ONE-THIRD OF 180 GRAMS OF LEAD

Both of them were history, even before one

pulled the trigger, before I rocketed through

the smoking barrel hidden in the honeysuckle

before I tore through a man’s back, shattered

his family, a window, and tore through an inner wall

before I bounced off a refrigerator and a coffeepot

before I landed at my destined point in history

—next to a watermelon. What was cruel was the irony

not the melon, not the man falling in slow motion,

but the man squinting through the crosshairs

reducing the justice system to a small circle, praying

that he not miss, then sending me to deliver a message

as if the woman screaming in the dark

or the children crying at her feet

could ever believe

a bullet   was small enough   to hate.