Finding What’s Lost

In the middle of the poem my daughter reminds me

that I promised to drive her to the bus stop.

She waits a few beats then calls out the time.

Repeats that I’ve promised.

I keep the line in my head, repeat it under my breath

as I look for my keys, rummage through my purse,

my jacket pockets. When we’re in the car, I search

the floor for a Jack-in-the-Box bag, a ticket stub,

a bridge toll dollar, anything to write on.

I’m still repeating my line when she points

out the window and says “Look, there’s the poppy

I told you about,” and as I turn the corner I see it,

grown through a crack between the sidewalk and the curb.

We talk about it while I scan driveways for kids

on skateboards and bikes, while the old man who runs

the Rexall locks up for the night and a mangy dog

lifts a frail leg and sprays the side of a tree.

Then we talk about her history essay and her boyfriend,

and she asks again about summer vacation, if we’re

going somewhere or just staying home. I say

I don’t know and ask what she’d rather do, but by now

we’re at the bus stop and she leans over

and, this is so unlike her, brushes her lips

quickly against my cheek. Then, without looking back,

she’s out the door, and the line, the poem,

is gone, lost somewhere near 8th and G, hovering

like an orange flower over the gravel street.