XII

THERE were times when a blind rage came over me at this girl’s wilfulness. If I had been her father I would have stripped off my belt and laid her over my knee, though I would have had a care lest she put my nose out of joint before I did what was necessary.

If I spoke to her with disapproval about the wearing of breeches as being unmaidenly, which I sometimes did, she would say she had been meaning to get a brocaded dress with a bustle to wear down to Boston in the next sou’wester, which is no answer at all; or she would ask some pert question, such as how would I like to shorten sail in a westerly squall with a skirt tangled between my legs, which had nothing to do with the matter.

Or she would urge me to draw a picture of the sort of dress she should wear on the sloop in place of breeches, so she could have it made in Boston and call it her slooping gown, all as frivolous and meaningless as the mewing of a seagull.

Indeed, I was like to find myself infuriated whenever I held speech with her; but I was prepared for no such piece of outrageousness as she announced to me shortly after Arnold had gone off to the Sugar Islands.

I was hard at work calking our whaleboat when she came up and lolled importantly against it, one hand in a pocket of her bold and hateful breeches like a man, and the other playing with her string of cat’s eyes, so that I begged her to behave either like a man or a woman. At this she said soberly she was thinking of taking a husband, and knew no better way of behaving like a woman.

“Now why,” I asked, tempted to throw my calking knife at her, “do you want to go and do that! You’re living on a sloop as you want to live, more comfortably than you can live with any man in this town, and laying by enough money so in time you can own a sloop in your own name, or perhaps even a brig. Yet you must go and wreck this arrangement of ours, which is making money for all of us, when it was only for you that we let Thomas Scammen build the damned sloop. Where, for that matter, can we get another master for her? I believe before God there never was such a contrary, harassing hussy as you!”

“But you don’t know who I intend to marry.”

“No, nor care! Whoever he is, he’ll only put you to raising brats, a thousand of them, like all good husbands here! He’ll set you to hauling water out of the well and cooking and spinning; and you, being only half-sized and quarter-witted anyway, and thin as a crow to boot, will be an old woman, all wrinkled and gray and dirty, like the potato James Dunn carries in his pocket against rheumatism, before you’re a dozen years older! He’ll never let you go about in breeches and boots and a shirt open at the throat, as I do; so all in all I think you’ve been affected by the sun! What oaf is it you’re taking?”

“James Dunn,” Phoebe said, whirling the string of cat’s eyes around the forefinger of the hand that was not in her disgusting pocket.

“James Dunn!” I cried; and then, in stupefaction, I once more gasped, “James Dunn!”

“Yes, if you prefer to pronounce it so. James Dunn!” With that she imitated me, which to my mind is a loathsome trick for anyone to perform, and especially so with Phoebe; for there was never any mistaking her imitations.

“But you can’t marry James Dunn! He eats dandelion greens and ship’s bread!”

“That means less cooking,” she said calmly.

“He can’t count above five,” I protested; “not above four, I do believe! When he stood beside Thomas Scammen a few nights since, a tray in one hand and a pitcher in the other, and Scammen handed him a shilling, he couldn’t think how to take it without dropping either the pitcher or the tray! So he dropped the pitcher because it was in his right hand, and therefore easier to drop!”

“That’s easily remedied.”

“Indeed! And how would you go about it at Dunn’s age?”

“That’s simple,” Phoebe said, peering down her unbuttoned shirt and removing a fleck of dust from her chest with her little finger. “I’d never hand him a shilling.”

“Bah!” I said.

“What’s more, I’ll sail the sloop as in the past and if I have need of a seaman I’ll carry James along, thus saving wages. If I don’t need a seaman, he’ll remain here, doing as he’s doing now. I’ve spoken with James about these things, and he agrees with me it would be well if I continued to be master of the sloop, as well as”—she looked at me maliciously—“to wear breeches and boots; a garb in which he sees no harm.”

“He sees nothing in anything!”

“He seems to see something in me.”

“Pah!” I said. “What sort of marriage is that?”

“I’ve heard it named in Boston. There they call it a legal marriage.”

She went off, whistling, her hands in her pockets, the most hateful thing I could see in all Arundel.

These two, Phoebe and James, were a strange pair. Phoebe would be gone for three and four days, or even for a week, leaving James to blunder along as a helper at the inn. When she came home they would never moon together among the dunes, like other lovers; but she would come and sit in the gathering-room of the inn, giving James little problems to do for the improvement of his brain, she said, speaking of that which was not there. James, a needle-witted scientist in appearance, would brood over them and shake his head in perplexity, while Phoebe would try to make them clear to him. Or she would ignore James and come into the kitchen, where I would be working at my accounts, and spend hours telling my sisters how she had seen a woman in Newburyport or Salem or Boston wearing thus and so, after the manner of all women.

Why they were so slow in marrying I could not see. The times seemed to be growing more peaceable, and there was less talk of mobs in Boston and elsewhere. Also the wild men among the Sons of Liberty fell into greater disrepute than ever, and merchants, here and there, began to say a war with England would be ruinous. In view of all this I might have broken my promise to Arnold and gone off to Quebec; but whenever I spoke of it to Phoebe she said she was of a mind to be married in a few weeks, and would want to take James from his work in the inn, so they could go on a wedding trip. At that my mother would shake her head sadly, and I would have to sit furiously and bide my time.

Such thoughts were driven from my head in earnest when Phoebe, in the third year of her engagement, returned from Boston with the news that the East India Company, having a surfeit of tea in England, was to be allowed to bring tea direct from India to America in its own ships and sell it to our colonists. Thus, Phoebe said, the company would be able to sell tea cheaper than our merchants, who had to buy theirs in England: cheaper, even, than those who had been smuggling it from Holland.

This news, she said, had thrown all Boston into an uproar. The merchants, scenting ruin in having their trade taken from them, had forgotten their fear of a war with England and were bellowing as loudly as any of the Sons of Liberty.

Furthermore, she said, the Sons of Liberty, greatly encouraged, had taken on new life; and the mobs had started up again, tarring and feathering customs officers, and hurling buckets of filth through the windows of those whose sympathies lay with England.

Once more our gathering-room was full of bawlers and table-pounders of nights: bawlers who grew warlike at the news that a mob of Indians had seized the first of the East India tea ships and spilled tea to the value of ten thousand pounds into Boston Harbor.

I have heard folk say our war with England started over the tax on tea. I think these folk are addle-pated, for our merchants had been paying a tax on tea for two years before the cargo of the Dartmouth was tossed into Boston Harbor. I know for my part that the rumpus over tea excited me not at all. But it was another matter, a little later, when the English declared the port of Boston would be closed to all shipping until the citizens had repaid the East India Company for the ruined tea. Not only did they close the port, so that Phoebe was forced to land her Boston cargoes at Salem, but they further declared they would seize Sam Adams and take him to England for trial.

I could not think about these things without my shirt growing moist along my spine; and none of our Sons of Liberty whooped more loudly than I when word came to our committee of correspondence that a Continental Congress had been formed and that towns near Boston had sent it a message demanding that troops be raised to disarm the English parricide, meaning King George, for pursuing our guiltless countrymen with unrelenting severity and pointing the dagger at their bosoms.

There were rumors, most of them wild and false, of the coming of countless troop ships and how the English would transport us all to Canada or the Sugar Islands, or take our children as hostages; how no arms or ammunition would be sent to us ever again; how they planned to seize us and sell us for slaves; how all our towns would be put to the torch, and all the Indians of the West turned loose on us. A frenzy of rage and hatred filled us—not all of us, but those of us who had our anger fed each day by more news and more news, and by the growls of our neighbors sitting together over their glasses of rum.

Cursed with inactivity, we grew constantly more bloodthirsty, crying out for the infliction of terrible deaths on those against whom we raged. When we had word from Portsmouth on a clear December day, telling how Cap Huff had stormed and rampaged into the King’s fort with the Sons of Liberty and seized a hundred barrels of gunpowder, we were disgusted because he had let the garrison off with their lives, and not torn them limb from limb. Since then I have learned that those who cry loudest for blood are those who stay at home, making war with their mouths; but in those days we opined Cap had grown weak and womanly from being overlong out of gaol.

The ice still lay in the lee of the rocks that spring when we learned that English troops, marching out of Boston to prevent the powder in Lexington and Concord from going the same way as that in Portsmouth, had been met by our Minute Men in Concord and driven back into the city with scores of red-coats left dead and dying by the roadside. Those who drove them back, said the letter, had camped at the barricades at Boston Neck, so that the English could not come out again. This was another matter; and it was a silent crowd that night in the gathering-room. There was scant table-pounding, and no bawling at all; and some of the voices seemed querulous and at times given to unexpected cracking; while men laughed, when they did laugh, a little tremulously.

A few days later an express rider galloped up from the beach, flung me a handbill with a shout of “Nail this up!” and clattered on toward Falmouth.

I stood and stared at it; and one by one the folk in the house came out to see what it was—my mother and Phoebe and my sisters and Jethro Fish and James Dunn and Malary.

In Congress, at Watertown, April 30, 1775 [it read]

GENTLEMEN:

The barbarous murders on our innocent Brethren Wednesday the 19th Instant has made it absolutely necessary that we immediately raise an Army to defend our Wives and our Children from the butchering Hands of an inhuman Soldiery, who, incensed at the Obstacles they met with in their bloody Progress, and enraged at being repulsed from the Field of Slaughter, will without the least doubt take the first Opportunity in their Power to ravage this devoted Country with Fire and Sword: We conjure you, therefore, by all that is dear, by all that is sacred, that you give all Assistance possible in forming an Army: Our all is at stake, Death and Devastation are the certain Consequences of Delay, every Moment is infinitely precious, an Hour lost may deluge your Country in Blood, and entail perpetual Slavery upon the few of your Posterity who may survive the Carnage. We beg and entreat, as you will answer it to your Country, to your own Consciences and above all as you will answer to God himself, that you will hasten and encourage by all possible Means the Enlistment of Men to form the Army, and send them forward to Head-Quarters, at Cambridge, with that Expedition which the vast Importance and instant Urgency of the Affair demands.

JOSEPH WARREN, President, P. T.

I left them reading and went into the kitchen, where I took my musket from the wall and sat down to clean it. My mother came in and looked at me; then went to her spinning wheel and fell to spinning. The whir and click of the wheel got into my head, in some unaccountable way, so that I could never go on a march after that, or move toward an enemy, without a whirring and clicking starting in my brain and keeping time to my movements.

Malary came in snuffling, so that my mother began to sing to drown her out; and at this I went into the gathering-room to have quiet. I found none; for James Dunn was sitting at his counting desk in the corner, a bland and kindly smile on his face, as though he had done some noble work of charity, which he had not. Before him stood Phoebe, her back as straight and flat as a board.

“Jethro Fish is going,” she told him. “He went home to get his musket and leave word at Lord’s and Towne’s and Cluff’s and Merrill’s. When he comes back I’m going to run him down to Newburyport.”

James Dunn sat silent, as benevolent as a minister who has saved a soul from hell fire.

“Why don’t you say something?” Phoebe wanted to know; but James Dunn just sat there looking indulgent; and since both of them ignored me, I went at my musket again.

“Can you shoot a musket?” she asked James.

After some deliberation he nodded gravely and said he could.

“You’re a Son of Liberty,” she shot at him, clutching his counting desk. “You’re one of the ones that wanted a war, and now you’ve got it! You’ve got to go! That’s what you joined the Sons of Liberty for! You promised to go, just by joining!”

James Dunn seemed to turn this over in his mind like a bass goggling its eyes and rolling a minnow in its mouth.

“He can go down with me,” I said.

Phoebe whirled. I thought she was going to wrench the musket out of my hands and clout me with it. “What are you talking about? You can’t go! You promised to wait! You told Arnold you’d wait till you heard from him! He may need you!” She raised her fists and shook them. “Lord! Men are terrible!”

“I know that, Phoebe, but I thought I’d find him quicker in Cambridge. I wouldn’t feel good staying around here with others going.”

“Oh, so you wouldn’t feel good!” she jeered, but with no sting in the jeer. “It’ll be good practice for you! There’s going to be plenty of times you won’t feel good before you chase the English army out of New England!”

James Dunn leaned forward with the look of a judge about to render a decision affecting the welfare of nations. “I could go if you married me, I guess.”

Phoebe hesitated. I thought she had an air of listening; but whatever she listened for, she failed to hear it. “All right!” she snapped finally. “I’ll marry you right now, and run you and Jethro down to Newburyport together. Go get the minister!” She stamped into the kitchen and banged the door behind her, making as much noise as though she were twice as big as Cap Huff, instead of little enough to walk under my arm, sea boots and all.

So Phoebe was married; nor had she ever exasperated me more than when she stood up to James Dunn in our gathering-room, like a swaggering little kingbird standing up to a big wall-eyed owl, answering “I do” impatiently, and saying to James Dunn, immediately it was over, “Hurry up with your pack; the tide’s running out!”

If I had married a slip of a thing like that, and she had bespoken me so, I would have shaken her until her teeth cracked. I think my feelings must have shown in my face; for she kept turning to look at me; and when she flung into the kitchen to gather up her belongings for the journey, she thrust out her tongue at me, as provoking as ever, more fitted to be a cabin boy than a wife—especially the wife of James Dunn.

Jethro Fish came back with his brother Ivory and four of his friends, all laden with packs and muskets and powder horns, and all hullooing and pushing and tripping each other, uncontrolled and prankish, as if off to a curlew hunt instead of a war.

I set them out to the sloop in the skiff; and they kept on with their whooping and skylarking, cuffing each other and jigging to keep warm in the brisk east wind, with James Dunn standing, noble-looking and faintly amused, among them, a major general in appearance. I envied them and thought ill of my promise to Arnold, who might be dead for all I knew, and said privily I would wait a day or two; then go myself.

Among them was one Asa Hutchins, a wild and lazy Son of Liberty, who sometimes condescended to go a-fishing when he could get no more credit from tavern keepers. While I leaned on my oars, watching them, Asa shouted: “Better get married, Steven, so there’ll be somebody to send you down to Cambridge too!”

Phoebe came scrambling aft and twitched him around to face her. She said something I couldn’t hear; then doubled her fist and drove it so hard into his stomach that he folded up like a flail and sat himself over the side of the sloop with a prodigious splash.

I salvaged him and threw him on the deck.

“I want no time wasted,” I said, shaking my finger at Phoebe, “in rowdiness and fighting! If you can’t keep this sloop peaceable I’ll sail her myself and leave you on shore in a skirt, where you belong! See you have her back here to-morrow for another load. There’ll be a kit and caboodle of our people waiting to set out.”

Phoebe turned indifferently in the middle of my words and busied herself with the raising of the anchor. When the sloop was under way, she looked at me from under the jib and said, in a mincing tone, “Was there anything else?”

I was in no good humor when I rowed ashore to humdrum tasks while the others pranced off to Boston on a holiday. In a cabin near us lived Joseph Denico, a poor worthless Frenchman who had been sent out of Acadia many years before with all the other Acadians; and with him lived his sons, John and Joseph, both clever at hunting, traveling frequently into the Indian country. I bargained with John to set off for Ossipee Mountain and bring Mogg Chabonoke to me on urgent business; and with Joseph to carry a copy of Warren’s handbill to Turbat’s Creek and Cape Porpus, telling the townsfolk on the way that those desiring to travel to Cambridge to join the army might go as far as Newburyport without charge on our sloop.

All through that night our townsmen straggled into the inn, laden with muskets and packs, most of them happy and many of them boisterous, since it became at once the fashion at all inns and ordinaries not only to give double drams to those who were going for soldiers, but even, in some taverns, to refuse pay from such persons when they felt the need of rum.

They sat in our gathering-room until dawn and long after, pounding on the tables with rum mugs and singing such songs as “Lilli-bullero” and “Benning Wentworth” and “Hot Stuff’ and “Yankee Doodle,” all out of key, many fancying their voices were tenor when they were not; while some who considered themselves poetizers insisted on writing new verses for the songs, all of them horrid.

Shortly after dawn other stragglers appeared and some military genius conceived the idea of greeting each one by marching him to the beach and having him yell curses at King George, who was supposed to be listening and seeking protection beneath the royal bedstead across the water. I think we marched back and forth to the oceanside twenty times betwixt dawn and sun-up; and I know we laughed immoderately at the profanities addressed to the fat King of England. Whether his ears burned I do not know; but if all of us could have blown our breaths on him at close range that night, he must have died the death.

I had forgot how our little town had grown until I saw the numbers who poured out like hornets, to help hold the English in Boston-three Wildes, one a ship captain, and the Hutchins twins; Cleaves, the blacksmith’s son; Jesse Dorman and his brother, and the two sons of the Murphy who was an ensign at Louisbourg; my cousins Joshua and Edward Nason from the Saco Road, and Carr whose brother was a sailor and went later on the Chesapeake; Miles from Turbat’s Creek, and the Abbott who had come recently from Scarborough, and the unmarried Adams, and the son of Deshon who came from France as a linguist; Nathaniel Davis and his son Nathaniel, the latter being only thirteen years old, but as good a marksman as any of us, as the English discovered when he lay behind the rail fence on Bunker Hill in six weeks’ time. Also James Burnham who had twelve children, and Noah Cluff and poor Nathaniel Lord; an Emmons, a Tarbox, two Townes, a Lewis, two Dearings, a Perkins, a Burbank, an Averill, and some others that have gone from me. These were only the ones who went at once. Many more went later, volunteering or being drafted, or being hired by those who from necessity or timidity wished to avoid the draft.

Phoebe returned with news for me. Arnold, she learned, had gone to Cambridge with his New Haven company immediately on hearing of the battle at Concord, and had proposed to the Massachusetts Committee of Public Safety an expedition to capture the English forts at Ticonderoga and Crown Point. To this the committee agreed, and made him a colonel. In Newburyport she spoke with an officer, newly sent from Cambridge to urge all sloops and schooners to scour the New England coast for volunteers; and he, she said, told her Arnold had just now departed on the mission.

“You’ll be mighty big,” said Phoebe, putting her hands on her hips and staring up at me as though in admiration, which I knew she did not feel; “grand and important, being the adviser of a colonel.”

“Do you suppose a man like that,” I asked her, “would remember what he said to a country innkeeper long ago? I’m a fool to stay here when I ought to be in Cambridge, carrying a musket against the English!”

“You’d be a fool to be in Cambridge,” she said. “They’d put you to peeling potatoes, since you know how to manage an inn; or set you to making the colonel’s bed or washing his shirt. Stay here where you were told to stay, so when you go to war you can fight, and not be nursemaid for a horse! If Arnold forgets you, which he won’t, I’ll go to him and snap my fingers under his nose and ask him why he hasn’t put you to leading men through the forest toward—” She stopped and clapped her fist against my breast, bringing my mind back from Mary, toward whom it had instantly flown when Phoebe spoke of going through the forests.

“What if he sends for you? What can you tell him about the Indians, or about other things he ought to know? If he’s gone to Ticonderoga he’ll need news of every road to Canada!”

“It seems to me,” I said, “that a hussy who thinks on some matters as you think might have thought more carefully before marrying James Dunn.”

“Will you answer me!” she cried, stamping her hulking sea boot within an inch of my foot.

“I’ve sent for Mogg Chabonoke to carry messages to Natanis and Paul Higgins. And will you answer me?”

She played with her string of cat’s eyes, and shot a jeering glance at me. “He’s a handsome, good man. With a little learning he’d be equal to any Boston statesman.”

“Bah!” I said.

“And unless I’ve misheard the words you yourself have spoken, his brain is no worse than those of many British generals sent here in past years: General Abercrombie and General Braddock in particular.”

This being the truth, I was unable to make a quick reply, whereupon she added: “And you’ve told me that always, when such a general was sent over, a woman contrived it.”

“What are you getting at?” I asked, feeling it was time either to shake her or slap her.

She placed one hand coquettishly on her brass-studded belt and daintily drooped the other at arm’s length before her; then stepped affectedly in front of me with a simper that aped a modish lady. “What has been done before can be done again. I’ll make him a general and have him sent to conquer Spain.”

I reached for her, but she squeaked and backed away. “Steven,” she said, retreating before me, “I either had to send a man or go myself.”

“Then why didn’t you send a man!” I bellowed, furious at her.

“He’ll be all right, Steven,” she protested. “You can see he goes where you go; and between us we’ll look after him!”

“Us! We! We look after him! There’s no reason why I should look after him, and I won’t do it! If it’s in your mind to go tagging after an army, making a nuisance and a spectacle of yourself, get it out of your head before I put you over my knee and drive it out of you with a butter paddle!”

With no further words she left me and went to gathering her human cargo from the dunes and the beach, where they were dozing in the sun and recovering from their military evolutions of the night before.

For the next two weeks there was constant traffic, from the eastward, of men bound for Cambridge, some going by land so they might have free rum and food along the road and kind looks or better from the girls; others hunting for schooners and sloops to speed them more quickly to Cambridge. There were some in ancient blue militia uniforms, and some in homespun, and many from the back settlements barefooted and unkempt, but all with muskets and blankets, and all panting for a shot at gilt buttons on a red coat.

The traffic dwindled when the news of fighting slackened. Toward the end of May we learned how Arnold, lacking men of his own, had gone with Ethan Allen to the taking of Ticonderoga; and then, having received a few Massachusetts troops, had gone and captured St. John’s alone. In June we had the news of Bunker Hill: how our men stood face to face with British regulars, which the British had said we were too cowardly to do, and twice drove them down the hill in disorder before our powder gave out, killing them in heaps and suffering some loss ourselves. Of those from Arundel, Israel Dorman was stuck with a bayonet where he sat down, and Nathaniel Davis was shot through a rib; while young Nathaniel, his son, having picked off eleven Britishers in the three charges, sent word home it was easier than killing squirrels, but more fun.

At this there was another outpouring, and our sleep of nights was again broken by whoops and occasional musket shots from those who pressed toward Cambridge; while I daily grew more fractious from puttering over the affairs of the inn when all the rest of the world went adventuring.

Mogg Chabonoke had come in from Ossipee Mountain, bringing me a leather hunting shirt from his wife, Fala Ramanascho, and had gone off with messages from me to Paul Higgins, the white man who had become the sachem of the Assagunticooks on the Androscoggin; also to Natanis in his camp on Dead River. To each of them I sent a gift of hand mirrors, scissors, awls, and needles, asking whether they were still my friends, and saying I needed their help against my enemies. Mogg returned with a belt from Paul Higgins and a message saying he would come with thirty warriors whenever the time was ripe. At Swan Island, Mogg said, he had found a town of Abenakis, Jacataqua being the sachem and Hobomok the m’téoulin, a powerful m’téoulin able to scream so that those who heard him could not move. But he had found the town at Norridgewock abandoned; and when he reached Dead River he could not find Natanis though his cabin had been occupied within the month, and there was dried venison hanging from the ridgepole. Therefore he left my message drawn on a piece of bark.

August found us fretful from heat and mosquitoes, and ill at ease because General Washington had come to Cambridge to command the troops. A scattering drift of men was wandering back from Cambridge, swearing it was better to desert than to be drilled and drilled through scorching days by a Virginia disciplinarian.

Sick of everything, I rolled a blanket, with hunting shirt, razor, and extra stockings in it, and thought to myself I would go off to Quebec without saying anything to anyone, though I caught Phoebe watching me and misdoubted I would be able to do it. While I pondered the matter a horseman in a blue coat and doeskin breeches came up off the beach with his horse in a lather of sweat and began to bawl for Steven Nason. I asked him what he wanted.

“I want beer!” he said. “Here’s an express from Colonel Arnold to Steven Nason.”

He went off bowlegged after his beer. I clawed at the message, which lies to-day in my green seaman’s chest.

To Steven Nason in Arundel [it read]

DEAR SIR:

As I make no doubt of your being hearty in the cause of liberty and your country, and mindful of certain messages that I left with you at an earlier period, I should take it as a particular favor if you would come down at once to Cambridge. I shall be at the hdqtrs. of Gen. Washington, and shall hope to learn of your arrival there no later than three o’clock to-morrow afternoon. Pray hurry on as fast as possible, and under no circumstances hazard any opinions concerning your movements or concerning the object of this message to any except your own family. I am, dear Sir, your friend and humble serv’t,

B. ARNOLD.

“Mary!” I said, and went to get my musket.