There are winners and losers at every game. Make your next choice wisely.
—HOLLY
AJ WANTED TO deny what he’d overheard back at the stadium. But those few words still rattled inside his brain as tangibly as the clanking of the tools behind his seat in the Harvester Scout.
Once Mary Hannah had seen him, he’d backed away from her before Callie Roberts could notice his presence. For the whole dress rehearsal, he’d kept his silence and gone through the motions like an automaton. Thank God Mary Hannah had been visiting a client before dress rehearsal, so they’d come in separate cars.
The second his part of the rehearsal was over, he’d taken Holly and left. Clearly, his dog was grateful as hell to get out of there.
His dog?
He would think about that later. For now, he focused on driving to confront Wyatt, to get to the truth. His cousin would just be finishing up his shift. AJ needed to reach him before Wyatt went to Lacey’s. No way in hell could this confrontation happen in front of Sierra and the new baby. If his cousin caught wind that AJ was onto him, it could put others in danger.
Not alerting their boss first was skating close to the edge, forcing him to make the kinds of decisions he’d had to make while undercover. Sometimes, you had to trust your gut. Right now he still had only a tip, the word of a drug addict who could be playing them. Could be.
But wasn’t.
The truth rang through in her words and in an odd way made sense. The day of the meth-house bust replayed in his mind, how when the tip came in Wyatt had leaped at the chance to volunteer for the Christmas Eve takedown. He’d handpicked his team, even the animal rescuers, doing everything he could to ensure that he got to Evelyn Lucas first. He’d even arranged to be alone in the police cruiser with her all the way to the station in order to get their stories straight.
Childhood memories roared through his mind, each one more painful than the last. Back then, Wyatt, the oldest cousin in the family, had been the easygoing leader of the second generation in a tightly wound cop clan. He’d used that good ol’ boy charm to disarm his detractors, then plowed ahead doing things his own way. AJ had appreciated the quiet bullheadedness when Wyatt had talked him into coming to this small-town force. But what the hell? Had Wyatt picked him because he thought AJ would turn the other cheek on this kind of shit?
Anger simmered as he steered the Scout into the back lot where Wyatt parked his truck, and sure enough, there it was, under the halogen glow of a streetlight. Theirs was such a small police department he wouldn’t have to worry about much traffic coming through to interrupt them. Waiting, he picked up Holly’s leash as she sat in the passenger side.
Less than five minutes later, Wyatt walked out into the cold night, his steps loose and easy. For one final second AJ allowed himself to consider the possibility his cousin walked like an innocent man because he was one. Not because he didn’t give a crap for the law he’d sworn to uphold.
And then the second passed.
AJ opened his door and stepped out onto the salted concrete of the cleared parking lot. Holly bounded past before he could close her in. He wasn’t used to her embracing a new locale so quickly. But since she stayed by his side, he held the leash and approached his cousin.
Wyatt looked up. “Hey, AJ. What are you doing here? Catch a night-shift call?” He spread his hands. “Oh, wait, you wouldn’t have brought your dog.”
Had Holly just growled? Unmoving at his side, she panted puffs of cloudy air into the night.
AJ looped the leash around his hand an extra time. “How long have you been providing protection to local drug traffickers?”
Wyatt stopped dead in his tracks. His right eye twitched, but not his hands. AJ watched both.
“What the hell, AJ? You’re not even going to ask me if I’m innocent?” Wyatt scratched under his hat, a wry smile twisting his lips. “You’re already jumping to the why?”
“I already know you’re guilty, and I have a reliable witness.” Anger burned hot as hell inside him, not just for what his cousin had done but for thinking that AJ would look the other way. He’d brought him into this mess to help hide his own criminal activity. No doubt Wyatt assumed AJ wouldn’t second-guess him when it came to police business.
They were family.
“AJ . . . Cousin . . . Come on, it’s just a little cash. You need to see the bigger picture here,” Wyatt said softly, his hand resting slowly on his 9mm. “Wasn’t there a time when you were undercover and you did a line of coke to earn trust so you could get the big fish? Every now and again we have to dabble with the bad guys to catch them.”
“You’re saying you took kickbacks in order to find more criminals?” Holly plastered herself to AJ’s leg while he shuffled those pieces in his brain.
They still didn’t add up.
“Exactly. You understand.” Wyatt smiled.
AJ shook his head. “But I didn’t do anything for my personal benefit. Whatever way you look at it, you’re on the take.”
“You just don’t get small-town politics and how to keep the criminal element reined in. And I’m guessing if your witness was as reliable as you claim, you wouldn’t be coming to me for confirmation.” He stepped closer, clapping AJ on the shoulder. “Now let’s just forget this conversation happened.”
Holly most definitely growled.
Wyatt stepped back.
AJ continued, leveling a no-bullshit stare. “You’re going to turn yourself in.”
“Why would I do that?” His eyes narrowed.
“Because if you don’t, I will. And then it won’t go as well for you.”
Wyatt studied him as if gauging his conviction. “Isn’t this the point where I pull a gun and kill you so you can’t ruin my life?”
“Should I have worn my bulletproof vest?” He didn’t think his cousin would shoot him, especially not in the back lot of the police station. Still, he felt his mortality in that second, and his lone thought was of Mary Hannah, wanting to hold her one more time.
Wyatt’s hand fell away from his gun. “I’m not going to kill you.” He backed toward his truck. “I’ll go to the captain and tell him about the rumors. I’ll beat the rap or cut a deal. There are enough people on the force who feel the same way I do. You know that.”
“I hope to God you’re wrong.” AJ eased his phone out of his coat pocket.
Wyatt went stiff, his hand going back to his weapon. “What the hell are—”
“My cell. Nothing more.” He tapped two buttons on the keypad. “I just sent our taped conversation to the captain. So if you’re thinking of running, you still have about two minutes to rethink that plan, go inside and turn yourself in. You’re not going to be able to lie your way out of this.”
Wyatt’s eyes took on a frantic gleam AJ had seen dozens of times during arrests, the moment the perp unraveled, realizing there was no going back.
Wyatt held out a hand. “Come on, cousin. Remember all the times I had your back when we were kids? I even had your back now. I dragged your ass here to keep you from losing your shit in Atlanta when Sheila went to prison. I got you that damn dog so the captain wouldn’t fire your butt when you started to spiral again. And you can’t cut me enough slack to turn this thing around now? We’re blood, you and I.”
“I know. That’s what makes this so hard.”
Wyatt’s shoulders went back, the frantic edge going to desperation as his fate became increasingly unavoidable. “I can make this right. I know I can.”
AJ forced out the hardest words he’d ever said. “Wyatt, you’re going to have to turn yourself in. That’s the only way you can make this right.”
Wyatt paled for a second. Stilled.
Then he laughed, throwing his head back and shaking, before he looked at AJ again with a cynical sneer. “You’re just like your old man after all, a toe-the-line hard-ass. But a damn good cop.”
Somehow that didn’t make AJ feel one bit better.
For decades, he had looked up to his cousin. Watching Wyatt walk back into the police station hurt like hell. His idol from childhood had gone so damn far astray it was incomprehensible. Sure, people were flawed. Human. Hell, there had been truth in what Wyatt said. There were things AJ had done during undercover operations he wasn’t proud of. Lies he’d told. Mistakes he’d made in situations where all choices were bad ones.
But he had never, never chosen selfish gain or taken his eye from the goal. Protecting others. Protect and serve. Somewhere along the way, Wyatt had lost sight of that and let the job become about his power, sway, influence.
How strange to find that in his messy life of peanut butter Pop-Tart meals, he was more like orderly Mary Hannah than he’d realized. There were rules for the world he moved in, and it didn’t matter how long he’d spent undercover, the rules were still damn clear to him. It was important that the guardians of that order stay honest. There was a reason for police procedures and a code of honor he believed in.
And here in this moment of feeling so close to Mary Hannah, needing her and understanding her, they’d never been further apart.
* * *
THIS HAD TO be the world’s worst Valentine’s Day ever.
Lacey stood in the wings of the Mutt Makeover competition as Billy Brock entertained the crowd with a song from one of his platinum-selling albums. The music did nothing to lift her spirits. Even the sight of happy dogs with their families backstage didn’t provide the usual joy. She’d held such high hopes for this day, and now her world had been shattered by news of Wyatt’s arrest for drug trafficking. Small consolation that he’d turned himself in and his lawyer was hopeful he would get a good deal. How could she have so misjudged him? Small consolation that at least she wasn’t pregnant with his child after all. She was just entering menopause early.
A widow.
And alone.
Damn Wyatt for being the worst kind of bastard and for wrecking her life. She should be celebrating at this event as well as rejoicing in her new grandson and her daughter’s health. Bitterness made her want to scream at him, at the whole damn world.
Billy finished the number and gripped the mic stand. “My next number is a song I wrote for my daughter. I’d like to dedicate it to all my friends out there with the Second Chance Ranch Rescue who’ve given hope and healing to countless numbers of God’s creatures in need. The tune just happens to be called ‘Second Chances.’”
Tears stinging her eyes, Lacey pressed a hand to her mouth and another to her stomach. The words flowed over her, lyrics about broken dreams and the pain of betrayal. Dressed all in black with a face that had seen life and lived it hard, Billy sang the country ballad about imperfect people. People saved by second chances.
A hand fell to rest on her shoulder and she jerked, looking back to find Mary Hannah. The sympathy on her face was more than she could stand. Only pride kept her from bolting.
“Lacey, how are you holding up?” Mary Hannah whispered.
Of course Mary Hannah knew even though word hadn’t been leaked yet. AJ must have told her.
“My boyfriend is going to jail. But hey, at least I’m not pregnant. Only getting old,” Lacey said softly but flippantly, because dark humor was really all she had right now. “I’m just wondering how I was fooled.”
“We all were. He deceived his own cousin, a very smart cop.” She fidgeted with the strap of her paisley bag. “Um, have you spoken to AJ?”
Lacey shook her head. “Only briefly. He stayed at the station following every step of Wyatt’s processing. He said they were keeping things quiet while they bring in other players, part of Wyatt’s deal.”
Mary Hannah took Lacey’s hand. “Is there something I can do for you?”
“Your support means a lot. I’m sorry to be irritable. You’ve worked so hard to make today come together.”
“And it has. I know it’s probably small consolation to you right now. But we all love you, and you have a huge, unconventional support system. This crazy zoo of a family.” She nodded toward the entirety of the stadium beyond the wings, full to the top row with supporters for the cause. “Your Second Chance family loves you, and we’re all here for you, no matter what.”
“Thank you.” And she meant that.
“Thank you,” Mary Hannah said with undeniable gratitude. “You’re the one who built this haven for all of us. It’s only fair we get to give back to you after all you’ve done for us and so many others.”
Mary Hannah slid an arm around her shoulders and held on through the song. Lacey felt that support all the way to her soul. She still hurt like hell. But she would be okay. She’d survived worse and come out stronger. She had an amazing family at her side. A family she’d built and no one could take that away.
* * *
NUMB WITH SURPRISE and a million other emotions there hadn’t been time to process in the past twenty-four hours, Mary Hannah stood in the winner’s circle with Lacey, Barkley and the Roberts family. Confetti poured from the rafters, sticking to the scruffy terrier’s fur until he sparkled like a little diamond in the rough. She was so relieved and happy for the pup and the Roberts family.
Callie was still fidgety in the earliest hours of her promised detox, but she held on tightly to Declan’s hand and Henry’s with a grip that reflected her determination and grit. Mary Hannah recognized that desperate need to do better, and she planned to make sure Callie got as much help as she needed to ease her transition now that she’d admitted she had a problem. Callie had been a rock for her family through so much more than any woman should have to bear.
The crowd roared with cheers and applause, feet stomping their support for the family. And Barkley hadn’t won simply because of sympathy for Declan Roberts’s disability. The Cairn Terrier had performed his routine flawlessly, jumping through hoops and bounding over barriers. Each feat was rewarded with a treat from little Henry, who stood in front of the crowd like a brave soldier, showing no nerves or fear.
Declan and Henry had even added a final trick to the routine Mary Hannah hadn’t known about. At the end of the act, rather than simply hopping onto the wheelchair, the scruffy little dog had bolted away.
Straight to Callie Roberts.
Barkley barked and barked. When she looked confused and tried to shoo him back to the arena, Barkley tugged on her pants leg. She looked out at her husband and son. Henry nodded. Declan reached into the side pocket of his chair and pulled out a rose. For her. The crowd had gone wild.
The Roberts family still had a long road ahead of them, but they’d clearly bonded again with a deep love that would carry them through. Little Barkley would be right there beside them, completing his training to become a full-fledged service dog.
Mary Hannah scanned the line of other contestants until her eyes finally found AJ standing alongside the massive red doghouse. Holly had won an honorable mention for most moving story, but as expected, she’d been overwhelmed by the crowd and refused to perform even the most basic tricks. AJ hadn’t forced her. He’d stood by her side and leaned toward a stagehand, indicating they should cut straight to the video. Holly had visibly relaxed.
Mary Hannah couldn’t have been prouder. She hadn’t even expected him to show up today and now realized she should have known better. AJ was there for her just as he was there for Holly. He was a man of deep honor. A man who’d been wounded by the past—and the present—and still kept moving forward, doing his best to help those he loved.
Yes, she suspected he loved her in spite of her efforts to keep him at arm’s length emotionally for weeks now. She’d been running scared from the truth. Maybe Francesca had known long before she did that AJ was the right man for her. She was learning she didn’t need to maintain rigid control to make good decisions. She could relax sometimes and trust her gut to still make a good choice.
She loved him, too.
She felt a tug on her hand and realized Henry was pulling her.
“We’re s’posed to go now,” he explained like a little pro.
She winked, walking with him down the steps and back through the huge doghouse door, followed by the rest of the contestants. The sound system blared a recording of Billy Brock’s “Second Chances,” the words about healing sinking into her with each step.
Once they were backstage, Henry squealed with excitement and knelt to hug his dog. “We did it! Me and my dad and Barkley, we all won, Mom.”
“Yes, we did, sweetie.” Callie looked over his head at Mary Hannah, her eyes sheened with tears as she mouthed, Thank you.
Callie had already agreed to check into rehab tomorrow. They didn’t know it yet, but Billy Brock was paying for her stay in the same exclusive clinic where Mary Hannah had met Billy’s daughter. Life had dealt the Roberts family unimaginable blows, but they were on the road to recovery. They had friends and allies to be sure they came through all the hardships.
Mary Hannah wished her ex-husband could have been as forgiving as Declan. As understanding as Billy Brock. Seeing these broken people come together to hold a hand out to one another filled her with hope for their futures—and hers. For so long, she’d told herself she hadn’t deserved her ex-husband’s forgiveness or support through her time in rehab. But maybe she had. Despite wishing he’d forgiven her, she knew he wasn’t the right man for her.
What’s more, maybe it was time to forgive herself. AJ had been quietly encouraging her to do just that for weeks now. But she’d been too stubborn to see it.
It was time to accept her second chance at life with a man she loved more than she’d ever imagined possible.
* * *
AJ PULLED UP to his cabin, the headlights shining on Mary Hannah sitting on his front steps, despite the cold and the snow. Their time had finally come to talk. He just hoped she didn’t plan to say good-bye.
But even if she did, he intended to fight for her the way her ex hadn’t. AJ wasn’t going to let this amazing woman slip through his fingers.
He loved her. It was just that simple and that complicated. Perfectly Mary Hannah. He just had to find the right words. He stepped out of his vehicle, Holly following him with her honorable mention medal still attached to her collar.
His boots crunched in the snow as he closed the space between them. “Congratulations on your big win for the Roberts family and the rescue.”
The Second Chance Ranch had raked in big winnings and well-deserved recognition. There would be enough money and support for the free-roaming cat shelter and expanded office space. The other animals they’d taken to the event all had adoption applications pending, with more people interested in adding a Second Chance pet to their family.
And Mary Hannah had played a huge role in making that happen. He was so damn proud of her.
“It was a team effort,” she said simply. “Let’s stay outside and give Holly some time to run.”
“I’d like that and so would she.” He unclipped the leash and freed the dog to race around the fenced area, her galloping paws sending chunks of snow flying behind her. Finally, he had Mary Hannah to himself, and he didn’t have a clue what to say.
She walked alongside him, her hands stuffed in her coat pockets. “I’ve done the most unexpected, illogical thing, so prepare yourself.”
He quirked an eyebrow. “Okay, I’m ready.”
She stepped in front of him, stopping so they stood face-to-face in the moonlight. “I’ve fallen absolutely in love with you.”
He blinked in shock. She had surprised him. Utterly. But happily. His hands cupped her shoulders. “Mary Hannah, I—”
She kissed him quiet then eased back a whisper. “I have more that I need to say. I’m not sure exactly how or why, and I always know the ‘why’ of everything. I don’t even have your birthday in my planner. But I am absolutely certain I want to write it there with five stars alongside the date.”
“Five stars?” he asked, looping his arms around her waist, hardly daring to believe his luck. He’d been so certain she wouldn’t be able to see beyond the pain of her past, the mess of his life in general. He’d underestimated her.
Something he would never do again.
“Five stars,” she explained, “means that’s the most important birthday.”
He pulled her closer, a laugh sweeping aside the shards of pain that had lingered inside him from his day at the station. “You rate birthdays by the level of importance in your life?”
“Acquaintance, one star. Friend, two. Close friend, three. Family, four. And you”—she nipped his bottom lip—“are in a class all of your own.”
He slid one hand up to cradle the back of her head, her long hair tangling around his gloved fingers. “I am so very glad to hear that because I love you, too. So much more than I ever imagined possible. Which is strange as hell, because I thought I was in love in the past. Now I know all my life was just building up to this moment where I was worthy of you.”
Her brown eyes glistened with starlight and maybe a hint of tears. “Don’t put me on a pedestal. It hurts so damn much when I fall off.” She cupped his face in her mittened hands. “And I will. I have my flaws like anyone else.”
“And I love you all the more for them, as I hope you’ll keep right on loving me in spite of mine.”
“Absolutely, for the rest of my life.”
She arched up to press her mouth to his, kissing him, and God how he enjoyed kissing her back without fearing each time would be the last. She was his, and he was hers. Forever.
He pulled her closer, the feel of her rocking the ground under his feet. The heat between them protected them from the winter chill.
Holly barked, jolting him back to the present a second before she plowed right into them, knocking them onto a snowbank. Then the boxer rolled onto her back in a way AJ had come to realize was her own happy dance.
He rubbed Holly’s belly. “Good girl, Holly, good girl.”
“We owe her extra treats for life for bringing us together.” Mary Hannah rubbed the boxer’s ears. “Do you think she knew what she was doing?”
AJ looked into Holly’s brown eyes, then up to Mary Hannah’s. “I’m absolutely certain.”