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Chapter 20

Alex

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Zack leaned over as I sat there with my back to the headboard, and a tray across my lap. The kiss lasted long, but it felt as if it was a second, and I wanted more. I pushed the tray to the side and opened my mouth, and he dropped his tongue down my throat, I closed my eyes and sucked his tongue as it swirled around my mouth and my tongue tangled with his.

We exchanged breaths and I felt the tray slide off the bed, and on to the floor with a bang.

“Don’t worry. Someone will clean it up. If you order me, then I will, but not now. Now I want to feel you,” he said, with a smooth easy sexy tone.

Zack pushed the robe off my shoulders and untied the sash and I lay there naked, and for some reason this time it wasn’t a humiliating experience, it was freeing. I felt as free and open with him as I’d felt with Max, but for some reason much more.

He walked to the foot of the bed in his pajama bottoms and a tee shirt showing his powerful muscles, and with his hands he opened my legs as I looked down at him.

“Just relax and don’t think of me as a stranger. I want you to close your eyes and think of me as a man who’s fallen head over heels in love with you, and I have to have you and I need to satisfy you. I want to please you, Alex. I’m your slave, and everything you’ve ever wanted I can give it to you, because my aim is to satisfy you to the fullest.” 

Closing my eyes, I threw all inhibitions to the side, forgot I’d just met him, and maybe I’d never see him again when I lay with my legs sprawled open as he raked his fingers through my pubic hair. With his fingers, he opened my folds, smiled and looked up at me. “You are beautiful, and I will suck your clit if you ask me. You’ll have to ask me,” he said in a low voice. He stared at me and grasped my legs, and he pulled me down where I lay flat on my back against the mattress.

With his arms on both sides of my hips he began licking my thighs. “I’m waiting,” he said as he continued, taking a few seconds before saying, “I’m waiting. You’re not going to get this tongue unless you ask for it. Ask me like you did last night. Beg me.”

“Please, Zack, suck my pussy.” And when I said that he didn’t play any games with me, he placed his face on my mound and sucked my clit and then he placed his finger inside my opening, and as he sucked and his tongue teased my clit, I buried my fingers into his shoulders. “That’s right, Alex, pain. Pain is what I get off on.”

It didn’t occur to me until later that he sounded like Max when he declared that it was pain that turned him on. He needed someone to satisfy his lust and need for pain.

I had to stop myself from calling out Max’s name because our lovemaking was too eerily close. I was clutching the sheets when he licked the sides of my folds, and the sound of Zack’s pleasurable moans heightened my arousal. “You’re bringing me to orgasm, Zack.”

Raising his head, I’d swear I was looking into Max’s green eyes, but it wasn’t his face, and for some reason that excited me. I’d never been with another man in my life except for that unfortunate incident with Jonas. Even then I had to pretend that I was with Max in order to rationalize that night, to be able to live with myself.

“Come on, baby, come in my mouth.” And my legs stiffened, my mound rubbed against his mouth as his tongue tasted the liquid in my opening. I heard Zack breathe hard and fast. When he stopped sucking my tense rigid clit, he stood at the foot of the bed, as I watched his amazing body and began pulling the tee over his head.

The shutters in the room were closed, and I couldn’t see the body that was now driving me insane with lust. 

I sat on my knees, I placed my hands under his tee and helped him remove the covering from his skin. I wanted to feel him. Then I unsnapped his bottoms, and reached for his thick cock and pulled it out. Instinctively I did that. Maybe it was I hadn’t touched a hard cock from a man I wanted to be with in a long time. I was eager when I opened my mouth and directed his cock with my hands, and placed it in my mouth and sucked it.

It was hard, long, and cut just like Max’s. I had to get Max out of my head, out of this bed. I needed him to go away because after I sucked Zack off, I needed him to fuck me. I don’t care where just fuck me, I thought, because I’d never be able to reach a climax with Max around. 

Zack reached for my face. “Are you sure you want to do this? You know if you suck me off you’re mine, and you can’t take it back. You can’t pretend that you didn’t want me to fuck your mouth, because I will fuck it. I’ll fuck it and then I’ll fuck you, so tell me to stop and I will. I got what I wanted when I kissed your pretty pussy and I satisfied you. We can stop now if you don’t think you want to have a relationship with me.”

“I want you, and I want this.” I held him around his waist as he pushed through my open mouth, pushing his cock down my throat. But he was gentler than I imagined. He passed his palm over my hair when he flicked his hips forward. Max wasn’t as gentle. Most times he was trying to have an orgasm before he headed off to Europe or China. It was always business that came first with Max.

Why am I comparing the two men as I take his wonderful full cock?

“You are just as sensual and giving as I thought you’d be, Alex,” Zack said, in an eager passionate moan. “I envy your husbands. I hope you will stay with me and not leave, because I want more time to prove to you how loving I can be to you... I’m having an orgasm, Alex. I confess that it takes a lot to satisfy me. I don’t understand it, but you do. I can tell.”

Zack’s body stiffened, his hard ass cheeks tightened, and with one more push of his cock down my throat, as I circled the wide head of his length with my tongue, playing with the slit, I felt the ooze of his warm liquid, coat my tongue, and then my mouth. I glanced up and his hand was wrapped over mine stroking his cock, releasing every bit of his come. I sat on my thighs, and looked up at his handsome face with his eyes closed.

When I moved to the side, he fell near me, and reached and placed me in his arms and glared at me. “Any man who let you get away is a fool. You are such a patient and giving woman. And you match my desires for sex more than anyone I’ve ever met in my life.”

Turning to him, I said, “So what I said to you in my drunken stupid state you may be willing to try?”

“If it makes you happy, and you’re satisfied, then there’s nothing you can ask me that I’m not willing to do. With one exception.”

“And what is that?” I asked.

“I don’t know, but if I ever hear it, I will know. So far, you haven’t asked it. I see you aren’t opposed to anal sex.”

“Yes, I find it quite stimulating, and surprisingly I enjoyed it after I got over it hurting and then over time it didn’t hurt when the penis broke through my hole, and rested inside me.” I glanced over at Zack. “You must think I’m... well, strange.”

“On the contrary. I think you’re the most adventurous and open to sexual experiences person I’ve ever met. I’ve never met anyone like you, and I’ve been all over the world, and most women pretend they like all kinds of sex, but what they don’t tell you it’s to get a man, and then they pretend they’re nuns. It’s refreshing to hear you talk freely about unorthodox sexual experiences.”

“Do you only want me because of sex?” I asked.

“I want you because you’re an original. You aren’t afraid of men, and you aren’t afraid to speak your mind, and you’re a Dominatrix. An Alpha among women.”

“You don’t appear to be submissive, but you give a good impression of one.”

Zack smiled. “It shows?” he asked.

“Like a beacon in a lighthouse on a foggy night.” 

I held on to his arm because I was hoping there would be someone else in this world that was free to appreciate me besides Max.

He pulled off his pajama bottoms and kicked them to the side and leaned over me, his arms resting on both sides of my body so as not to place too much weight on it. He lowered his head and sucked my nipple, and I felt his hard cock because this time it wasn’t covered, and the warm liquid escaped from the slit of that hard steely cock.

As Zack sucked my nipples, and fingered the other breast, he placed a condom on and I knew what that meant, and I was glad he did. I didn’t want to have to ask him to put one on in the middle of this foreplay to what was turning out to be mind-blowing sex.

“You’re so wet. I’m glad I don’t need to lick your pussy first because I can’t wait to be inside you.” He moved up and licked my lips, and I smelled my scent on his lips, and I had it in my mouth. If I didn’t know it was Zack’s glorious handsome face, I would swear it was Max.

Oh, can’t I stop thinking about him when I’m enjoying this man so much? 

When Zack pulled away from kissing me, he sucked my neck, he placed the tip of his cock on my opening, and with the flick of his hips, he drove inside me. The sucking of my neck eased the pain that came from not having a man inside me for longer than I wanted to remember.

I bit his neck as he lay over me pushing deeper and deeper, then capturing my mouth and our tongues fighting to control the other’s mouth. When I raised my mound to dig into his pubic area, he said, “Alex. Say you’ll stay a while with me. Just don’t go away from me. I need you. I want you. I can’t hold out any longer. Come with me, baby, because I can’t hold on. You’re breaking me.”