Somewhere in central Ohio, Ariana gazed into a café. Beyond her reflection in the window that showed her Amish attire, she could see this place had contemporary décor and looked every bit as inviting as her own. She’d like to know how her café was doing, how Susie and Martha were doing running it, how Abram and everyone else was faring. If Rudy had talked to anyone in her family on the community phone, she would have a few answers when he arrived in about an hour.
The glass reflected familiar movement. Brandi was crossing the street, coming toward her.
Ariana turned to greet her. “You found your phone.”
They had arrived in town about ninety minutes ago, and after eating at a café down the street, they’d done a little window shopping, paying particular attention to each café and diner. While in line to buy chocolate-covered apples, Brandi realized she didn’t have her phone. Ariana stayed in the queue for the apples, and Brandi hurried back to the car to search for it.
“I thought maybe it’d fallen out of my purse during the drive.” Brandi’s eyes glimmered with pleasure. “It was under the car seat.” Her breath was frosty, and she wore a hat and a knit scarf around her neck.
“Glad it was there.” It would’ve taken them a long time to backtrack through all the shops they’d gone into.
Brandi dangled Ariana’s keys in front of her. “Thanks.”
Ariana put the keys in her purse. Since she’d had her license for only a couple of weeks, neither Brandi nor Nicholas wanted her driving by herself for the almost five-hour trip to this halfway point. So Ariana had asked Brandi to come with her and help navigate. She had jumped at the offer, dropping every sewing job she had for today.
It seemed wrong to admit to anyone how much she enjoyed driving. Whatever the driving situation—small towns, major highways, sunshine, or rain—she longed to get behind the wheel. Each time she felt something she’d never experienced before—a surging sense of confidence and power. And guilt. A lot of guilt.
But the confidence was like warm sunshine melting the snow from a long winter. The cozy, wonderful feeling was the opposite of the powerlessness she’d often felt in being poor.
“Have you tried a bite yet?” Brandi asked.
“No. But I asked them to slice the apples so they will be easier to eat.” Ariana opened the white pastry box.
She and Brandi would stay at a hotel tonight and go back to Pennsylvania tomorrow morning, but Rudy’s driver had to leave this evening between seven and eight, which meant they wouldn’t arrive home until at least midnight.
Brandi gingerly lifted a wedge of chocolate-covered apple. “I’m so thrilled to be here with you, honey.”
“I feel the same way.” In the past week Ariana and her mom had made a lot of progress in healing. The planetarium event had reshaped Ariana’s thinking. She’d been born again in a way. Love and hope had flooded her unlike anything she’d ever experienced, and her mind felt renewed.
“Wow,” Brandi mumbled around the apple slice. “That is so good.”
Ariana closed the box, not the least bit hungry after her lunch.
As they strolled down the sidewalk, Ariana’s mind raced. It was tempting to discount some of the experience at the planetarium as emotionalism after seeing the amazing pictures from space. But she couldn’t do that, because her moment of intuition about the security cameras had proved to be spot on. Quill called to tell her the news a few days ago, and he was so relieved. The project manager hadn’t put the updated plans in the permit box before Quill ordered the supplies for the new phase. The time stamp on the footage proved that, which meant all fault lay with Sanders. In addition, the cameras near the flat files at the architects’ and engineers’ office showed that after Quill had ordered and installed the wrong electrical system, Sanders doctored the plans and tried to cover his mistake by pinning it on Quill. Ariana wasn’t familiar enough with the process to understand all of what Quill explained, but the bottom line was Schlabach Home Builders had been reimbursed for the new panels and wiring and had been paid overtime for all the rewiring. McLaren also had followed through and offered to promote them to contractors for a project that would begin next summer.
Her time at the planetarium had done just as much for her. It had planted a thousand new and exciting seeds, and it would take months to begin to understand all that had taken root during that program. But she’d spent the week studying God’s Word, history, and other cultures. It was all so fascinating she’d hardly taken time to eat.
It also was amazing, almost surreal, that Brandi and she had come this far in being comfortable with each other. Brandi took another apple slice. “When you’re running the café, will you have some seasonal foods, like caramel apples in the fall and Christmas cookies in December?”
“I hadn’t really thought about it, but that’s a good idea. Would you help me find and test a few recipes?”
Brandi’s eyes glistened. Were those tears? “I would love that, Ari.”
“Me too. And Cameron can be our guinea pig.”
Brandi laughed and almost choked. “She’ll complain loudly and enjoy every minute of it, even if the food is horrible.”
Ariana glanced at her phone, checking the time. “We better head toward the park.”
“Sure.”
They walked down the street, going toward the small park where Ari would meet Rudy. Her phone pinged, and she checked the text message. When she glanced at the screen, her heart leaped. She grabbed Brandi’s arm, stopping her abruptly. “It’s from Frieda,” she squealed. “I’ve been texting her all week. Listen to this: ‘Dearest Ari, apparently I haven’t been receiving my texts. I realized this yesterday and immediately turned off my phone for the first time in forever. This morning when I turned it on again, my text box was flooded with beautiful messages from you. I’ve cried for joy all morning. As soon as I can stop crying long enough to think, I’ll send a real message. Love you forever and always, Frieda.’ ”
Tears spilled down Ariana’s cheeks.
“That’s great, honey.” Brandi studied her. “Who’s Frieda?”
Ariana looped an arm through Brandi’s. “She was my closest friend, the one who left home with Quill.” She summarized the rest of the story while they walked. “So while I was at the planetarium, even before the program began, I saw God as energetic love, which is in line with His Word, and I got morsels of understanding about God and life.”
“You haven’t told me any of the specifics, only that going to the planetarium was great and amazing.”
Ariana pulled her arm from Brandi’s so she could use both hands to gesture. “My aha moment was that everything God did created light and order. He sent His Word to this planet to create light and order in our lives, but not for the sake of order.”
Brandi took another bite of crispy apple. “You lost me.”
“Yeah, I guess I’m sharing thoughts from the Old Order culture. To the Amish, order is equal to laws and rules. The question is, are we here to serve them, or are they here to serve us? In Jesus’s day people had the Sabbath tied up in rules—how many steps could be taken, how one obtained food, how many threads could be tied together—and people ended up serving the day rather than God’s intention, which was for the Sabbath to serve people’s need for rest. So I asked myself, on some level have the conservative faithful done that with order, with our view of what’s important rather than God’s view of it?”
“That’s pretty deep. Really good food for thought.”
When she was inside the dark dome watching the movie, it was as if her feelings of intolerance for others had been physically pulled from her heart and love had flooded in, taking its place. And forgiveness for her biological parents, her Amish parents, and those who’d left the order came as easily as pulling the plug in a sink of dirty dishwater and refilling it with clean water. She felt as if she had no grudges, hurt, or anger with anyone. All that seemed to remain was love and the hope for a fresh beginning.
Brandi buttoned the top of her coat. “I’ve grown comfortable seeing God through my personal cynicism with the church. It’s refreshing to think of Him as you just described.”
“It is, isn’t it?” Maybe now Ariana was in a place where she could share the power and beauty of faith with Brandi and Nicholas.