“BAG OF LIFE #38”

is what she bends to write across

the bottom of the monotype, each word

as small as someone else’s loss,

as faint as something overheard.

The thirty-seven prints that rest

beside her in a numbered stack

are as alike as hand and press

allow: against a smear of black

a blur of white, a bag, that holds

some mystery left unexplained

by what we’re shown and what we’re told.

We wouldn’t know what the bag contained

except that it’s there before her where

she sits amid her work, a dull

enigma spoken like a prayer

to paper and the press’s pull,

then emptied and refilled. A box

of bric-a-brac is also near

at hand: post cards, a doll that talks,

some ticket stubs, two porcelain deer,

pink shells, brown leaves, a book of poems,

a clutch of bundled letters, a scrap

of calico. From such stuff stems

the life she shelters in her lap

before it’s placed into the sack.

Then, after one more cigarette

is shaken from her crumpled pack,

the plate is cleaned and inked for yet

a thirty-ninth impression whose

distinction resides alone in what

cannot be seen by us who choose

to find the artist in a rut

and, joking, ask, where is the bag?

where is the life? and ask her why

what’s inside matters, what’s the gag,

and what does all this signify?

We look and judge the work misnamed,

unwilling to see the dark’s her home

in which a life’s been kept, reclaimed

from the monotonous and monochrome.