I spend the afternoon with an ice pack, a scowling ghost, and my stomach in knots over Kinley. About twenty minutes after I came inside, I got up the nerve to text her with a simple good morning. Maybe it was stupid of me not to mention Eli, but I could tell she was pissed, and I didn't want to make it worse. I don't want to have to lie to her, but I'm not ready to admit the whole ghost thing.
She didn't text me back.
I thought friendship, or at least a true one, was easier than this. Is this some sign that she and I shouldn't be friends? But it's just too perfect. She's my age, lives next door, is kinda nerdy, and loves true crime fiction. I mean, how more similar could we be? Isn't that enough to build off of?
Dad's footsteps climb the stairs.
I skipped lunch, so he's been in and out of my room every thirty minutes to make sure I'm okay and haven't come down with the Eboli virus or something.
He knocks on my door then enters without waiting for me to invite him in. We really need to work on that. "Shayla's here."
I bolt upright. Seriously? I fling my legs off my bed and tentatively stand. The pain in my knee is gone, but I'm afraid to move too fast and reinjure it. "Are you gonna let her up?"
Please don't tell me I'm still grounded.
"She asked if you could go to her house. I said it's fine as long as you behave."
Ohmigod. I'm not sure if I'm more excited because I get to leave my prison, or because Shayla actually wants to help. I limp over and wrap my arms around Dad. "Totally, Dad. Thank you."
I meet Shayla in the foyer. She's in the hall but peeking into Dad's office. Dad went to the bathroom, so I stand beside her and stare too.
"So he writes about dead people?" she asks.
"Yep. How they died, their lives, what led up to their deaths."
"Will he write about Linzy?"
I stare at her profile. "I don't know."
I want to slap myself. With all the craziness, I never thought about how another murder just fell into his lap. If he writes two books, will that keep us in town longer?
Shayla and I head out.
The block is quiet. Everyone is either gone or inside. When we reach her front yard, she says, "My parents aren't home. I didn't want to explain to them why I was asking you over after the other day."
I nod and feel a bit sick. I really hate that her folks will see me on our street and instantly be reminded of how I almost ruined their daughter's funeral. I suck.
Her house is cool and dark. All of the shades are drawn. It's as if her folks don't want to see the outside.
"Where are they?" I ask.
We climb her stairs.
"At the cemetery. Mom can't stay away."
It's that moment Linzy appears. I can't tell if she heard what her sister said, but she has a pensive look on her face.
We go into Linzy's room. In here, the shades are up. Sunlight spills into the corners, lighting the room and making it almost sparkle.
Shayla grabs the laptop and sits on Linzy's bed. "We can't get caught, so we have to be quick."
I nod. "Then while you look through her emails and stuff, do you mind if I look elsewhere?"
She glances around, looking at each piece of furniture, possibly wondering where Linzy hid her secrets. "Okay, but don't mess anything up."
"I've been snooping in my dad's office for years. I know how to be discrete."
My first destination is the dresser. I rummage through the stacks of shirts, shorts, skirts, undies… Gosh, this girl had a ton of clothes. And nice ones. So nice, I want to cry when I think of my pitiful wardrobe.
I turn up nothing interesting and head to the vanity. Makeup, hair products, the usual. "Find anything?" I ask Shayla.
"I'm still trying to figure out her password."
Linzy's lying beside her sister.
"Yeah, it would be great if we knew that password." I give Linzy a poignant look.
She rolls her eyes and says, "Fine. Superstar-oh-one."
I find a pair of binoculars, a camera, and a cell phone in the bottom right drawer. I repeat the password to Shayla.
She types it in and looks at me in surprise. "How'd you know?"
I shrug. "A guess. I mean, look at this room. She must've thought highly of herself."
Shayla scoffs and clicks away at the keyboard. "I probably won't find anything good. The police just returned this the morning of the funeral. They said they didn't find anything that links to how she died."
My Spidey sense tingles. "Aren't they supposed to keep it until the case is solved?" That's what they do on CSI.
"Probably. My parents have been making a lot of calls, and my grandpa used to work for the state attorney."
So that's how they've been getting things done at warp speed.
"I don't see why they're so desperate. It's not going to bring back their precious daughter."
Ouch. These sisters really hate one another.
I shut the drawer and head to the closet. I flip the switch for the overhead light, but as soon as the bulb flickers on, it pops and burns out. Well, I'll just have to snoop in the dark. I've done that before. Besides, there's enough light trickling in from the bedroom to make out most of her clothes.
I make my way through her countless dresses, including the gorgeous red gown she wore to the Daytime Emmy Awards, and begin to wonder if Linzy had any secrets. I get to her handbag collection and squeal.
"What'd you find?" Shayla asks.
I peek out of the closet and hold up a gold and charcoal gray, Hello Kitty tote bag. "It's adorable."
Shayla rolls her eyes. Now I see the resemblance between the sisters.
Suddenly Linzy's behind me. "Put it back. You can't have that."
I do as I'm told. "I wasn't going to keep it. Just admiring it. Geez. Paranoid much? Besides, it's not like you can use it anymore."
I may be a snoop and a liar when necessary, but I am not a thief, and her implication makes me want to kick her.
Linzy holds up her hands as if surrendering. "Okay, okay, sorry. God."
"You know, you could help more," I whisper. "Tell me who killed you."
I hold my breath and wait for her response. I'll admit, part of me hopes she doesn't tell me. The chase is kinda fun. Once I know the truth, I'll have to tell the chief, and then it'll be over.
"Mind your own business."
But her obstruction of justice is also annoying as all heck. "You're always in my room. You are my business."
I put the bag back and continue my search.
"She wrote to Eli a lot," Shayla says.
I drop the pair of black strappy sandals and lean against the doorframe. "Love letters?"
"I guess. She keeps asking him to email her back. She needs to talk to him. She's angry and wants to know who he was kissing."
"Eli told me he wasn't into her. It was all one-sided."
Shayla nods. "Looks like it from these emails."
"What about April? She and Linzy had a falling out, but neither…um, but April won't talk to me."
"I'm not exactly sure. I overheard Linzy yelling on the phone, a few days before she…you know. When she hung up, she said it was April but didn't want to talk about it."
So Shayla has no idea. Darn.
She clicks on the keys, and I turn back to the closet.
On the top shelf, beside more purses and a couple of stuffed giraffes, is a shoe box. That's promising. I take it down. It contains articles about Linzy. Reviews, comments from message boards all printed out, but a few are from TV Guide and other magazines. They're all negative. Why would she save the ugly ones?
She's sitting under the dresses, between the black strappy sandals and a pair of light blue wedges.
"Why?" I ask, holding up a few of the print-outs.
She shrugs. "It's the only way to get better. You read how you suck, and you don't do that anymore."
I don't believe her. If that's true then why not just read them and move on? Why print them out and save them in a box in your closet? It's as if she held onto them to torture herself. Maybe she's not as confident as she appears.
I put the box back in its place and run my hand along the rest of the shelf. Being five-two makes it beyond difficult, so I step out and grab the vanity stool.
Shayla watches me. "Who are you talking to in there?"
I'm so startled by the question I nearly drop the stool. "The seven dwarfs. Doc says hi. Who do you think? Myself."
I hurry back into my sanctuary and take a deep breath. I need to start being more careful. Up on the stool, I notice something wedged into the far corner.
"You should get down from there," Linzy says. "You don't want to fall and hurt yourself. My parents will kill you."
I don't want to reply, in case Shayla hears, but Linzy won't deter me. "You know I'll find something."
When she doesn't respond, I know it'll be juicy.
"Seriously," Linzy shrieks. "Get down."
I stare at her and hesitate. The thought of her pushing the stool out from under me crosses my mind, but I'm so excited about revealing this mystery that I'm practically drooling.
A bang echoes from the bedroom. I look over my shoulder and see Shayla frowning.
The laptop is shut. She must've slammed down the lid. "This is useless. It only confirms my sister's a bitch, with no life, no friends."
"Ouch," I call out. "That's rude."
Shayla jumps off the bed and stands in the doorway. "You don't know the crap I had to deal with. Her constant snooping through my things. She always talked about my shortcomings in front of my friends and Troy. She lived to embarrass me."
Shortcomings? Now that's a conversation I'd love to have with Linzy.
"You know, some of my friends have sisters. They have fun together, laugh, share secrets, hang out. Why did I have one who hated me?"
"Oh please, Shay. You're such a drama queen. She should've went into acting rather than dancing," Linzy shouts. "She has it easy. Mom and Dad love her."
"It sounds like you two didn't know what the other was feeling." Wait, when did I become the mediator?
Shayla crosses her arm over her chest. "What do you mean?"
I jump off the stool and sit on it. This may take a while. "Well, Linzy probably thinks you had it easy. That your parents favor you."
"That's right. You tell her," Linzy says.
Shayla scoffs. "Oh please. You'd have to be blind to think that."
"She got the bigger bedroom," Linzy says.
I repeat this.
Shayla rolls her eyes. "I'm the oldest. I was in that room before she was even considered."
Oh, yeah, I hadn't thought of that. I raise a brow in Linzy's direction, hoping Shayla won't notice.
"Well what about the time Mom went to her dance practice rather than take me to an audition?"
I clear my throat. "Were there ever times your Mom went with you to dance rather than to an audition or something?"
Shayla thinks. "Yeah, once a couple of years ago. Linzy missed an audition, but that wasn't because Mom preferred to be with me. Linzy had the flu."
"I could've made it and still dazzled them," Linzy yells.
"The truth is, Linzy never appreciated all she had. She assumed Mom and Dad would support her career, and they did. Do you know how many times I looked out at the audience during a recital and saw only Dad because Mom was in New York with my sister?"
"That sucks. But at least he was there, no?"
She shrugs. "That's not the point."
"Oh, please. The only reason Mom was with me was because she had to be. I'm a minor and needed adult supervision. She could've hired someone, but that would take money out of her pocket."
I glare at Linzy. I don't know Mrs. Quinn, but I can't believe a mother can be so cruel. Then again, my own abandoned me. Maybe she was cruel, and I just don't remember.
"The worse part," Shayla says, "is that of all the people in the world I would've wanted to see in the audience, it was Linzy. I would've loved to have that bond with her." Her voice cracks.
She turns away and goes to a section of the bedroom I can't see.
"She doesn't hate you," I whisper.
When Linzy follows her sister into the bedroom, I get back up on the stool.
I reach for the object in the corner. My fingers graze it. I lean to the side on my tip-toes and pray the stool doesn't slip out beneath my feet. I grab the corner of the bag and yank it forward. Back on the ground, I set the heavy bag on the stool and pull open the drawstring. I reach in and pull out a twenty dollar bill.
Cool. I love when I take out last year's jacket or an old pair of pants and find money I forgot I had.
Peering into the bag, it seems to be filled with paper or…more money? I carry the bag into the bedroom. "Look what I found."
Shayla's dabbing the corners of her eyes with a tissue at the vanity. She comes over.
I turn the bag upside down and wads of cash fall out.
We stare at one another in amazement.
"That looks like hundreds, thousands," Shayla says.
Linzy's by her door. She disappears, obviously not wanting to answer any questions.
"Maybe this is what she's earned from the soap," I say, but don't people put their money in a bank?
Shayla shakes her head. "No. Since Linzy's underage, that money goes into a special account. Mom and Dad are only allowed to spend a small amount for her personal needs, like new head shots and stuff. Linzy always complained that she should have her own money."
Then where the heck did this come from?