Act V [Scene i]
Enter ANNABELLA above, [with a letter written in blood]
ANNABELLA |
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Pleasures farewell, and all ye thriftless minutes |
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Wherein false joys have spun a weary life; |
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To these my fortunes now I take my leave. |
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Thou precious Time, that swiftly ridest in post |
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Over the world to finish up the race |
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Of my last fate, here stay thy restless course |
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And bear to ages that are yet unborn |
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A wretched, woeful woman’s tragedy. |
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My conscience now stands up against my lust |
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With depositions charactered in guilt, |
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Enter FRIAR [below] |
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And tells me I am lost. Now I confess, |
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Beauty that clothes the outside of the face |
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Is curséd if it be not clothed with grace. |
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Here like a turtle, mewed up in a cage |
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Unmated, I converse with air and walls, |
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And descant on my vile unhappiness. |
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O Giovanni, that hast had the spoil |
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Of thine own virtues and my modest fame, |
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Would thou hadst been less subject to those stars |
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That luckless reigned at my nativity! |
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O, would the scourge due to my black offence |
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Might pass from thee, that I alone might feel |
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The torment of an uncontrolled flame! |
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FRIAR |
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[Aside] What’s this I hear? |
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ANNABELLA That man, that blessed friar, |
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Who joined in ceremonial knot my hand |
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To him whose wife I now am, told me oft |
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I trod the path to death, and showed me how. |
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But they who sleep in lethargies of lust |
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Hug their confusion, making Heaven unjust, |
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And so did I. |
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FRIAR [Aside] Here’s music to the soul! |
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ANNABELLA |
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Forgive me, my good genius, and this once |
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Be helpful to my ends: let some good man |
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Pass this way, to whose trust I may commit |
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This paper double-lined with tears and blood; |
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Which being granted, here I sadly vow |
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Repentance, and a leaving of that life |
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I long have died in. |
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FRIAR Lady, Heaven hath heard you, |
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And hath by providence ordained that I |
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Should be his minister for your behoof. |
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ANNABELLA |
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Ha, what are you? |
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FRIAR Your brother’s friend the friar, |
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Glad in my soul that I have lived to hear |
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This free confession ’twixt your peace and you. |
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What would you, or to whom? Fear not to speak. |
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ANNABELLA |
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Is Heaven so bountiful? Then I have found |
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More favour than I hoped. Here, holy man. |
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Throws [down the] letter |
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Commend me to my brother, give him that, |
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That letter; bid him read it and repent. |
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Tell him that I – imprisoned in my chamber, |
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Barred of all company, even of my guardian, |
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Who gives me cause of much suspect – have time |
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To blush at what hath passed. Bid him be wise, |
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And not believe the friendship of my lord. |
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I fear much more than I can speak. Good father, |
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The place is dangerous, and spies are busy: |
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I must break off. You’ll do’t? |
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FRIAR Be sure I will, |
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And fly with speed. My blessing ever rest |
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With thee, my daughter. Live to die more blessed. |
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Exit |
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ANNABELLA |
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Thanks to the heavens, who have prolonged my breath |
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To this good use. Now I can welcome death. Exit |
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