PICNIC TRIPTYCH

I. FROM SMALL BROWN NOTEBOOK

The tall man whose name I’d forgotten

led me down to the Roaring Fork

where he spread out a paisley blanket,

arranging chunks of cheese, baguettes,

a bottle of pale peach rosé.

A raft capsized farther upriver.

The man stood up and ran the other

direction. I waded through cold

water, saw the boaters, safe.

An uphill climb to home, I fell

asleep. Entering the house, the man

undressed, crawled next to me, his body,

a question mark. Waking, I told him

to leave. He stood, pulling on jeans,

walked across the landing just as

my husband climbed the stairs. Witnessing

the man, he turned to go. The stranger

bolted, hailing a cab outside.

My husband at the next-door bar

ordered a Glenfiddich shot.

As I approached, he motioned no.

The house alone kept quiet that night.

II. LE DÉJEUNER SUR L’HERBE

—Édouard Manet, 1863

He had invited her to lunch

beside the Roaring Fork, and she,

forgetting his history, said yes.

The artist had stretched a bedspread

across grass, now his empty canvas,

placing there Chianti and Brie.

Upriver a raft overturned.

He stood, brushed crumbs off his lap, mumbling,

Against the tree. Bicycle unlocked.

Trying to balance on slick rocks

to see the boaters safe on land,

she waded across slippery river.

Through gorse she climbed. Inside the stone

house she lay down on the floor, slept.

Did she dream or did he trail her

back to the house, undress, then anchor

his weight beside her? She could hear

a door slam shut. Her husband took

the stairs by twos, the dogs at his heels.

III. HALF THERE

It was a summer’s day.

It was cold as winter.

He invited her down to the river,

then pretended they’d never met.

They drank beside the Roaring Fork.

Chilled, she left, without a wrap.

He shadowed her uphill.

She entered the house alone.

She didn’t lock the door.

The door was locked.

On the bedroom floor she slept.

He left an imprint there.

She woke to the slam of a door.

The room was empty.

Under the wing of roof

no one spoke of this again.