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pollo, what a savage I shall say. I mean this guy was really a savage. I feel like he’s in his savage ways to cope with what happened throughout his life. It seems like he doesn’t care for anyone’s feelings. Even though this may seem like a bad thing, he doesn’t get attached to anyone or anything. He is fully detached and disconnected from people. He tries his hardest to show that he cares, but it never seems good enough for anyone. Apollo was insecure about himself because he would find a gem and think she was cheating on him or something of that nature based on his past. Even though they showed him that they cared a few times, he didn’t believe it. He didn’t express self-love enough, which made him insecure when he was with a beautiful woman. He felt unworthy, not enough, always having to prove himself, and was being used by people. They take his kindness for his weakness because he always said yes to people. He put others above himself, so in turn he was giving up on love, didn’t feel worthy of love, and there wasn’t anyone out there for him. Maybe he was just there to be a beacon of light for people.
Apollo loves the chase of wanting something, but he knew his worth, so he never chased after women. He liked pursuing them because he felt like he wanted to have them. Once, he has them, it felt like it was game over for him. He was already preparing to go after his next target. He would blame others instead of blaming himself. People would care for Apollo, but won’t express it to him, so he would think they didn’t care as much. That’s why he struggled with not feeling good enough for people, so in turn, he wouldn’t open up because he knew they’ll run away eventually. Hurt people, hurt people. No one stays just like his parents...
Apollo was a single child, his dad was Zeus, and his mom was Leto. Since his bloodline was aristocracy and such powerful beings, he got everything he wanted. He was a prince and a king. Even though he was a savage, he had class, had sovereignty, and knew his powers and how to use them. This was till the day that his parents got divorced.
He still had his powers, but his viewpoint changed. Once Zeus and Leto got divorced, he kept seeing his parents always fight, argue, and become abusive toward one another. Zeus cheated on Leto, and it went downhill from there. They tried to stay together for the family’s sake, but it turned out to be a toxic relationship.
Everything stems from childhood trauma and past life karma, so Apollo seeing this instance of his family made him think that was normal. This conditioned his mind, and he took it wherever he went.
In middle school, Apollo was the class clown, most popular, and everyone gravitated toward him. It might’ve been his powerful energy, his savage ways, or his knowledge. He used to pick on people for their lunch money.
Apollo liked the finer things in life and was pretty bougie but hustled a lot. He doesn’t care about what he has to do as long as he succeeds and wins in life. This can come off as being manipulative, narcissistic, and standoffish, but that’s not the case. People call him narcissistic and stubborn, but he calls it persistence. A lot of people like to bring him down and try to lower his vibration for him to stoop to their level. Apollo knows their tactics and he has the confidence and self-love to see right through the bs. When someone’s confident within themselves a lot of people try to bring them down. It’s a constant battle between he said she said.
We’re not just fighting the psychopathic reptilians, we’re also fighting the narcissistic, brain-dead sheep. It’s an uphill climb because they have weaponized the human race against itself.
Is there a more radical idea in the history of mankind than turning your children over to total strangers whom you know nothing about, and having those strangers work on your child’s mind, out of your sight, for 12 years?
People cannot see the truth anymore because exposure to true information doesn’t matter anymore. The truth can be placed in plain sight, in a book, on the TV screen, in a movie, or someone telling them with evidence; but that still doesn’t cut it. Do you know what’s absurd though? These people would read a book or watch a movie about the truth and then speak on some of the truth after. Then they’ll go back to their everyday lives like it doesn’t affect them, applies to them, or it’s not happening right now.
A person who’s demoralized is unable to assess true information. The facts tell them nothing, even if you shower them with information, authentic proof, documents, and pictures; they’ll refuse to believe it. That’s the tragedy of the situation of demoralization. Once people’s morals have been debased, education becomes scientific indoctrination, entertainment becomes hypnotism, criminals become “leaders,” and refusal becomes the truth. This confusion is based and designed on the idea of giving up trying to figure something out yourself because it’s too complicated. You then have to trust someone “more educated” to explain it to you. At that point, they can make up any story, and you’ll believe it.
Never argue with someone whose TV is bigger than their bookshelf. Consciousness is the new sexy. Inner peace is the new success. Kindness is the new beautiful.
Success isn’t about being perfect; it’s about being authentic. Strive for greatness because you can’t rush perfection. No matter the situation, never let your emotions overpower your intelligence. The strongest factor for success is self-esteem. Believing you can do it, believing you deserve it and believing you’ll get it. A satisfied life is better than a successful life because our success is measured by others. Our satisfaction is measured by our soul, mind, and heart.
No longer look for the good in people, search for the real. While good is often dressed in fake clothing, real is naked and proud no matter the scare. You’re far too smart to be the only thing standing in your way. Self-control is strength. Right thought is mastery. Calmness is power. You have to get to a point where your mood doesn’t shift based on the insignificant actions of someone else. Don’t allow others to control the direction of your life. When writing the story of your life, don’t let anyone else hold the pen.
Someone will always question your judgment and doubt you. No matter what you do, people will always talk about you. Forget people. Buy the red car, people will say you should’ve gotten blue. Start a business, people will say you should’ve gotten a job. Get married, people will say you picked the wrong partner. Learn a trade, people will say you should’ve gone to college. Everyone has an opinion about everything. At the end of the day, personally know who you are, believe in your work, and make sure it brings you happiness when you put it out. Everything else is noise, so don’t care. You’ll go crazy trying to please everyone, so don’t even try. Smile, agree and then do whatever you were going to do anyway.
When life gives you a hundred reasons to break down and cry, show life that you have a million reasons to smile and laugh. Never let your terrors decide your future. Nothing in life is to be feared, it’s only to be understood. Now’s the time to understand more, so we may panic less. The mass media is a translation into the actuality of Plato’s celebrated figure of the cave. The defect of the prisoners is that they cannot perceive the truth. The wall before them, on which the shadows play, is the screen on which the press, motion picture, and radio project their account of life.
How can you not love yourself enough and put yourself first? Do it in such a way, you’ll never lose yourself in any instance. When you’re overflown with abundance in your life, that’s how you can pour into other people’s glasses. If your cup isn’t filled yet, how can you love yourself and others at the same time? Sometimes you have to be selfish to love yourself the most. Stop putting other people’s feelings and emotions above yourself. You should be your main focus. Don’t worry about if someone texted you back, being on social media, or trying to please everyone. This isn’t the way to go about life. Who cares if someone doesn’t text you back? You’re focused on your growth and grind. Who cares about your social media presence? People on social media only present their highlights. Just because they only show their glamorous lifestyle publicly, doesn’t mean they’re living that same lifestyle internally. The reason why we struggle with insecurities is that we compare our behind-the-scenes with everyone else’s highlight reel. There’s a difference between their inner world and their outer world. They don’t express what goes on behind closed doors; the anxiety, the depression, and the whole nine. The pain will leave once it's done teaching you.
You see anxiety, you see jealousy, or you see that negativity inside you, but let’s sit with it for a minute. Let’s observe these feelings and not instantly react to them. Don’t automatically assume it’s any of these things. Question it to help you understand more. Once you bring love, oneness, and peace, you’ll be able to see that distortion and begin to heal it. Look at it and assess it for what it is, instead of letting it control how you think.
Whoever can scare people enough (produce bio-survival anxiety) can sell them quickly on any verbal map which seems to give them relief. By frightening people with hell and then offering them salvation, the most ignorant or crooked individuals can ‘sell’ a whole system of thought that cannot bear two minutes of rational analysis. Beware all is distortion and if you’re not careful it’ll draw you into a fickle embrace, blind you with its dazzling distractions, and tempt you with their fleeting games of chance. Whatever you do, don’t be led astray, don’t lose focus, and don’t forget why you’re doing it. Remember the courage you seek is inside you and it’ll come to you in the hour you need it most.
When you focus on the future, you’re not meditating. The future is a concept, and it doesn’t exist. This whole world is a holographic Universe full of illusions. Tomorrow never comes, and the only time that exists is in the present moment. Don’t grieve a past that doesn’t exist anymore. The reason why you’re stressed, depressed, and have anxiety is because you keep thinking about the past, future, and all the mistakes that you’ve made. Tomorrow is a mystery, but our thoughts help create our reality. Today’s the present moment which is a gift; that’s why they call it a present. Your spaceship doesn’t come equipped with rearview mirrors we dip. You should be living here; live at the finish line constantly. So, when someone tells you no, do you think you should be worried? You should already know what the future is. Don’t care if they said no, say, “It’s already done, time hasn’t caught up yet.” Accept your past with no regrets, handle your present with confidence, and face your future with no fear.
People forget that social media is a tool, but they’re a tool for social media. That’s the difference between people who constantly post captions of, “I need a break on social media” or tell people publicly what they go through. People spend too much time on captions and not enough time on action. Say if you’re in a relationship with a person, and they post a caption saying, “I deserve better” or “Why stay when I can leave without being played or hurt.” This fear-based tactic is based on not presenting the information at hand to you, but instead, running to social media to make it known publicly. Social media can be toxic if you allow yourself to be taken over by it.
Many people are attached to the likes, followers, subscribers, comments, views, and attention. Even if people say they don’t care about it, you know who cares by their conversations. Feeling sad because people don’t show you “love” on social media or someone didn’t view your story is a sign of attachment to people and social media. It’s a sign of validation for them and if they don’t receive that validation, then they’ll doubt themselves and be in a petty mood. Be at a place in mind where all you have to do is express who you are. If you get this many views then I suck, that’s not the case. It doesn’t matter how many people will see it, you did it by expressing yourself, and you put it out there in the world and that’s all that matters.
Apollo doesn’t need validation or praise for something he’s done because the Universe will send him true abundance throughout his entire life. Don’t feel pressured or try to please anyone by doing something you don’t want to do. Apollo only wants to express himself in a real authentic way. People tend to say he’s mysterious, or people are confused by the way he operates. Just because people say they know you, doesn’t mean they truly know you. Sure, they know your favorite color, food, or TV show. The difference is that they don’t know how to treat you because people tend to only look at it from their point of view.
People tend to mix pleasure with pain because they’re addicted to it. People will tend to say their love language, but in clairvoyance, they’re afraid to receive it. Once you provide that for them, they start switching up because they’re not accustomed to it. They’re customary to people hurting them, so now when they’re in a solid relationship, they let their minds wander and hinder the relationship over the fear or doubt of the past. That’s why people are living in the past because they haven’t healed their issues. Even though a lot of people say to live in the moment, only some are living in the present.
Don’t trust everyone’s words because people can lie to you. It’s about the actions behind the words for Apollo. If your love language is physical touch and that person doesn’t touch you or give you that solace, then what’s the point? We missed that sense of touch so much, that we crash into each other just to feel something. Don’t set your expectations too high because if they’re not meeting that standard, then you’ll only focus on the negatives in the relationship instead of the positives. Most people don’t express what they want or need. They automatically expect someone to provide their wants, desires, and needs for them by beating around the bush. This might not seem like a big deal at first, but as time goes on, it’ll be a recurring cycle.
Once Apollo went to high school, that’s when the built-up savagery began. Apollo has some luscious hair; and when he started growing it, that’s when all the powers started to kick in.
Hair is your antennas. With long hair, it draws more energy to the brain. The body is like an inverted tree in which the spine is the trunk, the nervous system is the branches, and the hair is the roots. The cabal is aware of the health benefits of long hair, which is why they persuade keeping the hair of the male population short. When men join the military (which is a corporation controlled by the controllers), they’re required to cut their hair very short. Most people in the military will often tell the common folk it’s due to safety or health reasons. Those claims may be true, but the convert reasons for requiring them to cut their hair very short is to weaken their moral compass and to mark them as slaves of the military-industrial complex. Modern slaves aren’t in chains; they’re in debt. The bankers will ensure we stay in debt. The pharmaceutical companies will ensure we stay sick. The weapon manufacturers will ensure we keep going to war. The media will ensure we’re prevented from knowing the truth. The government will ensure all of this is done legally.
During the day, the hair absorbs solar energy, but at night it absorbs lunar energy. Keeping the hair up during the day and down at night aids this process. Braiding your hair at night will help your electromagnetic field balance out throughout the day. Hair getting frizzy represents the field that has been placed. This will energize the magnetic field (your aura) and your brain cells that stimulate the pineal gland in the center of your brain. Placing chemicals on your hair and scalp isn’t only bad for you, but it dulls your receptive abilities. These chemicals have the potential to access the body’s bloodstream and will create a chain reaction. It takes 30 seconds for the products to access the bloodstream through your skin. Once there, they can linger for a long time causing possible adverse effects. Fragrances can have up to 4000 unlisted chemical ingredients. The skin is our largest organ, and it’s incredibly absorptive. People should take caution with what they allow to enter their system, using only natural, organic substances as often as possible.
In the beginning, Apollo was left alone with only the butler, the maid, and his parents coming in and out from time to time. His only family was the butler, and his only real friends were some people down the street. Even though Apollo was a very popular, famous, and fortunate person who was wealthy; he was still sad inside. He still didn’t have a real quote on quote “family” who gave him attention. He was pondering if people messed with him because of who he truly was or because of his fame and fortune. This shows you that money doesn’t make your life happier, it’ll only bring more comfort. Yes, Apollo technically has friends and family, but they’re mostly just acquaintances. Most of those relationships weren’t deep and most of them just want something from Apollo. Remember he has powers as well and knows how to heal people through his hands. Even though he helps a lot of people, he barely receives love back. No one checks in on him because people automatically assume that he must be doing good based on his lifestyle. That wasn’t the case, and that’s why we’re all one no matter how notorious, how much money, or success you gain.
Money is a concept that was created to cause division within the people. It’s not real. The only thing that makes it real is your belief that it’s real. That’s why everything’s changing, and the currency is going into a quantum financial system. Why do you think it’s happening? That paper money that everyone loves so much; has no value.
Eventually, high school came around and Apollo was a bit shy because people tend to use him. At least Apollo had some good friends that lived on the same street as him. They would always ride their bikes, but Apollo didn’t know how to ride a bike, so he just ran with them. They loved playing sports, cracking jokes, and listening to music. This sparked some inspiration and Meraki in Apollo’s life. He was known for shooting his famous bow and arrow, was magical on the harp, was the God of music, and did content creation. He started to get out of his comfort zone when he started to know his worth. As he realized his new worth and power within, this caused some people to fade out of his life. It was like a release or detox of anything or anyone that no longer serves him.
In high school, people acted like he was doing something bad because of his fame and worth, but he wasn’t. This was a major problem for Apollo throughout his relationships. No one wants to be accused of doing something that they didn’t do, and that person doesn’t believe them. Women tend to think because he’s gaining all this attention that he must be doing something behind closed doors. Most women aren’t used to people being loyal to them and when they have someone that shows loyalty, they have that voice in the back of their heads to say otherwise. It’s a way to guard their hearts and not get hurt. People are always manifesting and are master manifesters. If someone’s worried that something’s going to happen to them, it’s going to happen. Especially if you key in and focus on that scenario for a long time.
Everyone has their problems and hardships they’ve experienced, but since women are more emotional, they tend to hold on and accuse you of doing something that happened years ago. That’s why most women hold grudges against someone who may talk behind their back in high school, for example.
Most men use logic when dealing with their emotions. That’s why you always hear men say, “It is what it is” because it’s a way to forget about the situation quickly and become distracted by something else. That’s why when most relationships are over, they would run to social media and make their private business public. Posting all these quotes which are shots towards their ex, posting pictures trying to act like they’ve moved on, or post pictures of a new person right after they broke up. They don’t want to experience those feeling or deal with them. People diminish others instead of uplifting them and realizing their differences.
In Apollo’s eyes, that’s a red flag and he started to move carelessly. This can be in a form of talking to or having multiple women, doing sexual activities with more than one woman, and not caring about anyone’s feelings. Apollo was acting like a doppelganger because he was living two different lives. If he wasn’t receiving love and care from someone, he will easily lose interest. Apollo doesn’t want to stay stagnant or be in a repeated loop. He wants something new and exciting, not boring, and dull. It’s easy for Apollo to not care because he already made the executive order to not be in the relationship. He didn’t want to cut things off because they either haven’t fully tried or he wants them to be around. This made him even more powerful, and all this attention was getting to his head. He would say certain things that feel right to the other person. Although this feels good at the moment, he knows deep down that it wasn’t going to work. He goes through the motions and the cascade. He’s flowing instead of forcing anything that’s not meant for him. Create a space for what’s truly meant for you in life.
Apollo is sneaky and manipulative in getting what he wants. As a child, he got heartbroken because of certain experiences he had to face. So, now if he’s not all in, he’s not all in. His mission is to have multiple wives because he deserves it. He stated that it’s not for lust or pleasure, it’s to build an empire and dynasty. The art of building and coming together as one. This made some relationships with Apollo edgy because he wanted it all. He wanted the best relationships, the best art, and the best of the best in everything. This made Apollo super competitive and try to be perfect. If it wasn’t perfect, then he wasn’t having it. For example, if one of his relationships isn’t operating on a high frequency, then he’ll be checked out.
We all have the potential to be spiritually in tune, but people haven’t awakened to their true power yet. No one is above or higher than anyone because we’re all equal. Yes, people may experience different things, are on different paths, or know more of a subject matter than another person. People should feel comfortable asking for help and those people providing the help should feel the need to help them overcome a subject or issue. It’s not about forcing people to wake up or know certain information. Take what resonates with you and don’t judge people’s specific journeys. People have gone through a lot, so be supportive and uplift people instead of tearing them down. If someone wants to learn more in a subject, help them out and steered them in the right direction. People tend to not ask for help because people constantly use their egos to act like they know everything and try to save humanity. They would brag and boast about it. These types of people would say they’re above you and you need to listen to them. If not, then you’ll be doomed. These types of people only look at life through their lens and aren’t considerate of other people. The body language and tone of voice are important as well. If they feel better about themselves and the topic, then that person is a true teacher. That’s why Apollo teaches as well! He loves to teach, uplift, and support people in becoming their greatest versions. That’s why Apollo needs a woman who can play different roles. Someone who can be the sports type, the business professional type, and the adventurous fun type as well.
People tend to not have a connection with their inner child. Since you express your inner child, people will bring you down by saying you’re childish or immature. Everything in life shouldn’t be so serious all the time. It’s built on jealousy of where you are and where you’re heading comparing their life to yours. People would judge you on everything you do, even people who say they love you. Watch for the people that are closest to you because they’re the ones that could easily bring you down. Just like if you start your own business. Strangers would support you more than your friends and family. Then, when they want to support you, they’ll ask for it to be free. Focus on how they make you feel in that particular moment. If you feel embarrassed, sad, or feel weird energy, then something’s off.
People would rather be comfortable and stagnant instead of going outside the box and trying something new. Hence, there are so many people who still eat meat and seafood. They see people who are on vegan, plant-based, and alkaline diets, but they wouldn’t try it. They tell us that we need proteins, fats, calories, etc. but that was all false. They know eating flesh doesn’t generate electricity or cleanse the body, but they still do it. Take away seasoning, herbs, and condiments (that mostly came from nature) and you’ll be left with that piece of meat that wouldn’t taste the same.
Since Apollo always saw his dad cheat, his tendencies were the same. Not treating women right or correctly. Will Apollo ever change his ways? Will he finally get answers about his childhood trauma? We’ll see this later on throughout this book.
Chapter One
Lucky 7’s
