Charlottesville, Virginia
October 6, 1943
“Georgie, it’s beautiful,” Mellie said from the backseat of Daddy’s Chrysler. “I see why you love it so much.”
Kay Jobson murmured her agreement.
Georgie leaned against the car window and drank in home. The rolling green hills outside Charlottesville, the Blue Ridge Mountains to the east, and dots of fall color as the leaves started to turn. Crisp white rail fences divided properties, and horses cavorted in the pastures. Best of all, the large white house that had been in the Taylor family for a hundred years. “Home.”
Daddy guided the car onto the gravel driveway. “It’s where you belong, sweetie pie.”
“I know.” Her goal. Her greatest longing. Fulfilled. Why didn’t it warm her to the core?
The front door of the house swung open, and Mama dashed onto the porch, waving with one hand and wrestling off her apron with the other.
Daddy threw the gearshift into neutral. “Go to her, Georgie. Introduce your friends. I’ll bring in your bags.”
“Thanks, Daddy.” She flung open the car door and ran up the porch steps and into Mama’s arms.
“Oh, baby. My baby.” Mama’s voice swam with tears. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry about Rose, sorry you had to go through that.”
“Thank you.” Georgie breathed in the scent of lavender soap, accented by ham and the faint dusty smell of flour.
“I can’t believe she’s gone. She’s so much a part of this place, of your life.”
“I know.” Georgie squeezed Mama’s just-plump-enough middle. How could home be home without Rose banging open the front door and begging Mama to make rhubarb pie?
“Let me take a look at you.” She grasped Georgie’s shoulders and raised a flimsy smile. She wore her barely graying curls rolled at the hairline and gathered in a little bun at the nape of her neck. Fashionable but mature. A lady, as always.
“Look at my baby.” She clucked her tongue. “So beautiful. I’m glad you didn’t have to wear those hideous trousers. I can’t believe they make you wear those things.”
If only Mama knew how hard the flight nurses campaigned for the right to wear trousers.
Mama put on her best company smile. “Please introduce me to your lovely friends.”
“May I introduce Mellie Blake and Kay Jobson? Mellie and Kay, this is my mother, Olivia Taylor.”
“Mrs. Taylor, it’s a pleasure to meet you.” Mellie shook her hand.
Kay did likewise. “Thank you for having us.”
“It’s our pleasure.” Mama ushered them into the house. “Where are you from, ladies?”
Mellie smiled. “California mostly, but I spent half my life on botanical excursions with my father in the Philippines and East Indies.”
“Oh my!” Mama pressed her hand to her chest. “And you, Kay?”
Kay’s gaze darted around the entryway with its dark wood, white trim, and framed etchings of horses on the walls. “Me? From everywhere and nowhere.”
“Oh? What do you mean by that?”
“We . . . moved around a lot. Oklahoma, Nebraska, Kansas, Missouri, wherever.”
“Isn’t that interesting?” Mama’s smile fluttered. She stood in the home she’d lived in since her wedding day, in the county where she’d been born, in the state she’d never left.
Georgie chewed on the inside of her cheek. She hoped Kay wouldn’t embarrass her this week, but she could hardly abandon the poor thing. She headed up the staircase. “Let me show you to your rooms.”
Mama waved them along. “Mr. Taylor will bring in your things. Supper will be ready in an hour. Y’all lie down and take a rest now.” She headed through the door to the kitchen, releasing the scent of baked ham and apple pie.
“Real beds?” Mellie followed Georgie upstairs. “That sounds heavenly. How long has it been, girls?”
“Forever,” Kay said. “If I lie down on a real mattress, I may not get up until 1944.”
“Here are your rooms.” Georgie smiled at the cross-stitch samplers on each bedroom door—Winifred, Alberta, and Georgiana—lined up in birth order down the hallway. “Kay, you’ll take Freddie’s room. Mellie, you’re in Bertie’s room. The bathroom’s at the end of the hall.”
Kay gazed around. “I’ve never had a room to myself. What on earth will I do?”
“You’ll sleep.” Georgie smiled at her and showed her where the towels and extra blankets were stored, then showed Mellie her room. “Don’t worry about missing supper. Mama makes a ruckus with the bell.”
Georgie took a deep breath and entered her own room. Late afternoon sun slanted through the windows and cast a golden glow over the warm woods and the pale pink bedspread. She sat on her bed under the ruffled canopy. How many times had she and Rose huddled on this bed and played games and told tales and laughed together?
Pink ruffles blurred in her damp vision, and she stood. She yanked out bobby pins and set her garrison cap on the dresser.
Daddy’s footsteps clomped down the hallway, and he set Georgie’s gear inside her door. “Your mama said you’re to lie down for a spell. You’ve had a long trip.”
“Actually, I’m not tired. I’ll go help in the kitchen.”
“No, you won’t, young lady.” He smiled with warmth in his blue eyes. “That was a direct order from the general herself.”
Georgie fiddled with the hem of her waist-length jacket. All her life she’d done what Mama and Daddy said. Except when she joined the flight nursing program. They knew she couldn’t handle it. They knew what was best for her.
But she did not want to lie down. “Thanks, but I’d like to help with supper.”
“Are you going to deal with the general? Because I’m not doing KP for you, missy.”
She raised her sharpest salute. “I’ll take the punishment. You are relieved of your responsibility, soldier.”
“We’ll see about that,” he said in a mock dark tone.
Georgie patted his arm and went down to the kitchen, where Mama stood at the counter, her wooden spoon thumping in her big glass mixing bowl.
She gasped. “You’re supposed to be resting, baby.”
“I’m not tired. May I help?”
Mama pointed her batter-coated spoon toward the door. “You can help by taking a rest. The ham’s in the oven, the peas are shelled, I’m mixing the biscuits, and the pie’s out to cool. Made from Ward’s apple harvest. He’ll be here for supper, of course.”
“Good.” The sooner she saw Ward, the better. She’d hoped her encounter with Phyllis would empty her mind of John Hutchinson, but it had the opposite effect. In a few weeks, he’d receive that letter and mourn, and she wouldn’t be there to comfort him as he’d comforted her. Now she needed to fill her eyes and her mind with the man she’d marry.
Mama turned to her mixing. “I’ve taken care of everything. Go rest. Let me pamper you.”
Georgie glanced around. “May I set the table?”
“Pardon?” Mama gaped at her. “This is not like you, young lady.”
“I know. I just want to keep busy.”
Understanding softened her features. “All right. Set the table.”
Georgie pulled a stack of plates from the cupboard. “Thanks for letting my friends visit.”
“You know they’re welcome. Did I understand your telegram right? They have nowhere to go?”
She carried the plates into the dining room, leaving the door open for conversation. “They could go to Bowman Field, but the program doesn’t start till Monday.”
“I suppose California’s too far.”
Georgie set the plates at Daddy’s place and returned to the kitchen. “Mellie’s father was in the Philippines when the Japanese invaded. He’s in a prison camp, poor thing.”
“Oh! How horrible.” Mama turned, and a glop of biscuit dough fell to the floor unnoticed. “A prison camp? What about her mother?”
“She passed away when Mellie was little.”
“The poor dear.” Mama gazed up, as if she could send a big old hug right through the ceiling to Mellie. “What about Kay?”
Georgie grabbed a handful of silverware. “She never talks about family. I think they’re estranged.”
“Oh dear.” Another penetrating upward gaze, but this one carried concern laced with suspicion. “Whatever for?”
“I don’t know. We aren’t close, but I couldn’t abandon her, and she and Mellie are good friends.”
“That’s just like you, sweetie. Always caring for strays.”
Like Rose and Mellie and even Hutch. Georgie distributed silverware at the dining room table, already laid with Mama’s creamy damask tablecloth and matching napkins.
A pan clanged onto the counter. “Thank goodness on Monday this nightmare will be over.”
“Over?”
“Of course. You said flight nursing was a voluntary program, and now with Rose . . . gone, you have no reason to stay. On Monday you can resign.”
Georgie clutched forks in her hand and stared at the open door. “I—I haven’t decided.”
“Haven’t decided? What do you mean?”
She laid a fork on each napkin. “I haven’t decided whether I’ll resign.”
Mama stood in the doorway. “Of course you will. It’s too dangerous. Now you know for certain.”
Georgie grabbed the knives and circled the table again, cheeks warm, head down so Mama couldn’t see the redness. “Even if I left the flight nursing program, I’d still be in the Army Nurse Corps for the duration. I can’t just quit. And they could send me anywhere.”
“But you’ve already served overseas. They’ll keep you stateside.”
“Maybe. Maybe not.” Although inside she agreed with Mama.
“They’ll keep you stateside.” She returned to the kitchen. “Yes, Monday you’ll resign.”
Georgie groped blindly for the spoons. Her parents wanted her to resign. So did Rose. So did Lieutenant Lambert. Then why did the urge to stay in the program gain strength each day? Why did prayer make the urge stronger?
No matter what, quitting outright struck her as wrong. If God wanted her out, he’d let her fail. And failure wouldn’t be a stretch at all.
The front door creaked open. “Hello! Is my Georgie home?”
Ward. Georgie’s heart flipped, more in apprehension than anticipation. She hadn’t seen him in ten months. So much had happened since then. In Paestum, she’d told Rose the next time she saw Ward she’d make a Christmas tree look dull. But would she?
Mama beckoned Georgie back into the kitchen, her eyes alight. She smoothed down one of Georgie’s curls. “You’re lovely. Don’t make him wait.”
Georgie opened the door to the entryway. “I’m home.”
Ward wore his good brown suit and the softest smile. He swept off his fedora and set it on the hall table without breaking his gaze with Georgie. “It’s been too long, baby.”
She nodded and went to him. His hazel eyes shone with his lifelong love for her, and he took her in his thick arms and folded her to his solid chest, strong as an ox. Even at five foot eight, he towered over her.
He pulled back and kissed her, sweet as the apples from his own orchard and about as exciting. Less like the Fourth of July and more like Thanksgiving, warm and homey. But what did she honestly expect after nine years together?
Still, disappointment dimmed the kiss.
Ward led her by the hand into the parlor. “Saw your daddy out with the horses. We’ll have some privacy before supper.” He settled into the big brown leather armchair and pulled Georgie into his lap.
After she arranged her skirt properly, she snuggled into his embrace. While he played with her curls, she ran her hand over his smooth sandy hair, motions as familiar and comfortable as her favorite pair of slippers.
Ward blinked too many times. He eased Georgie’s head down so their foreheads touched. “Can’t believe Rose . . . can’t believe she’s gone.”
“Me neither.” The mutual grief made her eyes water, and she tightened her arms around his neck. “It was hard over there, but being home, seeing all the old places without her . . .”
“Her parents—they took it hard. They worried about their boys—never thought they’d lose their girl.”
“I’ll call on them this week.”
“That’d mean the world to them.” He looked her in the eye. “Now, don’t you worry. They really will be glad to see you.”
“I know.” They weren’t the type to hold Georgie’s survival against her. “I also need to give them Rose’s . . . her things.”
Ward pressed her head down to his shoulder. “Baby, no. That’s too much for you. Go call on them—that’ll be hard enough. I’ll make the delivery later.”
A few months ago she would have jumped at his offer, the escape from a heart-wrenching experience. Now his pampering, even the pressure on the back of her head bothered her. She resisted and sat up. “You’re very sweet, but it’s my duty. I need to do this.”
“No, it’d be too painful. You’re not strong enough.”
Her jaw tightened. “I am. And I’m doing it.”
His eyebrows pinched together, and he studied her for a long moment. “If it means that much to you, I suppose it’d be all right. I’ll come along for support.”
“Thank you, sugar.” She rewarded his compromise with a kiss on his forehead. “You’ll see. I’ve been through a lot the past few weeks, but I’m doing fine.”
Ward traced the scar on her cheek. “Now you’re doing fine, baby. Now you’re home.”
“Mm-hmm.”
“Now this nonsense is over.”
Georgie tensed. “You want me to resign.”
“Why wouldn’t you? I’ve thought this through. Monday you resign from the flight nursing program. In a few weeks we’ll get married. I’d marry you tomorrow, but you and your mama will want the whole big wedding, right?”
“Right,” she whispered, her throat closing in.
“Once you’re in a family way, the Army will discharge you.”
She could only nod. Wilma Goodman in the 802nd had gotten married in North Africa and was discharged for getting PWOP—“Pregnant Without Permission.” She’d told Ward about it in a letter. Maybe she shouldn’t have.
“Simple solution.” Ward’s voice deepened with assurance. “Then we’ll both have everything we’ve always wanted.”
Yes, everything she’d always wanted. Virginia, marrying Ward, living on his farm, raising his children.
So why did it taste wrong? Like pepper instead of cinnamon in the apple pie.