‘You ready for breakfast?’
Larceny groaned as a toe prodded her back. She opened one sleepy eye and focused on a pair of shiny leather shoes. Her gaze travelled up tight black jeans to a white turtleneck topped by a loose jacket and met Nick’s dark-eyed stare. She struggled to sit upright. Every bone in her body ached more than it had before she had lain on that concrete and she winced as she got to her feet. All round her bodies were moving, groaning, muttering and coughing their graveyard hawk.
‘The cops will be here soon to move everyone out,’ said Nick, his eyes raking over her as she stood, slightly swaying on her feet.
‘Cops?’ said Larceny, feeling panic well up like bile in her throat. Her eyes darted to the newsstand and the morning papers. She suddenly remembered Sammy Soul.
‘Yeah. Cops. It doesn’t look nice for the general public to see all this lot.’ He jerked his thumb at the shadows gathering belongings and shuffling off out into the bleak wintry morning.
‘What are you doing here?’
‘Told you. Taking you for breakfast.’
‘Why me?’
‘Do you always argue so much?’
He grabbed Larceny by the arm. She tried to pull back but he gripped her more tightly.
‘I told you, don’t ever touch me,’ she hissed.
He ignored her. She looked round. One old guy was staring at them. When he saw the agonised look in Larceny’s eyes he dropped his gaze and busied himself picking up his belongings. She flicked her eyes at the others. No one was interested: they had their own problems. Well, she’d play along, then as soon as he relaxed his guard, she’d take off. She was good at playing this game.
‘Where are we going?’ she asked, walking meekly beside Nick as he steered her round the human baggage.
‘You’re coming to my place for a shower and breakfast. Then we’ll talk.’
‘Forget it!’
Larceny stopped and faced him.
‘Grow up, kid. I’m not going to eat you. Or come on to you. You stink!’
His sharp words made her realise that she hadn’t had a shower for two days. Ashamed, she turned her head.
‘Come on!’
Unresisting, she let him lead her down the steps and out into the chilly grey world that was Melbourne city on an August morning. His car, a black sporty-looking model, was parked at the kerb. Opening the door on the passenger side, he waited till she got in, then slammed the door shut. Suddenly, Larceny felt that she couldn’t care less where he was taking her and what he was going to do to her. She was too tired to fight. He pulled out from the kerb and headed away from the city, not speaking.
‘Where are we going?’
‘I told you.’
Larceny wondered whether she had enough energy to jump out of the car. That would be the sensible thing to do. But as if reading her mind he planted his foot on the accelerator, just about rounding the corners on two wheels. Larceny gave up and huddled further down into her seat. She decided to take note of where they were going so she’d know how to get back to Flinders Street.
He headed down St Kilda Road and swung the car into Domain Road. On the left the park was gloomy, misted with rain, and the benches were empty. It was too wet and cold for even the most seasoned vagrants to sleep under their newspapers. Nick chucked a right into Park Street, then another right down a small side street with barely enough room for the car it was so narrow. He zapped the car into an even narrower side lane and pulled up at the back of a block of flats.
‘Where are we?’ she asked as he held the car door open.
‘I told you. My place.’
‘But where?’
‘South Yarra.’
Larceny grimaced as she looked around. Posh. A very swish neighbourhood, quiet and dignified. She could see down the lane into the street, where big old trees were growing on the edge of the footpath. She didn’t belong here. But then neither did this Nick Farino, either. She knew his type. He’d cheated and scammed his way here, a smoother Sammy Soul with a few more brains.
She thought quickly. She’d play along, have a shower, eat breakfast, then bail out, even if she had to kill him to do it. She’d already killed one man, so another wouldn’t make any difference.
‘In here.’
They went up some steps and Nick punched numbers into the security pad near the door.
‘Frightened someone’s gonna break in and knife you while you sleep?’ asked Larceny with heavy sarcasm.
He didn’t answer but ushered her into the vestibule. ‘My flat’s upstairs.’
They stepped into the lift. He pressed the button marked “3” and they whizzed up to the third level. The lift doors slid back.
‘In here.’ He inserted a key into the lock and opened the door. It led into a hallway. Pale beige floor tiles. Paintings on the cream wall. Nice.
‘The bathroom’s through there.’ He gestured down the passageway. Toting her bag, Larceny went where he’d indicated, her running shoes making no sound on the tiles. She tried one door. Inside was a bedroom with a single bed and a number of boxes heaped against one wall. It didn’t look lived-in. The next door opened onto the bathroom.
It was unreal. There was a big spa bath with gold taps, a hand basin and a shower recess, all in white with cream and gold trimmings. Black and fawn towels were folded neatly over towel rails and there was a collection of men’s toiletries on a glass shelf above the hand basin. Larceny was tempted to have a spa bath, but resisted the idea. A quick shower, a change of underwear, something to eat, and she was outa there.
She stood under the steaming shower soaping her hair with Sassoon shampoo. Luxury. She smoothed shower gel all over herself. Nice. She wished she could stand under the soothing water all day. Forever.
But there were still things to do. She had to front Nick Farino. He was as good as his word in that he hadn’t barged into the bathroom and tried to come on to her. But he was still a slimeball. It was written all over him in Magic Marker.
Climbing out, she towelled herself briskly, put on clean underwear, shirt and jeans, rolled her soiled clothing into a ball which she stuffed into her bag. Then, slinging it over her shoulder, she went back down the hallway to find him.
Her nose led her to the kitchen. He was standing at the stove. A golden brown pancake was sizzling away in a frying pan. With a deft flick Nick flipped it onto the stack he’d piled on a bright blue plate.
‘Sit down.’ He pointed to the table which was covered by a blue and white checked cloth. It was set for two, with delicate white crockery and gleaming silver cutlery. Two cane chairs with pale blue cushions were placed at either end of the table.
It was a kitchen in a dream, bright and sparkling, the woodwork on the cupboards glowing richly under the soft lighting. A divider separated the cooking area from the eating area. It was massed with lots of healthy-looking pot-plants.
‘I can’t imagine you with a mop and bucket,’ said Larceny, as she sat down and looked round at the ice-white appliances.
‘It’s a serviced apartment.’
Larceny gathered he meant that someone else cleaned it.
He carried the heaped plate of pancakes over and sat down opposite her with the expanse of table between them.
‘Eat!’
She picked up her fork and gazed through the glass sliding door that led onto a balcony. Through the trees dripping damply against the grey sky she could see the outline of tall city towers. It was like being in a nest among the forest of buildings.
‘Syrup?’
‘Thanks.’
He passed her the container.
‘Do you want your coffee now or later?’
‘Now, thanks.’
He got up again and brought the percolator to the table. He filled a cup and passed it to her.
‘Milk? Sugar?’
‘Thanks.’
It was as if she was on a date in this posh restaurant or something. Nick sat down again and regarded her quizzically. She bent her head. She didn’t want to look at him, or have him staring at her while she ate. She always hated people doing that. It was probably a hang-up from some of the foster homes. They’d watched you constantly to make sure you ate everything.
‘No sweets till you’ve eaten all your vegies, dear,’ they’d said. Or, ‘You should be grateful that you’ve got food when there’s all these starving people in the world.’ And in the psych hospitals they’d watched to make sure you weren’t on some starvation kick.
There was a rustling sound as Nick began to read the morning paper while he forked up his pancakes. Larceny started in on one. It was delicious. She kept forking them off the plate and had scoffed down three before she noticed what she was doing. He’d think she was a pig.
But then who cared?
She stole a glance at the top of his head. He rustled the paper as he turned a page. Larceny squinted at the headlines. Her heart gave a thump. Sammy Soul! Was his murder going to be splashed across page one? She frowned, peering at it and trying to read upside down. Nick suddenly put down the paper, making her jump.
‘You want to read it?’
‘No. That is —’
He folded the paper and passed it over, studying her moves. Larceny picked it up and opened it, skimming the first four pages.
Nothing! Didn’t murder make headlines any more? She felt vaguely disappointed. Then felt a faint ray of hope. Maybe Sammy Soul wasn’t dead after all!
Nick sat watching the play of emotions across her face. She fascinated and intrigued him. An ice-maiden, plain unemotional, yet he’d seen her apprehension as she’d scanned the paper, sensed her relief when she hadn’t found what she was looking for. Maybe she’d thought her disappearance would be in the paper? He’d met a hundred babes on the run, possibly thousands. He reckoned he was a good judge of character. Some of them were thick, some blatantly sexy, some shrewd and smart. He only ever chose a handful to work for him, and always moved them on after several years. There were other houses to take them in. No intravenous drugs, that was his rule. It got messy. He hadn’t seen Larceny’s arms: she had them well covered. He was sure she wasn’t an addict but maybe she was a recreational?
‘So? Ready to talk?’ He leaned forward, chin on his hands, regarding her impartially as if she was some biology specimen.
‘No.’
‘Pity. I thought a shower and breakfast would loosen your tongue. Well, I guess I’ll just phone the cops and get them to come and pick you up.’
He saw raw fear leap into her eyes as she automatically closed her hand round her fork, the nearest weapon she could find. He saw her reaction and was pleased. They were so easy to manipulate when they were running scared.
Larceny knew she’d have to stab him if he tried to turn her in. Grey mist swirled before her eyes and, raising the fork, she gripped it tighter. She glared at him.
Nick saw her look of madness. It was true, then. Pity. She would’ve been good on the game. Tiger-wild. But he couldn’t take a chance with an unstable, temperamental bitch. The fork was raised higher.
‘I’ll kill you,’ she hissed, standing up, poised to lunge with the fork. She couldn’t kill him with a fork, but she could take out one of his eyes. He knew he had to be cool. Any sign of fear from him and she’d strike.
‘Give me the fork.’
‘No.’
He put out his hand, palm upwards. Larceny raised her arm. She looked at him, ready to plunge it down hard on his hand if he showed any fear, but his face was expressionless. She leaned over the table, her face an angry mask, and raised her arm higher. His eyes followed her arm and widened slightly as he sucked in his breath. Then he immediately seemed to gain control of himself. He leaned forward.
‘Give me the fork.’
His eyes stayed on her face.
‘No!’
‘Give me the fork!’
His voice was devoid of expression and thus controlling in its unemotive tone. Suddenly, with an angry resistance, she dropped it into his outstretched hand. He’d won!
‘That’s better.’
She slumped at the table, waiting warily to see what he would do. But part of her felt triumphant. The grey mists had come, but there had been no voices. The anger had come from her own will. So, she was not defeated! She’d lost the battle but not the war. With herself. She straightened her shoulders and faced him.
‘What do you want?’ she said.
‘Not what I first thought,’ he said coldly. ‘I was going to give you a job. But you’re too unstable. You’re mad.’
Larceny smiled. She was calm. Rational.
‘Mad? I don’t think so. Work for you? No way!’
Nick felt confused. She was completely sane at the moment, back in control of the situation and herself.
‘Right. I’ve eaten. I’m outa here.’
‘Relax. There’s no hurry. Do you smoke?’
He didn’t mean cigarettes. He uncoiled himself, went over to a drawer and pulled out a small carved box. Inside were neatly rolled reefers. He proffered the box.
Larceny blinked. She could almost feel the mellowing-out, the taste on her tongue.
‘It’s top stuff.’
Tempted, Larceny stared at the box.
‘Go on, take it,’ said a voice in her head.
‘No!’ she snapped, pushing the box away.
‘You don’t do any drugs at all?’
He sounded surprised.
‘No.’
She thought of all the shit she’d used in the past, dope, alcohol, pills. And the junk they’d stuffed into her when she’d stayed in psych hospitals: valium, serapax, ritilin, injections of modecate when she’d gone off the planet. And lithium. All of it had made her dopey and controllable, but it hadn’t got rid of the demons in her head. Or the anger. Or the bitterness.
‘Nothing at all?’
‘No. Cigarettes, coffee, some alcohol. Not that it’s any of your business!’
‘Most runners are into drugs.’
‘Who said I’m a runner? Who said anything? Just leave me alone will you? I don’t need you or anyone else!’
She jumped to her feet and grabbed her bag.
‘I’m outa here. Now!’
She thought he’d try to stop her, but he didn’t. He just sat watching her with his brooding dark eyes, as she hoisted up her bag, wheeled, and headed for the door. She expected him to follow, to pull her, and shove some narcotic into her arm. He didn’t move.
She stormed down the passage to the front door. Expecting deadlocks or some complicated device, Larceny was surprised when the handle turned easily as she grabbed it. She swept down the front steps into the street, pausing to gaze up briefly through the rain at the apartment building. He was standing on the balcony looking down at her, the roof sheltering him from the rain.
‘Loser!’ mouthed Larceny up at him, and did the famous finger salute. Then, turning her back, she headed off down the street.
Nick smiled to himself. He’d finally met her and satisfied his curiosity. She could run, but it wouldn’t do her any good. Eventually he’d track her down through his vast network which stretched like tentacles through the underworld. He was a powerful man with powerful connections. The little shit thought she’d beaten him, but when he was ready, he’d reel her back in. He’d changed his mind. He could use her in his business. Some men would find her instability exciting.
He went back to reading his paper. Something had thrown her when she’d been reading it. His curiosity was piqued. Why had she done a runner? Jake’d said on the phone that something had really upset her. Well, upset or not, dressed up in the right gear she’d be a stunner. Was she mad? Or just very clever? He tossed the paper down and went to make a phone call.
Larceny kept walking through the driving rain. Her jacket soon became sodden, and her hair hung in damp strands round her head. She walked with determination towards the city, down Domain Road, across St Kilda Road, over the bridge, and back through the misery of a wintry Melbourne day to Flinders Street station.
It was the only home she had.
She took off her jacket. It was cold. She was better wearing the wet jacket than not, so she put it on again. She wandered up and down, bought a magazine and a cup of coffee, though she wasn’t really hungry. It was just something to do. She looked at her watch and sighed. It was only nine. How was she going to fill in the day? Maybe suss out a few stores? Or get a tram down to St Kilda beach and look at the bay for a while? In the rain? Nah.
She headed off across the street and spent the next few hours walking and watching, going in and out of shops, fingering the goods just for the hell of it, buying a burger when she finally felt hungry. She found herself gravitating back to Flinders Street station again. Loneliness gripped her like spiteful pincers round her heart. No one knew her, no one cared. Well, she didn’t care about anyone, either. She had money in her pocket, food in her belly and a roof over her head, if the cops didn’t give her grief. Who cared if nobody cared?