POSING

A young woman sits on a beach,

her weight on her knees, legs

beneath and behind her,

hands at rest on her thighs.

She is at ease, smiling slightly,

hair wind-blown (the day

appears brisk, whitecaps combing

beneath a storm-thick sky).

She wears a too-large

and therefore charming workshirt

(over a bathing suit, one presumes),

its long sleeves rolled up,

its tails wagging, her expression

one of good-natured indulgence

of the photographer who has placed her

in this U.S. Camera pose.

She starred in plays in high school

and will soon be offered a screen test

by Universal, but by then

she will have married the photographer

and become pregnant and will say,

with the photographer’s complete endorsement,

that mothers don’t leave their children

to become movie actresses.

So she will perform instead in the kitchen,

before the washer, at little theaters,

will give readings to women’s clubs

and church groups. Local papers

will praise her, and old women

will call her dear and clap their bony hands.

But this will not suffice. And whether

the photographer regrets her decision,

I do not know. But I know I do,

and am sorry.