JUAN

Here is the house I live in

    imagine, listen, look, see

    breathe in the fragrance of blossoms

    and fruit trees

    tall and green in the roofless central courtyard

    under that tiny square of sky

    visible from deep inside

    the heart of a place

    surrounded

    by stiffly walled rooms

Mangos, orchids, jasmine, lime

    these are the scents I inhale every morning

    when I step into the courtyard

    and look up at that small square of blue

    where birds in flight pass high above

    the rhythm of rising and falling wings

    daring me

    to scratch rhymes

    by pressing the sharpness of my fingernail

    into the soft flesh

    of petals and leaves

    even though I don’t know

    how to write

Would they clap for me at those parties if they knew

    about the funny shapes I invent

    like a bird’s sharp little feet scratching shapes

    on moist beach sand?

Would they clap if they knew that for me

    each secret shape is seen and remembered

    as my own private alphabet

    of make-believe letters

    and words?