I roll my bike away with great effort.
Then comes a shock but a welcome sight.
I have forgotten my old world.
Color bursts upon me like
a new spring, leaving behind
the swirling sea of doom.
I am stopped by the un-beclouded
world, the long unseen life-giving
sun who tries to welcome me back
to a gentle earth of clear breathable air.
Like a tourist seeing a place
for the first time, I study the sight.
I note with interest the somber
September palette: the plain of grass ahead,
spreading inside a pattern of graying
concrete pathways. There is no festive air.
The tiny city park is not filled
with the squeals of children at
school recess or loved ones
I note the land’s mature green,
the deep thoughtful blue
of the sky. I take in rust oranges,
cautious yellows and dusting
brick reds of the old buildings
all around. Color in this world
surprises me. I have lived too long
in the other place of grit and dark.
I have become accustomed
to the pervasive ashness. I am
a dumbfounded Dorothy
who leaves behind the vortex
of destruction and arrives
in bright and dreamlike Oz.
I feel my spirits try to lift,
but they do not. I am surprised
at the sunny scape, but
it does not make me smile.