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The Kid and I were sitting with Roger in a booth in the back of Hanrahan’s. The Kid was taking occasional bites from his grilled cheese while keeping up his end of the conversation with Roger. His line of five Matchbox cars was in perfect order down the center of the table.

“But why?”

“I already told ya, Kid. I got no idear.” Roger shuffled a well-used deck of cards.

“But why?” The Kid adjusted the blue Citroën a tenth of a millimeter. I couldn’t have said why it made a difference, but I felt better.

“Yeah, well, I can see your point, but that’s just how the game is played, sport. Aces can be ones or elevens. Them’s the rules.” He stopped shuffling and gave the boy a hard stare. “And don’t ask me why.”

Hard stares had no effect on my son, but his normal attention span is far too short to maintain an argument. He picked up his sandwich and began flying it around his plate.

Roger dealt two cards. “So, what’ve ya got there? Jack of clubs and nine of diamonds. What’ve ya got?”

The half-eaten airplane continued to circle the ketchup-covered landing zone, now with an audio track, supplied by my son, of vaguely piglike noises.

“Why are you trying to teach my son blackjack?”

“Because I don’t know how to play bridge. Come on, young fella. A jack and a nine. What’ve ya got.”

“Leave him alone. Children don’t add double-digit numbers until second grade. You’ll stress him out.”

The Kid gave a quick glance at the cards. “Fifteen!” He took a bite of airplane. He may have been wrong, but he was not stressed.

“Well, he’s no Rain Man,” Roger said.

While I was pleased to see that the Kid was communicating with someone, there was an annoying voice in my head demanding to know why it wasn’t me. “That whole Rain Man story was fiction, you know.” I was mildly surprised at how angry I sounded. “My son is even more special. For one thing, he’s real.”

“Sorry. I tried a joke without figuring in what kind of audience I was working. Won’t happen again.” He turned back to the Kid. “Try again, midget. You got it right yesterday. Nine and what? What’s a jack?”

The Kid dropped the remains of the sandwich on his plate and stared at the cards. Then he cooed, “The man with the feather.”

“Jacks are tens, aren’t they?” Roger continued. “So ya got a ten and a nine. You can do this.”

“Tell Roger to leave you in peace,” I said.

The Kid ignored me—as he had all week.

“Jason Stafford?”

I looked up. A big, slightly unkempt man in a gray suit was blocking the end of the booth. He looked like nine out of ten of the government bureaucrats I had ever dealt with.

“Father or son?” I said. Then I recognized him. “Where’s the hat?”

He didn’t smile. He nodded as though he recognized humor as a common human failing.

“Charles Gibbons.” He flipped a leather ID holder. “SEC.”

“Nice to meet you, Mr. Gibbons. Talk to my lawyer.” I was clean. Legit. A model citizen ever since my release from federal prison. And what wasn’t quite squeaky clean was untraceable. “Why were you following me?”

“I wasn’t following you.” He looked away. He was a terrible liar.

“Yes, you were. I saw you. Two days ago, just down the block.”

He ignored me. I wanted to ignore him back.

“I have some questions about the people you have been associating with,” he said. “A quick chat with me might clear up some misconceptions. The kind of misconceptions that could get you sent back upstate.”

I had been aces with my parole officer ever since I had helped the FBI catch a killer eight months ago. But I had more than two years to go keeping him happy, and an unkind word from another law enforcement agency could easily end our honeymoon.

“Listen, I’m serious. I don’t discuss the weather with you guys without a lawyer being present. Nothing personal. Leave me your card and I’ll have him call you and set something up. Deal?”

“Nineteen!” the Kid suddenly cried out, bouncing the jack off Roger’s nose.

“Very good, Kid,” I said without thinking. Then it struck me. Where was I when he learned his teens? A few months back, he refused to acknowledge eleven, and here he was doing second-grade math. “Really, that was great. You are a math monster!” I held my hand up for a high five.

He ignored me.

Roger was rubbing his nose where he’d been hit. “I been assaulted,” he said. He turned to the Fed. “You’re not going to protect me?”

Mr. Gibbons ignored him. “I’m looking for some specific information and I think you can help me find it. Give me five minutes, that’s all.”

I liked the guy better when he was begging—but not enough to deliberately hang myself. “I think you’re wrong. I can’t imagine what we might have to talk about. For five minutes or five seconds. Please, let me enjoy this quality time of being ignored by my son.” I gave him my most ingratiating smile, the one I used on Skeli when it was my turn to do the dishes.

“I could come back with a warrant,” he said. The smile hadn’t worked. It never worked with Skeli either. “On Friday afternoon, so we’d have to keep you all weekend until your hotshot lawyer gets back from his beach house on Monday morning. But don’t worry about your son. We’ll park him with Child Services. He’ll sleep on a cot in the office and eat Happy Meals. He’ll love it.”

Or be watched over by Angie. A situation guaranteed to terrorize them both. Either way, his routine would be shot. The Kid needed his routine. Depended on it. Without it, he would begin to regress again. Months of hard-won adjustments to life in the alien world he inhabited would be lost. I was straddling a line between exploding in anger and total capitulation.

Roger intervened.

“You know somethin’, Cholly? There’s another way to play this. If I wanted something from somebody and I saw him in a bar, first thing, I’d offer to buy a round. Maybe it softens ’em up. It shows some respect. You see what I’m saying?”

Charles Gibbons thought it over. He wasn’t stupid, just very deliberate. He weighed his options and moved only when he’d thought it all through. “What’ll it be?”

“Rémy,” Roger said. Then, quickly seizing the opportunity, “Double.”

“Bud Light,” I said. “And a water for my son.”

He gave a quick nod and turned for the bar. I heard him ask for a Maker’s Mark on the rocks for himself—he wasn’t on a government expense allowance.

“I’ll take the Kid home,” Roger said quietly.

“No, stay,” I said. “I might like a witness. This is the guy with the hat I told you about. Across from Fischer Brothers.”

Roger nodded, then pointed with his chin. Gibbons was back.

The Fed set the drinks down. “Maybe you and I could have our talk over there,” he said, gesturing toward an empty booth. “We wouldn’t have to bother your friend.”

Roger slid over, making room for him. “Don’t mind me and the Kid. He’s just been showing off his math skills.” He took a sip of cognac and began to shuffle the deck again.

We all sat and drank for a minute. The Kid belched—loud enough to turn heads at the bar. I ignored him. I had learned to pick my spots, and a loud belch in a noisy bar was not important. Holding hands while crossing Broadway was important. Not biting his teacher was important. Not screaming “stupid cunt” at the driver on the M104 when the bus lurched before we were sitting down was very important.

“Four minutes left,” I finally said.

He sat down.

“You’re in trouble,” he said. “If you are not now, you soon will be.”

“I’m listening.”

The Kid made bubble sounds in the bottom of his glass with the straw.

“Me, too,” Roger said.

Gibbons was not reassured by this.

“You are talking to the wrong people.”

“A lot of people have been telling me this. Who are the right people?”

“I mean that these people could be trouble for you.”

“You are here out of concern for my welfare? Why am I not feeling all warm and cuddly?”

“You are out of your depth. Tell me whatever you’ve come up with. I will share it with the authorities. Take your son and go home and whenever any of these people call, tell them you found nothing and want nothing more to do with this.”

“You’re trying to scare me.” I looked at the Kid, who was again lining up his cars on the table in front of him—dinnertime. “It’s not working.”

Gibbons looked over at the Kid and back to me. “Murder means nothing to them. You. Or your family.”

“I think we’re done talking, Mr. Gibbons. Talk to my lawyer. Now, beat it.”

He surprised me. He stood up.

Roger smiled up at him and toasted with his glass. “I’ll get ya next time.”

Gibbons ignored him.

“Ask Virgil about the lawyer.”

“What lawyer?”

“Ask Virgil.”

“Give me a hint, big guy.”

“In Switzerland.”

“Biondi? Virgil knows about him?” That might be worth exploring.

“You know? And you’re still playing with these people? You’re an idiot.”

That made it unanimous.

I laughed. “Well, thanks, Mr. Gibbons. That’s pretty straightforward.”

Gibbons tossed back the rest of his twelve dollars’ worth of bourbon and stomped out.

“That guy’s not right,” I said.

“Howzat?” Roger said.

“No Fed ever bought me a drink before.”

•   •   •

DESPITE MY SCHOOLYARD BRAVADO, I was beginning to get spooked. Both Brady and Gibbons had given me straight-up warnings, and Douglas Randolph’s freak-out was beginning to feel like part of a pattern, rather than a one-off bit of hysteria. I seemed to have set something in motion—I just didn’t know what. I reminded myself that a million dollars a year for life was a goal that could support some temporary discomfort. I waited until Angie and her family came to pick up the Kid, and then I began retracing some of my steps.

The first stop was back where I had started. An old friend. But Paddy Gallagher hadn’t been into Joe Allen’s in a week, the bartender informed me. She wasn’t exactly worried about him, but she did admit that it was unusual.

“His voice mail box is full,” I said.

She gave a double-shoulder shrug—which caused some eye-catching undulation in the deep vee of her blouse. “Can’t help you. If you leave your name, I’ll tell him you were by.” She leaned forward and hunched her shoulders just enough to test my resolve. “And your number.”

I failed the test—I looked. She smiled. We are all who we were in high school—I was forty-five, a father, an ex-husband, and an ex-convict, but I still became tongue-tied when a woman vamped me.

“I’ll be back,” I said, retreating.

“Do that,” she called as I headed for the door. “I work days on the weekends and Monday and Tuesday nights.”

Paddy kept a cubbyhole office in the Palace Theatre building over on Broadway, so I walked in that direction while I made another call on my cell. I knew someone who might know where to find Paddy.

“Mouse. It’s Jason Stafford.”

“Oh, yeah. I hear you’re a dangerous man to talk to these days.”

“Me? Not a chance. What do you hear?”

“What do you got?”

“An SEC bean counter named Gibbons—who tells me that I’m in danger—and Doug Randolph, who says I threatened his wife.”

“Yeah, that’s what I hear. Randolph, I mean. I don’t know this other guy.”

“I’m sorry for his troubles, but I didn’t send anyone there.”

“I believe it, but it’s got some of your other old friends spooked.”

“Paddy.”

“In one. Randolph talked to him and the old guy took the next flight to London. He said he was going to see some shows, but I hear he hasn’t left the Grosvenor since he got there.”

I stopped walking. Paddy was a friend—or so I’d thought.

Hints and threats I had—answers were in short supply. Maybe I had not retraced my steps far enough. I had to talk to Virgil Von Becker—without Everett.