THE COLOR OF THE IRIS

My poems come like angels’ visits

—few and far between, leaving my head

aching like a first frost.

But this could hardly interest you,

who sleep like a bulb beneath warming soil,

an iris of complex awakening.

Your face

is a room in early April, skirted

furniture and crewel embroidery, & behind your eyes

the knick-knacks children love to ogle

when they visit an aging aunt

always just returning from her travels.

Yesterday in the car we drove fast and sang,

the green world grew white and windblown

& I told you how I used to want love to come

—like snowflakes falling,

the kind children make in grade school

from folded paper,

no two alike, and no more than two

intact.

Now it seems better

as a field of knee-deep snow beyond the window,

the children cutting silhouettes

for their classroom wall

or bundling up in overcoats

to flap their arms in their own backyards.

Meanwhile, the floor remains covered

with clipped snippets of paper

which the children leave

everywhere they’ve been.

And as I knew they would,

blue shadows fill the corners of your face.

They are the color of the iris just before its petals fall.

Or have it your way—they are like snow angels’ wings.

But for now, or at least until later,

let’s get something straight.

Put your hand on the Oldsmobile’s hood

and tell me: who’s been driving this car?

How did it get so muddy?

& how did these flowers get caught in the grille?