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Copyright ©2007 by Jeff Bell

All rights reserved. Published 2007

Printed in the United States of America

No portion of this publication may be reproduced in any manner without written permission of the publisher.

Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

Bell, Jeff, 1963-

Rewind, replay, repeat: a memoir of obsessive-compulsive disorder / Jeff Bell.

p. cm.

ISBN: 978-1-59285-371-7

Ebook ISBN: 978-1-59285-932-0

1. Bell, Jeff, 1963—Mental health. 2. Obsessive-compulsive disorder—Patients—Biography. I. Title.

RC533.B45 2007

362.196’852270092—dc22

[B]

2006050118

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Editor’s note:

This book includes the author’s personal accounts of living with obsessive-compulsive disorder. In some cases names, dates, and circumstances have been changed to protect anonymity. While every attempt has been made to provide accurate information in regard to OCD, this book is sold with the understanding that the publisher and author are not engaged in rendering psychological or other professional services. If expert counseling is needed, the services of a competent professional should be sought.

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