On the last Saturday in September, a glorious autumn morning, the sun melting the rime of frost on the long grass by the roadside, Clare cycled halfway into Armagh and parked her bicycle against the low wall where Andrew Richardson had once found it with subsiding tyres.
Her pause was only momentary. She opened the gates, wheeled her bicycle through, closed them behind her and pedalled slowly up the steep gravel drive that wove its way around the side of the smoothly contoured hill that all but concealed the house itself from those who passed by on the road beyond.
Both June and John had made sure she knew exactly where to turn off the driveway and on to the narrow path that led to the back of the house, where to leave her bicycle out of sight and where to find the stone steps leading down to the biggest of the basement rooms from which June Wiley now ran the entire establishment.
She passed tall, dusty windows protected by thick iron bars and found the heavy wooden door to the basement. She closed it behind her and stepped cautiously down the stone steps that dropped steeply into a long, empty corridor. The sunlight threw bands of heavy shadow down the peeling, whitewashed walls and across the bare, echoing wooden floor which ran past all the basement rooms.
Clare felt like an intruder. She was grateful that her flat school shoes made no sound in the echoing space, her silent step penetrating the defences of a different world and moving her apprehensively towards an unknown objective.
‘Good girl yerself,’ said June, as Clare came into the big kitchen and took off her coat. ‘Yer in good time,’ she added, glancing up at the enormous clock which hung on the discoloured walls. ‘I’ll show you roun’ down here. If we’re lucky an’ they’re out this afternoon I can show you the big rooms. You’ll have to go up to do the beds, but use the back stairs an’ don’t stop to look roun’ ye,’ she warned. ‘At all costs don’t let anyone see you. I don’t understan’ the woman at all, but she’d like to pretend this house is run by itself. She can’t stan’ seein’ “staff” as she calls them, especially if its young ones. She can just about say a civil word to me because she knows she has to,’ she added, as she handed Clare a well-starched white apron, thin with age, and a cap that reminded her of Miss Muffet in a long-gone picture book.
The day passed slowly, though Clare was neither bored nor troubled by the tasks to be done. She remembered other first days in her life and wondered if the strange extension in time was because everything was so new. Perhaps it made you more aware of each separate experience, the first time you changed the sheets on the huge four-poster bed in the south guest room, the first time you carpet swept the threadbare rugs in the upstairs corridor, the first time you cleaned windows with June’s own strange-smelling mixture of water, methylated spirit and vinegar.
John had told her how lovely the gardens had been before the war. She studied the dim outlines of paths and walkways as she polished the old window glass, so thickened in places it distorted the pattern of trees and shrubs which lay beyond, creating an impressionistic picture of colour and shape. There’d been a rose garden and a white garden and beyond both a pleasure garden with a little fountain and a pergola covered in scented honeysuckle. The flowers had gone during the war, replaced at first by plantings of potatoes and vegetables. After the war, as labour got even scarcer, the plots were grassed over or left to the buttercups and foxgloves. Some rose beds at the front of the house did survive. ‘For the benefit of visitors,’ said John wryly.
Clare wondered if Mr Richardson still kept up his interest in new varieties of garden plants or whether that too had gone with the economies the last years had brought. As she worked her way round to the windows on the south front, she found her answer. Looking down through the cracked and green-stained panes of an ancient conservatory, she could see a prolific vine clinging to the walls of the house. Opposite, on a wooden work bench, where tools and bowls of compost sat ready to use, there was a blaze of bright colour from rows of plants arranged in order of height against the outer glass wall.
‘Clare’s Delight,’ she whispered to herself, as she began to dust.
She smiled as she thought of her window boxes, just beginning to show the sad effects of the chilly nights. But they were still in bloom, amongst them the fuchsias propagated from the one precious cutting she always referred to as ‘John Wiley’s ill-gotten gains’. With the seedlings of lobelia and alyssum Granny Hamilton had given her and cuttings from a pink geranium of Uncle Jack’s, the window boxes had been a delight all summer. It was such a pity the perennials would soon have to be repotted and go back to the window sills for the winter. She imagined Mr Richardson walking into his conservatory and seeing his precious plants in bloom even when there was snow on the ground outside.
She paused, intrigued by the vase of fine china flowers she’d picked up as she dusted her way along the mantelpiece. The house was so full of objects. Every possible surface was covered with them, so she couldn’t dust or carpet sweep without moving something.
There were souvenirs from foreign travels, pieces of decorated brass and copper with swirling patterns and Arabic inscriptions, polished wood trays inlayed with mother of pearl and collections of exotic seashells. Other souvenirs came from nearer home. A collection of individual cups and saucers, all different, very prettily patterned and decorated in gold, small plates and vases in Belleek ware, china mugs with ‘A present from Dublin’ or ‘A present from Galway’. Then there were things made from wood, a Dutch windmill with sails that turned, a lacquered Saint Bernard dog complete with brandy barrel, a miniature cuckoo clock on a stand, a bowl of carved flowers painted in bright colours, an icon with Christ’s figure outlined in gold.
Just getting to the windows to clean them meant moving small writing tables, chairs with ladder backs, rotating bookcases and stools with worn tapestry seats, all beautiful pieces of furniture, the wood smooth, its colour mellowed by time. After dusting and polishing them, she’d felt quite upset to find modern magazine racks with shiny, black wooden legs and round, red plastic feet in some of the bedrooms.
‘This is Andrew’s real home’, she said, wondering which one of the many bedrooms he might have occupied as a little boy, before that ill-fated journey taking him to prep-school in England. Did he still have a room of his own, she asked herself, or was he given whichever one was currently available, when he visited?
How ironic that she should now be spending a whole day each week in the place where he so longed to be. But it would have to remain her secret. She’d tell him all the news of Drumsollen that was likely to come her way via John Wiley, just as she had done over the last year, but she’d not mention her job. It would be too unkind if he were feeling particularly homesick. Besides, it might be really painful for him to know she could see and touch the objects that had meaning for him when he himself was so far away.
She felt sad when she thought about Andrew and his love of Drumsollen. It was bad enough to have lost one’s parents, but it must be even harder to feel there was nowhere you belonged, nowhere you felt free to be yourself and do what you wanted to do. She had never forgotten those awful weeks in Belfast with no place of her own, no bedroom to run to when the tears wouldn’t stop, no orchard to hide in when everything went wrong, no kitchen to clean when action would ease the tension of anxiety, or the weariness of waiting upon events.
She wondered if there was anywhere Andrew could be himself. Cambridge, probably. But he hardly ever wrote about his studies. From what he had said his great-aunt in Norfolk sounded like a very sympathetic lady. But his Ulster family was more problematic. He was clearly fond of his grandfather and he wrote cheerfully of his cousins, Virginia and Edward, in Caledon, but when he had to visit his aunts in Fermanagh and Cavan he was clearly uneasy. His postcard from Dublin gave away the real distress of coping with his grandmother’s sister, a woman who seemed even more unbending in her approach to him than his grandmother herself.
‘Moved around like a parcel,’ she said aloud, as she moved a stack of boys’ annuals from in front of a bookcase, so she could run the Ewbank across the threadbare carpet and pick up the fluff that had fallen from it when she’d dusted.
‘You look real tired, Clarey,’ said June kindly, when Clare came back into the kitchen in the late afternoon.
‘More stairs than at the Grange,’ she replied, laughing. ‘I feel as if I’ve walked miles.’
She collapsed gratefully at the enormous scrubbed table where once half a dozen maids sat to prepare vegetables, or pastry, when the Richardsons had a shooting party or weekend guests.
June poured her a cup and passed her the milk.
‘You can clean the silver when you’ve had a break. That’ll give you a sit down while I start this casserole for tomorrow.’
Clare shivered and sipped her tea gratefully. Despite having worked so hard, she’d got thoroughly cold in the unheated rooms. The warmth of the kitchen was so comforting. She was so tired, she could just lay her head down on the table and go to sleep on the spot.
‘When did you first come here, June?’ she asked, as much to help her keep awake as out of curiosity.
‘Ah, now yer askin’,’ June laughed, as she began to count on her fingers. ‘I’m forty this year and I came straight here from school as a house maid at fourteen. That woud be 1928 woudn’t it?’
Clare nodded and waited.
‘Oh, those were the great days,’ June began, a smile touching her lips. ‘Parties and outings and visits from all the big people, the Brookeboroughs and the O’Neills and the Donegalls. Senator Richardson knew them all. Aye and some of the folk from across the water. They useta like comin’ here. They said it was a whole differen’ world from London an’ the Home Counties, as they called them. Though they did laugh for they coulden understan’ some of the sayin’s the people here had. William and Edward were still both at home, till Edward married in ’29. Great times,’ she said wistfully.
‘It wasn’t quite the same after they married. Edward bought his own place at Caledon but when William married in ’31 he brought his wife here. William was in Parliament by then and back an’ forth to Westminster as well as to Stormont, so William an’ his father ran the place between them. Or that was the idea. But Adeline loved the place as much as they did an’ she got that she’d take over if neither of them was about. It was amazin’ to everyone how a girl like her, brought up in London, cou’d take to farmin’ an’ have such a good idea of it. Mind you, she loved animals an’ though nothin’ of sittin’ up half the night with the cow man if there was some poor beast in labour. After her wee boy was born, she said she’d be happy to end her days here. She told me once she never missed London at all, except for seein’ her parents. Of course, they liked nothin’ better but to come over an’ see her and wee Andrew so she was very happy here.’
‘Why did they send Andrew to school in England?’
‘Ach, why indeed? Sure Adeline wanted him to go to school here. An’ if he had, sure they might all be alive yet, an’ this place the way it useta be,’ she said sadly, as she looked round the kitchen whose walls had not seen paint for many a year. ‘It was the Missus that insisted. She said if Andrew went to school here, he’d end up talkin’ like a local. All the Richardsons had been sent away to school. Did they want the child to be a social outcast? That was what she said, for Adeline told me. Aye, she used to sit at that table just like you’re sittin’ now, drinkin tea an’ talkin’ to me. She was from a very good family herself, but she’d no time for all this business about accent. She just wanted wee Andrew to learn manners and to have a good education an’ she diden see why he needed to go out of Ireland for that. There were plenty of good schools here, she said.’
‘But the Missus got her way?’
‘She usually did,’ said June bitterly. ‘An’ she still does. More’s the pity,’ she added, as she took their teacups to the sink and collected the silver polish and the cleaning cloths from the cupboard nearby.
The week that followed Clare’s first Saturday at Drumsollen House was a busy one. Apart from fitting in the jobs she’d usually done on a Saturday morning before she went to Margaret’s, she had to get ahead with her homework so that Charlie could take them out. He’d insisted that a meal in a hotel was the only proper way to celebrate her seventeenth birthday.
Robert was very uneasy about the whole idea. He hadn’t been in a hotel for years and when Charlie proposed The Beresford in Armagh, he immediately dismissed it as being too posh.
‘Ach, not at all man,’ Charlie retorted. ‘Sure can’t ye go where ye like these days if ye have the money. An’ it’s not out of the way expensive. My cousin’s wife works in the kitchen, she says the food’s great. Ach, come on Robert. It’s Clarey’s birthday.’
In the end, Charlie persuaded Robert to go and Clare persuaded him not to wear his stiff collar. They consumed a very good mixed grill followed by ice-cream with chocolate sauce and Robert got as far as a wee joke about the amount of cutlery provided. Afterwards, in the resident’s lounge, Charlie ordered Guinness for Robert and himself and suggested Clare had coffee. When it came and she tasted it, she wasn’t entirely sure she liked it, but she appreciated his thoughtfulness. It pleased her to have something she had never had before to mark the occasion.
‘We can’t quite run to champagne for the lady yet, Robert, but we can treat her to a coffee,’ said Charlie, as he handed over a small box which turned out to contain a very superior new fountain pen.
Clare was altogether delighted with her birthday and the lovely surprises it had brought. Auntie Polly sent another dress, Granny Hamilton remembered this time and bought her a new pair of shoes, Ronnie sent a long letter and enclosed a ten dollar bill. Jessie gave her one of her own sketches, beautifully framed by Harry, and Aunt Sarah sent a blue and gold copy of Pride and Prejudice, one of Clare’s favourite novels. There were a few cards as well, one from Robert with a short but touching message in his shaky hand, one from Uncle Harold, who had retired with his wife to Newcastle, and one from Uncle Jack who’d got a new job in Belfast after the Richhill jam factory closed down. Most amazing of all, there was a card from Andrew. She was quite certain she’d never mentioned the date of her birthday in his hearing.
The excitements and surprises of her birthday left Clare quite unprepared for a surprise of a quite different kind only a few weeks after her first visit to Drumsollen House.
When she got home from school on the Friday, Robert passed on a message from John Wiley. Could Clarey help June out by going up to the house an hour earlier in the morning? There must be something on, but as John had Senator Richardson in the car when he ran up to the forge and was in a great hurry to be somewhere or other by three o’clock, he wasn’t able to give any details.
Clare set Robert’s alarm clock for herself, had a quick breakfast and left him still in bed. She arrived at Drumsollen by seven-thirty and found the kitchen warm and June already baking.
‘What’s up, June?’ she asked as she took off her coat.
‘Oh, bad news, Clarey. Andrew’s Uncle Edward’s died of a heart attack an’ the funeral’s at two-thirty at Grange Church. We’ve got forty for tea around four o’clock and there’ll be some staying overnight. The Missus hasn’t told me about that yet. She gave me a list of the scones and cakes she wanted last night that she might well have given me yesterday mornin’.’
‘But, why isn’t Edward being buried in Caledon where he lives?’
‘Family vault,’ replied June shortly, as Clare donned her apron and cap. ‘Are you any good at making sandwiches?’ she asked anxiously.
‘Not bad,’ Clare replied honestly. ‘I have an aunt in the championship class. She’s taught me a thing or two.’
‘Thank God for that. I hate making them,’ June admitted unsmiling, as she began to grease baking trays. ‘Could you go and dust and tidy the drawing room and dining room now, before the Missus is up. You can dust the guest bedrooms while I give them their breakfast an’ find out which ones she wants. After that, it’ll take the pair of us all our time to get the food done and the rooms set up for four o’clock.’
June had forgotten she hadn’t taken her to see the ‘big rooms’, as she called them, the previous Saturday, but one look at her face told Clare she was just about coping. With only herself to help, it was hardly surprising she was anxious about the amount to be done.
She collected up her cleaning equipment and made her way cautiously up the nearby wooden stairs, past the maid’s pantry and the estate office and on into the front hall.
‘My goodness,’ she whispered to herself, as she looked around in amazement. Lit by two tall windows and a fanlight over the massive front door, the hall was as large as the bigger classrooms in Beresford Row, rooms that had once been the sitting rooms of the gentry.
From the walls, previous generations of Richardsons in heavy gilt frames looked down on a Pembroke table covered with glossy magazines and decorated with a massive table centre of cut glass positioned exactly below a chandelier of the same design.
All the doors leading out of the hall lay open revealing yet more ancestors filling up the wall space in the heavily-furnished drawing room and dining room. A smaller room, only a little larger than the big kitchen at the Grange, its walls completely clothed in bookcases full of leather-backed volumes of all shapes and sizes, had a smoking fire in the grate and a table already laid for breakfast overlooking the garden.
Clare turned away and got to work on the huge, empty drawing room. At least there was space to move around and there was somewhere to put the statuettes in plaster and bronze, the silver dishes and ewers, the bizarre carvings in very dark wood, the cases of coins, and the displays of medals while she did her dusting. Unlike the cluttered guest bedrooms, not every inch of dust-laden surface was covered with the acquisitions of former centuries.
With a sideways glance at a full length portrait of Archbishop Ussher of Armagh, who appeared to be watching her, Clare gathered up the scattered remnants of dead flowers that had shed their wrinkled leaves all across the floor and scattered pollen and sticky residues on the tables where they’d stood. She turned to the hearth. The ash had already been removed but the fire had not yet been laid. She swept up a fall of damp soot and passed on. Her hands numb with cold already, she worked her way round the massive pieces of furniture just as the smell of bacon and eggs wafted up from the kitchen below.
‘Poor old June,’ she said softly, figuring out how much work June must have done before she’d even arrived.
She listened carefully at the drawing room door. She didn’t much care for being an unseen and unknown creature referred to as ‘staff’, but she wasn’t going to let June down. Not a sound. She walked briskly into the dining room, shutting the door behind her.
‘If I’m required to be invisible, then invisible I shall be,’ she said firmly, to a hard-faced woman with sausage-shaped ringlets and a powder blue gown, who loured down at her from the wall over the yards-long sideboard.
The morning sun was just beginning to slant through the tall windows overlooking the garden. To her surprise, there was still real warmth in its rays and she paused for a few moments in a patch of light, grateful to escape the deep chill of the unheated room. It was then that she heard voices, a man, soft-spoken and indistinct, and a woman whom it would have been impossible not to hear, her tone so high and clear.
‘Thank you, Mrs Wiley. Mr Richardson will serve for us. I’ve made a list of those who have to stay overnight. I’m afraid my daughter-in-law is not coping at all, despite the generous domestic help she has, so we’ll have to rally round instead. I hope that girl of yours is doing her stuff. There are five couples and perhaps …’
The voice was cut off as they went into the morning room and shut the door.
‘Doing my stuff,’ Clare repeated, mimicking the high tone, as she wiped the tiles of the fireplace and brushed up the sawdust that had fallen from the enormous wicker log basket.
After what she’d heard, she could have made up her own mind about the Missus even without June’s sharp comments. All she can think about is her daughter-in-law’s failure to run her Caledon home as a hotel for the weekend. How dare she say she wasn’t coping when the poor woman’s second husband had just dropped dead, in his early fifties. Her own son, too.
She finished the room, made sure all was quiet outside in the hall and retreated at speed to the kitchen. June was nowhere to be seen, but there was a stack of mixing bowls and dishes by the sink and a mouth-watering smell of baking scones from the oven. She got stuck in to the washing up and had just finished when June reappeared.
She dropped down into a chair, sniffed the air and jumped to her feet again.
‘That was close, Clarey. Another few minutes and they’d have burnt,’ she said, as she unhooked the cooling racks from the wall.
‘No they wouldn’t, June. If you hadn’t come when you did I was going to look at them. But don’t they drop if you open the oven door too soon?’
‘They do indeed. Good girl yerself for thinking of that. You always think about things, don’t you?’
‘I try,’ said Clare, honestly. ‘I think the Missus is asking too much of you, June, but if you want to do this tea party I’m sure we can manage between us.’
June nodded and began transferring the fresh scones to the wire cooler. Clare watched for a moment, then took up a tray and followed suit.
‘It’s not the Missus I’m doin’ it for,’ June began. ‘It’s poor Mrs Edward. That woman’s had nothing but bad luck in her life an’ she’s a good sort. An’ sure Edward was a good-hearted man hi’self. He’d never a cross word for me when I was only a house maid and made my mistakes as we all do. No, it’s not for the Missus, Clarey. To tell you the truth, if it wasn’t for the Senator I’d look for an easier billet with decent hours. I’m not fussy. I’d go to the apple peeling up at Gillis if I could be sure they’d have enough work the year round.’
‘I wouldn’t blame you. You’re doing about three people’s work here.’
June nodded and smiled for the first time that morning. She was about to say something else when she dropped a scone.
‘It’s an ill wind,’ she laughed, gathering up the warm fragments onto a clean plate. ‘Here, love, put a bit of butter and jam on that one and eat it up before you do the bedrooms. It wou’d freeze you up there.’
Despite the news that forty guests had become fifty, the preparations for tea went well. June produced tray after tray of scones, fairy cakes and rock cakes. She creamed and iced a couple of sponge cakes and buttered batches of fruit tea bread while Clare set up a sandwich production unit that would have done credit to her aunt.
A little before three-thirty, John Wiley, in his best suit, put his head round the kitchen door and said that the Richardsons were back and he was away to collect some other mourners who had come to the service in hired cars.
‘But it’s not near four o’clock. They told me four,’ June cried, as John disappeared.
She turned hastily to the kitchen table, reached out for the next silver salver of sandwiches to take upstairs and let out a howl of pain.
‘June, what’s wrong?’ cried Clare in alarm, as June fell against the table and slid to the floor.
‘I’m all right,’ she gasped, tears of pain springing to her eyes, as Clare fell to her knees beside her. ‘My own fault entirely,’ she went on, ‘I’ve twisted my ankle on that damned bad bit of floor. It’s been like that for years, as if I didn’t know. My own fault, my own fault,’ she muttered, as tears streamed down her face.
Clare helped her to sit up with her back to the leg of the table. Then she ran cold water on a clean tea towel.
‘Here, try that, while I make an icepack.’
As Clare knocked ice cubes from the tray, she heard June use the chair to struggle to her feet. She turned round and saw her standing on one foot, holding on to the table.
‘Is there a bag I can put these in, June?’ she asked.
‘Aye. Muslin one,’ she said, with an effort. ‘With the jam making stuff. Bottom right,’ she said, lowering herself on to the chair, her leg stuck out in front of her.
She winced as Clare put the bag of ice against her ankle. She leant her head in her hands despairingly.
‘What in the name o’ goodness will we do now? I can’t put it t’ the groun’ it’s that sore.’
‘Nothing for it, June. I’ll have to take the rest of the stuff up and pour the tea, unless some of the women offer to do it. It’s not your fault. It was an accident. Could you manage to finish buttering the scones if I take up the sandwiches?’
June nodded weakly and let Clare help her turn back to the table.
‘I don’t know what she’ll say if she sees you,’ she said anxiously, as Clare picked up the silver salver.
Clare managed to carry three more trays of food upstairs without being noticed, though dark figures were now standing in the hall watching as a stream of cars drew up to the front door. They unloaded men in mourning dress and women in black suits and furs, before driving off to park in the stable yard.
The dining room table with the urn and teapots had been set up hours ago, the teacups inverted in their saucers, lined up like an army about to go into battle. The plates and salvers of food had been placed on other tables in both drawing room and dining room.
It was as she slipped into the drawing room with the last large salver of sandwiches that Clare found herself face-to-face with a dark figure who stared at her in amazement.
‘Clare, what are you doing here?’
It was just as obvious from Clare’s apron and cap, as it was from Andrew’s black suit and pale face, what they were both doing, but before either of them had recovered their wits enough to speak, a familiar high voice cut across the room, which was now beginning to fill.
‘Andrew, qu’est ce que vous dites a la domestique?’ it demanded. ‘Viens ici, immediatement,’ it ordered. ‘Dites a la bonne de retourner a la cuisine a cette instant et envoyer Wiley a moi.’
Clare could hardly believe her ears. Speaking French in front of the servants in this day and age, referring to June as Wiley, never mind herself as a domestic. She took one glance at Andrew. He was rooted to the spot, his face flushed scarlet with embarrassment. She handed him the sandwiches and walked across to face the Missus, who stood fiercely upright in front of the marble fireplace.
‘Madame,’ she began, speaking rapidly in French, ‘I regret that my presence displeases you, but there are some things I must say to you. Not all those who engage in domestic service are to be classed as ‘domestique’. And even where this label might seem to apply there is still the question of courtesy to which even mere servants are entitled,’ she went on, her voice heavy with emotion. ‘Mrs Wiley has been working under pressure since very early this morning and has now sprained her ankle. If you will promise to apologise to her for your unfair behaviour towards her, then I will do all I can to ensure that your guests are looked after. If not, then I shall be happy to leave your service this very instant,’ she concluded, snatching the Miss Muffet cap from her dark curls and holding it out to the startled lady.
As Clare stood before her and met her hostile stare without flinching, she thought the Missus might take it and slap her across the face with it. But she did not. For what seemed an age, she stood quite still and then sat down abruptly on a high backed chair.
‘Have you studied in Paris?’ she asked, reverting to English.
‘No, not yet.’
The Missus held out the cap.
‘I apologise to you and I shall apologise to Mrs Wiley when tea is over. Do what you can.’
Clare replaced her cap and nodded.
‘I shall need some help from your grandson and perhaps some younger members of your family. You won’t object, will you?’
The movement of the older woman’s head was imperceptible, but the hostility in her eyes had disappeared. For a few seconds, Clare caught a glimpse of a sad woman who had just lost her second son. She felt her own anger cool and became aware of Andrew standing close behind her. He was still clutching the salver of sandwiches.
‘Andrew, is there anyone who would pour tea if I make it?’
‘Mrs Clarke from Caledon, Auntie’s housekeeper. Her daughter, Olive, is here too.’
‘You go and ask them. I’ll start brewing up. Your grandmother badly needs a cup of tea,’ she said, as she slipped through the solid groups of dark suits and made her way to the dining room.
Before the first pots were brewed, Doreen Clarke and her daughter appeared at Clare’s elbow. She almost smiled to herself at the practised way they set about the job. From the moment they started reversing the teacups, she knew that all would be well.
‘I’m Virginia, can I help?’
A tall, striking girl with chestnut hair stood in front of her, a boy, younger and dark, followed a few steps behind.
‘Yes, please. Could you take a tray of tea into the drawing room to some of the older people by the fireplace? It will save them having to come for it,’ she said, producing some breakfast trays from under the damask-draped table and loading them with cups ready for Doreen and Olive to pour.
‘How are you doing? Can I carry something too?’ said Andrew as he arrived, just behind his cousins.
‘I think we’re going to need more hot water. Can you go down for it and tell June all’s well? She’ll be worrying herself silly.’
‘What’s happened to June? You said she’d had an accident.’
‘Sprained ankle, I told you,’ she said hastily, as she filled another large teapot from the boiling urn.
‘Yes, but my French wasn’t up to that bit. Not at your speed. You sounded like a native.’
‘Of France, I hope,’ she said sharply, as she handed him an empty teapot. ‘Can you rinse this one out in very hot water, please, while you’re down there, and bring it back when you bring the kettle?’
‘Oh yes, of France all right,’ he said, shaking his head, as he reversed carefully from the dining table and wove his way through the dark figures now silently munching their way through the sandwiches and cake.
It was after six before Clare was free to go out to the stable, fetch her bicycle and head for home. Andrew had introduced her properly to Virginia and her brother, Edward and together the young people had done all the dishes, while Doreen and Olive set the dining room to rights and put everything away in the kitchen under June’s instructions.
The ankle was still very painful, but it was clear nothing was broken. What it needed was a well-earned rest.
Just before six o’clock, the overnight guests ensconced in the drawing room with Senator Richardson and his daughter-in-law, Helen, while the Missus excused herself and went down to the kitchen. She arrived just as John Wiley appeared to take June home in the Senator’s car and Clare was hanging the wet drying up cloths on the airer.
‘Will you both excuse me a minute or two, please? I’d like a word with Mrs Wiley before she goes,’ she said quietly.
Clare and John took themselves off to the far end of the servant’s corridor, perched themselves in a window sill and looked at each other.
‘I niver thought I’d see the day when that wuman would say “please”,’ began John, ‘let alone apologise to anyone.’
‘She hasn’t done it yet, John. But she might.’
‘What in the world did ye say to her? I heer ye said it in French. Were it too rude to say in English?’ he asked, with a wink.
Clare shook her head vigorously.
‘I wasn’t rude at all. I was very polite. Icily polite. But, honestly I can’t remember what I said now. I do know I told her I was going to leave there and then if she didn’t apologise to June.’
‘Well, somethin’s goin’ on in there. We’ll jus hafta see whether she’s sees the light or whether what she does is just handiness. Ye must be tired out, Clarey, wi’ all the excitement an’ you here since all hours this mornin’. Wou’d ye not let me drop you off in the car an’ I’ll bring your bike down sometime tomorrow?’
‘Thanks, John. I’d love a ride in the car, but Jessie an’ I are for church in the morning. I don’t want to spoil your nice lie-in.’
‘Ah, maybe yer right,’ he said, standing up, as the kitchen door closed and the Missus appeared at the end of the corridor.
The figure who walked towards them and addressed herself to John did seem less formidable than Clare remembered.
‘I’ve told Mrs Wiley she’s to have a proper rest. At least a week, John. And you’re to let me know how she is,’ she said, her tone modified, her nod of dismissal the product of long years.
‘I must congratulate you on your initiative, Clare. And on your command of French,’ she began quietly. ‘I wish my grandson had so ortunate an accent,’ she added wryly. ‘I gather he wants to speak to you before you go. After the way you coped today, it would be quite unreasonable of me to object. I hope you will overlook my bad behaviour. I’ve had a certain amount of provocation, but that is no excuse. I hope I shall see you next week, as usual.’
Clare nodded and watched the tall, unbending figure as she began to climb the stairs. She was shocked to see how slowly she negotiated them, having to use both hands on the bannister to pull herself up their shallow rises.
Suddenly very tired, Clare turned back to the now empty kitchen, put away her cap and apron, took her coat from behind the door and picked up the greaseproof parcel of cake June had left for her. She nearly ran into Andrew in the doorway.
‘Sorry,’ she said, as she collected herself.
‘My fault,’ he replied, ‘I was afraid I might miss you. But I had to wait till Grandmother reappeared before I could come down,’ he explained.
‘Clare, will you come out for a ride with me tomorrow afternoon?’
‘I’m sorry, Andrew, I’d love to, but I haven’t got a horse.’
He threw back his head and laughed.
‘Neither have I, Clare. Only an old bike that everybody uses when I’m not here. Will that do?’
‘Oh yes, that will do fine.’
‘At the forge. Two-thirty. All right?’
‘All right.’
He disappeared back upstairs at speed and she let herself out into the yard, fetched her bicycle and set off down the back lane. The sun had already set, the air was chill. As she freewheeled gently down the slope, a slight mist was rising from the fields by the stream where she and Jessie used to sit and talk secrets. So long ago now, it seemed already like another life. She pedalled slowly, wearily, the short journey home such a great effort.
She turned into the lane and saw that the lamp was already lit in the kitchen though it was still light enough to see outdoors. She parked her bicycle and stood for a moment listening to the deep silence of the countryside.
She looked up and saw the tiniest sliver of a new moon.
‘I wonder what happened to the chestnut mare,’ she said quietly, before she opened the kitchen door.