Thoughts about Geneva

At camp when I kissed Renée, the whole cabin

felt like a glowing universe

shrunk down around us,

everything so simultaneously huge and tiny

that I could fit myself in my own pocket.

I know everyone imagines bi girls

as just trying to get attention

from guys

and bi boys are supposedly

just apprehensive about saying

they’re “fully gay”

but I can’t help but think that both

of these scenarios

make it seem like men

are at the center of everyone’s attraction

and maybe sometimes they are

but in this small universe of my heart

Geneva is the sun

and I am

every revolving planet.