Aphasia

for Honeya

After the stroke all she could say

was Venezuela, pointing to the pitcher

with its bright blue rim, her one word

command. And when she drank the clear

water in and gave the glass back,

it was Venezuela again, gratitude,

maybe, or the word now simply

a sigh, like the sky in the window,

the pillows a cloudy definition

propped beneath her head. Pink roses

dying on the bedside table, each fallen

petal a scrap in the shape of a country

she’d never been to, had never once

expressed interest in, and now

it was everywhere, in the peach

she lifted, dripping, to her lips,

the white tissue in the box, her brooding

children when they came to visit,

baptized with their new name

after each kiss. And at night

she whispered it, dark narcotic

in her husband’s ear as he bent

to listen, her hands fumbling

at her buttons, her breasts,

holding them up to the light

like a gift. Venezuela, she said.