Station

unaffected lately

                daylight lingers before full morning

                                in the dull space between

                                two slices of slightly buttered oatmeal bread

                two eggs over easy-medium

feed the one with the broken yoke to the lucky dog

start the car defroster and pray

                the way leads neither east nor west

                                into the foggy air of freezing cold

                                reverse down the driveway

                once the rear windshield melts enough

to see clearly the slick road

arrive at work early

                park in the empty lot

                                walk to the office with a forest view

                                two brown squirrels chase tails up tall oak trees

                stare off into half-sleep

wake startled by snow falling from gutters

go home and let the lucky dog sit at your side

                read “whispers in the loggia”

                                before the stations of the cross

                                take the lucky dog for a long trail walk

                watch a Tigers baseball game

text the youngest daughter

                why can’t my religion be soft and easy?

                eat a few thick slices of pink lady apple

                                brush the sharp skin from between back molars

                                                wash away weighted sighs under the heaviest shower setting

                                lock the lucky dog in the laundry room and head to bed

                remember the eldest daughter who died eight years ago

dream of her