its face. Images of Medgar

escorting James Meredith into Ole Miss

were celebrated with new front teeth.

When it crawled to the front door, and spoke

its first cuss words

it sounded like a car backfired twice.