Bree was surprised to find she’d fallen asleep on her bed.
“But,” Nikki said when she knocked on her door to tell her Josh would be here in a half hour and they’d have drinks before dinner, “that’s why you’re here—to relax. Believe me, I know it takes a long time to deal with such losses. For me, it helped to get busy—to fight back, in a way.”
Bree thought she would say more, but she darted down the hall.
Bree showered, changed into slacks and a carefully selected blouse and headed for the stairs. The door to the bedroom next to hers stood ajar. She hesitated a moment before walking past it and downstairs. It was—or was meant to be—a nursery, with pale yellow walls and rainbows on the wallpaper, and yellow carpet, too. But it was bare of furniture, an empty box of a room, like a present that was never opened however bright the wrappings.
Daria must have been right. Nikki and Josh had lost two pregnancies, and if they’d had a nursery ready, that might mean Nikki had been pretty far along. Was it as devastating to lose a hoped-for baby you never knew—twice—as it was to lose a sister who was the person closest to you in the world, even if you didn’t know her as well as you thought?
Bree’s stomach knotted as she went downstairs and heard Josh’s voice mingled with Nikki’s, but she couldn’t tell what they were saying. When she joined them, she saw she’d interrupted a private moment, for he had his arm around her, though she had her outside arm propped on her hip as if she’d been trying to make some point.
“Bree, glad you could join us for some R & R.” Josh greeted her and pecked a kiss on her cheek before stepping back. She saw his eyes fill with tears he blinked quickly back as he turned away. Either he was very glad to see her, or he and Nikki had been speaking of something emotional. Or maybe he was taken aback by the fact she looked like Daria. She had intentionally chosen a blouse she knew her sister had worn more than once, supposedly to her accounting class, but evidently to meet a man at the Gator Watering Hole. Bree was dying to challenge Josh about that, but she had no idea if he was the one with the information she needed.
“All right, ladies,” he said, rubbing his hands together, “we are going to make our own caipirinha drinks with home-grown cachaça before dinner.”
“Our own what, with what?” Bree asked. “Something Mexican? My Latino business partner—” there, she’d said it “—drinks a pick-me-up called yerba maté all the time.”
“This is the national drink of Brazil,” Josh said, taking each of them by the arm and steering them outside and down the front steps, “and it’s catching on here, especially in Miami. Who says exhausting statewide campaigning doesn’t have its perks?”
Bree could tell he was forcing his light tone. He walked them over to a wooden table set up on the lawn at the edge of the eastern cane field. Several trays held three tall glasses, and bowls of lime wedges, sugar and ice. From the grass below, Josh picked up a thick stick, a sharp knife and a huge, curved machete with a wooden handle.
“It looks like someone’s about to declare war,” Bree observed, but her voice sounded shaky. She jumped behind Nikki when Josh picked up the machete and swung it in a wide arc. It whistled in the hot, humid air.
“This,” he said, “is the way they used to cut cane.”
With a tremendous swipe, he sliced through two cane stalks, toppling them toward the women.
“Timber!” Nikki cried, and Bree smelled liquor on her breath already. Each woman caught one of the twelve-foot stalks, despite being half-buried by its leaves.
“Man, using this thing makes me feel good,” Josh said, and with a quick laugh, started to decapitate the heads of other stalks, then swung lower to make yet others crash down.
“Be careful, or you’ll cut yourself!” Nikki cried. “You don’t need to be all bandaged up at your alma mater tomorrow.”
That’s right, Bree thought. Josh was speaking at Lely High School tomorrow. If she could just risk getting him alone, that might make a good entrée into getting him to reminisce about Daria.
Josh walked back toward them, the huge arched blade still in his hand. He bent down, took the cane Bree held and dropped it onto the ground, then hacked it into three equal pieces at its lowest joints.
“Sugarcane school, lesson number one,” he said, holding up one of the joints for her to see. He dropped the machete on the grass and, with the knife on the table, peeled back the husk to reveal what looked like hundreds of wet straws inside the piece of cane. “Bite on this,” he told Bree.
Keeping an eye on the machete and knife, Bree touched the severed straws with her tongue. Sweet juice flooded her mouth.
“Spit out the rest,” Nikki said. “The chewy stuff is the bagasse. But the liquid’s a great source of energy—and of sugar.”
“Now, lesson number two,” Josh said as he peeled another piece, then put it on a plate and chopped it even smaller before he jammed it in one of the glasses. He took the big wooden stick from the table—it was over a foot long and barely fit in the glass—and mashed the cane.
“Obviously,” he said, “the best bartenders across America do not carry on like the madman demo you’ve just seen. The sugarcane distillate we just made by hand comes in a variety of brands, some of which are aged in cognac barrels or oak casks in France, no less. But I think we should start bottling and aging our own cane into this cachaça.”
He mixed three drinks with the ingredients and then tapped Nikki’s and Bree’s glasses before they drank. “To the future of cane and a great senatorial election,” he said. “Now watch it, because this stuff can sneak up on you, just like rum. Here, I’ve got some extra made.”
“Before dinner, let’s show her our secret getaway from our big-house getaway,” Nikki said as Josh took a swig of his drink.
“And she doesn’t mean our little pied-à-terre in Tallahassee. Sure, let’s go.”
“Lead the way,” she said. “Lindy will ring the bell for dinner.”
“Onward! Ever onward! Josh Austin for senate!” Josh cried, and raised the machete before him as if it were a flag they could follow. Nikki just shook her head and picked up the tray with more mixings for the drinks. Bree thought the caipirinha was delicious—sweet, yet tart and refreshing—but it had such an alluring kick that she silently vowed to furtively pour hers out along the way. She had no intention of getting drunk and then being questioned by Josh about how much she knew. No, she was hoping he’d have too much so she could set him up for a heartfelt talk and, maybe, a confession. Besides, she had to keep her wits about her, since they seemed to be leading her into the labyrinth of deep cane, and Josh still had that massive weapon.
Amelia was grateful that the doctor hadn’t asked her to lie down on a couch, although there was one in the room. “So this doctor-patient information is entirely privileged, like with a lawyer?” she asked Dr. Scott Nelson. Ben had assured her of that, but she was double-checking. The man had a kindly face and soft voice that exuded compassion.
“Absolutely,” he said, folding his hands on one crossed knee. They sat in facing chairs as if they were just here for a friendly chat, but she had no intention of falling for that. Oh, no, she fully intended to keep up her guard.
“I could be subpoenaed,” he explained, “but I’d refuse to testify and my records would stay sealed. I’d go to prison before I would betray a trust from a patient.”
Testify? Go to prison? His mere word choice evoked horrible images of his clients being arrested. And Ben was the prosecutor who would be responsible for bringing a murderer to justice.
Ben had not exactly answered the question of how close he was to Dr. Nelson, to get her an appointment this quickly. She decided not to ask the doctor if information was also kept private from a family member. More than once, she’d seen Ben worm things out of his own clients or other lawyers. She’d already told him too much. She could only pray that he—or Bree, in her crusade, as Ben called it, to find out who had hurt Daria—would not check around the marina and discover that Amelia had rented a boat.
Despite her fears of open water, she’s gone out into the gulf until she’d spotted Mermaids II. She’d cut the motor and let the boat drift closer, because she figured if Daria heard her, she’d order her to keep away. The rental motorboat was almost on top of the dive boat when Daria had seen her and helped her grapple the two crafts together so Amelia could climb aboard, telling her off the whole time.
And then, it had all happened so fast. More arguing, the push that made Daria slip and crack her head against the steering wheel in the dive boat’s little wheelhouse. Daria had said she’d been nauseous and a little dizzy, and now Amelia knew why. Daria shouldn’t have slipped from that little push. She must have been dizzy from the first trimester of her pregnancy. Maybe the nausea was why she really hadn’t dived with Bree. Everything was really Daria’s fault, not hers, Amelia assured herself.
She had scrambled off the boat, back to her own vessel, panicked that Daria might be dead and she’d be blamed for what was an accident. Because she was afraid Bree might surface if she heard a motor, she let the boat drift away again before starting it. She had to get back in, because the storm was starting to kick up. Surely Bree would surface and help Daria. They had always stuck together, so let them take care of each other now.
But to the kindly faced, soft-voiced psychiatrist, she was saying nothing. Even if he were a trusted Catholic priest—and there were fewer of them than ever lately—in a soundproof confessional booth, Amelia would never tell him or anyone else. Despite the fact that Daria’s death had been ruled a drowning, despite the fact she blamed Daria for her predicament, Amelia feared she had killed her own sister. And no one—not even Ben, trial lawyer extraordinaire—could ever defend that.
Although the sugarcane was planted in rich-looking, mucky soil, they followed a twisting, narrow gravel path. The song “Follow The Yellow Brick Road” ran through Bree’s mind as she walked behind Josh and Nikki into their own land of Oz, hopefully one with no flying monkeys or wicked witches.
Bree felt curious but nervous. The leaves of the thick cane rustled and rattled; the field seemed to sigh as if it had a life of its own. As startled birds burst into the air, Bree startled in turn. She scolded herself that she was getting paranoid. Insects buzzed around her and she swatted them away. When she was certain no one was looking, she dribbled some of her drink, as delicious as it was, on the ground.
She’d argued with Cole that she was certain the Austins would not harm her. If Josh had not been involved with Daria, there would be no problem with her visit, she told him. And if Josh had been involved, he’d try to keep a low profile. That certainly would include winning Bree over and not harming her. Daria’s death had become her life insurance. But where were they leading her?
“Fear not,” Nikki called over her shoulder, as if she’d read Bree’s mind while they walked the path between towering, endless stalks of sharp-shaped leaves. “We just want to show you our private waterfront property.”
“You’re kidding. In here?”
“And since it’s not polluted,” Nikki said, taking a big swig of caipirinha, “King Cane cannot be blamed for hurting your sea grass hundreds of miles away.”
“Was that King Cane or King Kong, my dear?” Josh asked, his cleverness sounding too forced. “This reminds me of the scene where the big ape comes out of the jungle—”
“You’re not getting another one of these,” Nikki said, taking yet another swallow of her own drink.
Suddenly, the green cane curtain ended in a big circle. Before them lay a large pond edged by reeds, with ibis wading for fish and cormorants spreading their wings to dry.
“This day is full of surprises,” Bree admitted.
“You ain’t seen nothing yet,” Josh said. “This is the hundred-acre detention pond, which filters out the phosphorus and nitrogen from the farm’s runoff before it even flows through the Glades to the gulf.”
“Mandated by the ruinous Everglades Forever Act in ’94,” Nikki added. “As wonderful as it sounds, its purpose was to punish cane growers for giving Americans exactly what they wanted. Sugar—so they could all get obese! And, over here, our Shangri-la away from home.”
Bree looked left where Nikki pointed and saw they’d erected a screened-in dome, large enough for a table and four chairs. A hammock hung inside, too. The cane field they’d just come through backed up tight against it, but on the other side was a great view of the pond. As they headed for it, a distant bell began to toll.
“Damn, I told Lindy to hold dinner,” Nikki said, pouting. “Do you have your cell, Josh?”
“Nope. This wouldn’t be paradise if I dragged contact with the outside world in here. Bree?”
“Sorry. I left mine in the house. I had no idea we were going anywhere but to the veranda for a drink.”
“I’ll jog back and tell her not to expect us for a half hour or so,” Nikki said as Josh opened the screen door and she deposited the drink tray on the table. “It won’t take me ten minutes, and I’m carrying that machete with me. I’ll bring a cell phone back.”
“No cells!” Josh called as she hurried away. “No e-mails, no interviews, no statements, no press releases!” His voice trailed off as his wife disappeared around the twelve-foot-high, green corner of cane.
“Sometimes,” he said with a sigh, “I’d rather be raising cane here than on the campaign circuit.”
His pun seemed as flat as his earlier stabs at humor. Of course, he was tired, Bree realized, and trying to be a good host. But, like Nikki’s false-fronted house, was he covering up something?
“That reminds me,” Bree said, as she took the wooden chair Josh indicated and he sank into the one next to her, “did Mark fly you here, too? Nikki and I could have waited for you.”
“Yeah. He’s back and forth a lot,” he told her, rubbing his eyes with his thumb and index finger. “He has an apartment at Nikki’s dad’s house here, but he’s on call to us 24-7 since I’ve been running.” He looked over at her and forced a smile. “Like the Energizer Bunny, running, and running…”
“I’m sure the strain of being onstage all the time is grueling. Everyone watching, never any private time—except here with Nikki. You’d never get away alone with anyone but her or Mark.”
He didn’t answer but frowned out over the pond. Several red-beaked gallinules were fighting and others skimmed across the water’s surface, half running, half flying, as if to cheer on their favorite. Bree wondered if this convenient time alone with Josh was just a gift from God—or orchestrated by the earthly deities who seemed to rule this cane kingdom. Either way, she was not going to let this ten minutes Nikki had mentioned go to waste.
“I’m sure it will be really emotional going back to our high school tomorrow, especially after Daria’s loss,” she said. “You two shared so many good times there—so many memories and, once upon a time, plans for the future.”
“I hadn’t thought of the event that way. It all seems a long time ago. I’m in and out of the place in an hour and a half, with a speech to the whole school, then a Q and A with the government classes. Mark got some newspaper coverage.”
“I know I’d be thinking of Ted—picturing him there—if I went back. And then, of course, recalling all that came later between us.”
Josh shifted in his seat and took another swig of his caipirinha. The cane close behind them rattled its leaves, the sound almost like distant clapping. Bree’s hands tightened around her sweaty glass, resting on the arm of her chair.
“But now Ted’s dead,” she went on, “and Sam blames me. It’s hard to have that on my head and heart. Sam acts as if I actually physically harmed Ted.”
Josh sat up ramrod straight. “Bree, I know you’re grieving for her—I am, too, of course. But obviously, my emotions weren’t tied to her like yours, except—ah, you know…from the past.”
The silver-tongued Josh was fumbling for words. Had she hit a nerve?
“The truth is, I really, really regret,” he said as every nerve in her own body tensed, “that Sam Travers has been such a jerk to you over the years.”
That wasn’t where she’d wanted the conversation to go at all. How could she get him back on Daria without giving everything away?
“I can handle Sam, but—”
“He’s only happy blowing things up lately, but that’s what he’s always done,” Josh insisted, “personally and professionally. He wanted to control Ted’s life from the moment Ted’s mother walked out. I shouldn’t have spoken up for him to get that Sarasota demolition job, but I thought you might like him out of your hair for a while.”
“You arranged that job? As a favor to me?” Or, she thought, as a ploy to get Sam’s backing for your senate run.
“Yes, and he mentioned he’d like to buy you out. I told him it had better be a fair price. Had you thought about that?”
“He asked. I said no. I’m surprised both you and Ben think you can try to push us into that, though.”
“Who’s us?” he said, ignoring her testy tone and veering off her chosen path again. “You’re talking as if Daria’s still with you.”
She’d meant Manny, of course, but she saw another way to shake Josh up. “You know how identical twins are,” she said, leaning on the arm of her chair to turn her whole body in his direction. She wanted to shriek at him, to demand to know if he’d had an affair with Daria and fathered her child, but then he’d surely clam up. And Nikki might be back soon. She had to do this quickly, quietly, but take a risk.
“How identical twins are?” he repeated her words, narrowing his eyes and staring her down. “Meaning what?”
“We always shared everything, no matter what we told others. We even knew what the other was thinking, feeling.”
Lies, lies, she told herself. She’d learned that the hard way in the eight days Daria had been dead. But surely Josh didn’t know that.
“You’re not suggesting some sort of ESP with her, even now?” he asked, his usually assured voice gone almost breathy.
“I don’t believe in ghosts, Josh, and yet I think someone could have harmed her. I believe she’s at peace, but I can’t let it rest.”
She let her voice hang. She was starting to panic. Nikki would come back and she might not get Josh alone again, though she supposed his affair could be known to his wife. No, impossible. Not the way they carried on together.
She tried the only other tack she could think of. “Josh, did you consider that the autopsy might show more than just cause of death? Daria was pregnant—and I can’t help but wonder if that could have, in a way, been the cause of her death. Not that the pregnancy went wrong, but that someone wanted to hush it up. I know you and Ben were trying to keep some things under wraps. I was going to mention it to you and Nikki later, but—”
He looked angry, but also puzzled. “Who was she seeing?” he asked.
“I don’t know. Do you?”
“Are you crazy? You think it was me?”
“It was someone she felt she couldn’t tell me about, for some reason.”
“But you just said you shared everyth—”
“I know what I said.”
“Are you trying to set me up? You do think she was seeing me! Well, she wasn’t. And I don’t need you mentioning that Daria was pregnant to Nikki. She’s had two miscarriages, and I don’t want her suspicions running wild when there is no basis in fact. Bree, damn it, I trust you, and I expect you to do the same. I am not the father of Daria’s child. Hell, I’m not the father of any living child! And my only part in getting the autopsy results was trying to speed things up so you wouldn’t have to suffer longer than you were.”
That was the thing about golden boy Josh Austin—he always had the right answers, Bree told herself as she apologized to him and said she’d been grasping at straws. “I only know how much she loved you once,” she said, looking out over the lake. “I had to know.”
“Now you do. I repeat, I’m trusting you to be fair about this and not spread any sort of ugly rumor that would tarnish my reputation or Daria’s memory.”
Or your marriage or campaign, she thought. His voice had wavered, perhaps because she’d surprised and upset him. Before she’d discovered Daria had lied to her, she supposed she would have given Josh the benefit of the doubt, but now she wasn’t sure. Did she really think he would have admitted an affair to her when that fact could ruin his marriage, his financial backing and tie him to a possible murder?
Then again, she had to admit, there was no murder investigation but in her own heart and mind. Ben passed it off as untenable; Josh hadn’t made that leap when he denied the affair. Only Cole seemed to be in her corner, and he always played devil’s advocate.
“I’m baa-ack,” Nikki called, and Bree saw she had Mark with her. “Guess who I found, hoping for a handout at dinner?”
Josh didn’t look any too pleased to have his aide here, but then, Mark Denton was the ultimate symbol of the campaign Josh had come here to escape, even if for a few moments.
As the sun sank and the tall cane cast long shadows across the pond, everyone chatted amiably, though she could tell Josh was seething. She knew she should regret that she’d abused her host and longtime friend with her fishing expedition, but she didn’t. If she’d been careless or headstrong, too bad, because she was getting more desperate yet determined by the minute.