“This is an epoch-making book. It is one of the most incisive memoirs ever written on the experience of mental illness, and by far the best first-person account available on life from the point of view of the OCD sufferer. Jeff Bell has scaled the heights of narrative memoirs, conveying the excruciating details of the inner life of a man whose brain is on fire.”

—Jeffrey M. Schwartz, M.D., author of Brain Lock and The Mind and the Brain

“In a most sensitive way, Jeff Bell explains what it’s like to be inside of his own self-made prison and describes his efforts to heal himself. His emphasis on his own spirituality and his willingness to change his attitude will shine light on the road to recovery for the many people afflicted with this disorder.”

—Gerald G. Jampolsky, M.D., author of Love Is Letting Go of Fear