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Blade
Her breathing is shallow as I watch her sleep, her round belly propped on a pillow. I can see the baby moving inside of her. It amazes me that someone can carry a child inside of them. A living thing created by two people just growing and thriving. I rest my hand on her belly and feel the little thing kicking and moving around inside of his mom and I can’t stop the smile that crosses my face.
Knowing I don’t want to wake her from her nap, I stand and walk into the room right next door that I plan to turn into a nursery. I begin to open boxes and lay out all the parts on the floor before reading the directions. Something about putting together my child’s furniture gives me a thrill. There were times in my life when I didn’t think I’d make it to this day. When I was in the Navy I didn’t know if I’d make if back home, let alone have a family.
As I put the crib together many emotions race through me. I want to get my hands on Ryan for hurting her more than I do for stealing from the club. That’s how I know that my time in the club is over. When someone else is your number one priority, you know. I let myself get lost in the moment assembling the crib as I allow all of these thoughts to float in my mind. As I put the sheet on the small mattress and lay it in the crib, I hear her come in the room behind me.
“You did all this while I was asleep?” she asks, not sounding sure that I could do it. I chuckle and turn to face her, her smile bright and her eyes full of tears.
“Did you doubt my mad carpentry skills?” I tease her, making her laugh. Lola shakes her head, wiping at her eyes. “Don’t cry, babe. This is a happy time, yeah?” She nods her head and sniffs back her tears.
“It’s all happening so fast, Blade.”
“Are you scared?”
“More than I want to admit. I don’t know how to be a mother. I never had a good one, no good example.”
I watch the unease as it dances over her face before I move in to hold her. Pulling her into my chest, this is where she belongs. Right here with me.
“I had a good family growin’ up, Lola. You have a heart that not many do. You can do this. You know right from wrong and you know what it felt like to be fucked over. You won’t do that to our child,” I whisper into her hair. She sighs and holds me closer to her. I let our silence linger, just content to be in her presence. It’s a strange feeling to know that you love someone this much that no words are needed. Lola’s lips press into my bare chest, sending shocks through my body. I groan as my cock hardens.
“You tryin’ to get me all worked up before work?” I groan when she doesn’t stop. I ache for her. Deep down inside I ache for every touch of her soft hands on my body.
“I need you inside of me, Blade.”
I don’t need to hear anything else. Grabbing the hem of her sleep shirt, I yank it over her head to reveal her naked body to me. My eyes travel the length of her, taking in every soft spot of skin that I can.
“I’m getting so huge. I feel gross,” she mumbles.
Gross was the last thing I was thinking and I think it’s time I show her just how fucking sexy she is like this. Her body has become more voluptuous since she’s been pregnant, not that I didn’t love her before, but doc was right, she was underweight. My hands move to cup her hips, jerking her into me.
“Every fuckin’ part of you is so soft and pliable. You mold to me, Lola. Your body was built for me.”
Leaning down and sucking the skin on her neck into my mouth, she moans. I knew she’d like that. I work my way down her body, sucking her nipple into mouth before biting gently, just enough to make her squirm for me. Lola’s fingers find their way into my hair, tugging me to her. I know she wants me as much as I want her and she’s about to get what she wants. Reaching down, I lift her in my arms as she squeals, carrying her into our bedroom and laying her gently on the bed.
“You are going to hurt your back lifting me like that,” she says playfully as she grins at me.
“You think I’m that old?” I ask raising an eyebrow at her. Lola giggles and it sends electricity straight to my cock.
“No. Although you are older than me,” she counters.
“So, you like older men, huh?” I strip out of my sweatpants and climb between her legs, positioning myself where I want to be.
“There’s something hot about that salt and pepper look.”
“I don’t have grey hair yet, babe!” I warn her, pressing the tip of my cock into her entrance. Her lips part as I push in further.
“Got somethin’ to say?” I tease, barely moving inside of her. Her eyes find mine and pull me in as always.
“Are you on Viagra, old man?” Her words make me chuckle before I sink myself into her.
“Does that feel like Viagra?” Thrusting harder, I let her feel me as deeply as I can get inside of her and that still isn’t enough. This woman consumes me in ways I’d never seen coming. Lola’s hands wrap around my neck, her nails digging into my skin as I welcome the burn.
“Fuck me hard, Blade,” she begs.
“Your wish is my command, baby.” Plunging inside of her sends me into a state of euphoria. There is nothing better than being buried deep inside the person you love. Our hearts mingle as one and that drives me higher.
“Love you,” I murmur against her throat, licking at every bit of exposed skin I can.
“Oh, fuck! Love you too, Blade. Fuck!” she screams, arching her back so that I can get deeper inside of her.
I’d die a happy man buried in this woman. Rolling my hips, I hit her in the spot she loves so much sending her reeling out of control. Her pussy spasms, locking me in her grip as I come inside of her. My body tingles and tightens with each spurt of my seed I release. Lola clamps around me as she finds her release, holding my cock hostage inside of her and I gladly let her do it. When she can’t possibly come any more, I slowly slide out of her and fall onto the bed next to her. Lola rolls on her side, running her fingers through my hair.
“We don’t have baby names yet, Blade.” She almost sounds upset by that and that’s the last thing I want for her.
“Let’s hear ‘em. What do you got?” I ask, turning my head to look at her.
“My parents were never a big part of my life but yours were.” Even before she speaks the next words, my heart soars. “If we have a boy we could name him after your dad or if we have a girl, your mom. I understand if you want to wait until it’s actually blood related though.” Closing my eyes I take a deep breath and blow it out before reaching for her cheek. Cupping it in my hand, I run my thumb along it.
“You are testin’ my patience with that shit, Lola. I want to spank your ass until it’s fuckin’ raw for that shit even bein’ in your head still but I get it. This baby is mine and I’d be fuckin’ honored to name it after my parents.” Lola lets out a breath that she must have been holding before she smiles.
“What were their names?”
“My dad’s name was Elliot and my mom was Annabel.” Her smile brightens as the names leave my lips.
“At least they are beautiful names.” Laughing a little I nod.
“Could have been Mortimus,” I tease her. She scoots closer, pressing her lips to mine.
“Thank you, Blade. Thank you for always being you and being exactly who I need.”
“You’ve exposed every nerve in my body. You’ve ripped apart every wall I had built and exposed my heart. You get the real me, Lola, and not many can do that. I love you for that. For seein’ me and still givin’ me that piece of your heart.”
Kissing me hard, she lets her tongue dip into my mouth, taking what she needs from me. My world is complete when I have her in my arms. I can’t wait until I have our baby curled up in the middle of us as a family.
