THE MELANCHOLY OF THE NUDE

She was thinking it was time

to be naked again, to take something off

for someone more interested in her

than in art. She wanted to be treated

more by hand than by eye,

wanted her clothes pulled at, torn,

tossed on the floor. This sometimes

made it hard for her to pay the rent.

She was a professional nude, good

at being still for hours at a time,

and practiced at doing what she was told

in a world where she was both woman

and thing. Always she’d return from desire

to the equipoise of her job, sated,

almost penniless, and often with a smile,

which the artist—because the nude belonged

to him now—would try to ignore, or change.