He walked the streets like a man who wanders in deep sleep. Time and place were lost; disorientation had swept over him. His first thought was to find help, find the police, find someone who could impose order on the chaos he had barely lived through. But there was no one. He approached several pedestrians; they looked at his odd appearance and shook him off, hurrying away. He stumbled into the street; horns blew, automobiles skirted around him angrily. There were no police to be seen, no patrol cars in this quiet section of the city.
His temples throbbed, his left shoulder ached, his forehead felt as though it had been scraped with a file. He looked at the palm of his right hand; the skin was red; specks of blood had been forced to the surface.
Slowly, after he had walked for miles, Chancellor began to find part of his mind. It was a strange realization, a stranger process. Knowing and not knowing, aware of his very dangerous mental state. He vaguely understood that his defenses were not capable of repelling the assaults on his mind, so he tried to force the images from his consciousness. He was a man desperately trying to regain control. He had decisions to make.
He looked at his watch, feeling like a lost traveler in a foreign land who was told that if he had not reached a certain destination by a specific time, he had taken a wrong turn. He had taken a great many wrong turns. He looked up at the street sign; he’d never heard of the name.
The sun told him it was morning. He was grateful for that. He had wandered the streets for four hours.
Four hours. Oh my God, I need help.
His carl The Mercedes was back at the Cloisters, parked on the street in front of the west entrance. He put his hand in his trousers pocket and pulled out his money clip. He had enough for a taxi.
“Here’s the west gate, Mac,” said the driver with the florid face. “I don’t see no Mercedes. What time did you leave it?”
“Early this morning.”
“Didn’t you look at the sign?” The driver pointed out the window. “This is a busy street.”
He had parked in a towaway zone.
“It was dark,” said Peter defensively. He gave the driver his address in Manhattan.
The cab turned left onto Seventy-first Street from Lexington Avenue; Chancellor stared in astonishment. His Mercedes was parked in front of the brownstone, directly in front of the steps to his apartment. It stood there in eerie splendor, the dark blue glistening in the sunlight There was no other automobile like it on the block.
For an insane moment Peter wondered how it had been moved from across the street, where he had parked it the night before. Cathy must have moved it. She often did that because of the sidestreet parking regulations. Cars had to be removed by eight o’clock.
Cathy? Oh, Jesus, what was wrong with him?
He waited on the curb until the taxi disappeared. He approached the Mercedes, looking at it carefully, as if inspecting an object he had not seen in years. It had been washed and polished, the interior vacuumed, the dashboard cleaned, the metal parts gleaming.
He took out his key case; the climb up the steps seemed interminable. There was a typewritten note on the outside door, stapled to the wood.
Things got out of control. It won’t happen again. And you will not see me again.
Longworth
Chancellor ripped the note from the door. Then he looked carefully at the paper. The o’s of the script were slightly raised; the paper was a thick bond, cut off at the top.
The note had been typed on his typewriter. The paper was his stationery, his name removed.
“His name is Alan Longworth. Josh found out about him.” Peter leaned against the window, staring down at the Mercedes in the street.
Anthony Morgan sat in a leather armchair across the room, his long slender frame uncharacteristically rigid.
“You look like hell. Did you do much drinking last night?”
“No. I didn’t sleep well. What sleep I had was filled with nightmares. That’s another story—?”
“But not booze,” interrupted Morgan.
“I told you, no!”
“And Josh is in Boston?”
“Yes. The office said he was taking the four o’clock shuttle back. We’re supposed to have dinner tonight.”
Morgan got out of the chair; apparently convinced, he spoke emphatically. “Then for Christ’s sake, why haven’t you called the police? What the hell do you think you’re doing? You saw a man killed. A congressman was murdered in front of you!”
“I know, I know. You want to hear something worse? I blanked out. I walked around for damned near four hours in a fog. I don’t even know where I was.”
“Have you heard anything on the radio? The news must have hit by now.”
Tony walked to the bookcase radio and tuned in a news station, keeping the volume low. Then he went to his writer, forcing Chancellor to turn from the window. “Listen to me. There’s no one I’d rather have you call than me. Except right now, the police. I want to know why you haven’t!”
Chancellor groped for words. “I don’t know. I’m not sure I can tell you.”
“All right, all right,” said Morgan gently.
“I’m not talking about hysteria. I’m learning to live with that. It’s something else.” He displayed his injured palm. “I drove my car to Fort Tryon. Look at my hand. My fingerprints, maybe specks of blood, should be on the steering wheel. The grass was wet and there was mud. Look at my shoes, my jacket. Traces should be in the car. But the car was washed clean; it looks like it just came out of the showroom. I don’t even know how it got back here. And the note on the door. It was typed with my typewriter, on my stationery. And for hours after the … madness, the insanity, I can’t account for myself!”
“Peter, stop it!” Morgan grabbed Chancellor’s shoulders, raising his voice. “This isn’t fiction. You’re not one of your characters! This is real. It happened.” He lowered his voice. “I’m calling the police.”
Two detectives from the twenty-second precinct interrupted Peter’s story with sporadic questions. The older man was in his fifties, with wavy gray hair, the younger about Chancellor’s age, and black. They were both alert, experienced professionals and made an effort to put Peter at ease.
When Chancellor finished, the older man went to use the telephone, the younger talked about Sarajevo! He had liked it very much.
It was only when the older man rejoined them that Chancellor realized the black had prevented him from listening to the phone conversation. Peter admired the professionalism. He would remember it.
“Mr. Chancellor,” began the gray-haired detective cautiously, “there seems to be a problem. When Mr. Morgan called us, we dispatched a team to Fort Tryon. To save time, we included forensic; to make sure the area wasn’t tampered with, we called the Bronx precinct and had them post street patrolmen. There’s no evidence of gunfire at the scene. There’s no disturbance of the grounds.”
Peter stared at the man in disbelief. “That’s crazy. That’s wrong! I was there!”
“Our men are very thorough.”
“They weren’t thorough enough! You think I’d make up a story like that?!”
“It’s a pretty good one,” said the black, smiling. “Maybe you’re trying out some material.”
“Hey, wait just a minute!” Morgan stepped forward. “Peter wouldn’t do that.”
“It would be a foolish thing to do,” said the older man, nodding without agreeing. “It’s against the law to falsely report a crime. Any crime, to say nothing of homicide.”
“You are crazy …” Peter’s voice trailed off. “You really don’t believe me. You get your little report over the telephone, take it as gospel, and conclude I’m a lunatic. What kind of police officers are you?”
“Very good ones,” said the black.
“I don’t think so. I don’t think so at all, goddamn it!” Chancellor limped to the phone. “There’s a way to settle this; it’s been five, six hours now.” He dialed and within seconds spoke. “Washington Information? I want the office number of Congressman Walter Rawlins, House of Representatives.”
He called out the number as the operator gave it to him; Tony Morgan nodded. The detectives watched without comment.
He dialed again. The wait was interminable; his pulse raced. In spite of his own undeniable knowledge he had to prove himself to the two professionals.
A woman’s voice came on the line, subdued and obviously southern. He asked for the congressman.
And when he heard her words, the ache returned to his temples and his eyes momentarily lost focus.
“It’s simply terrible, sir. The bereaved family released the news just minutes ago. The congressman passed away last night. He died of a coronary in his sleep.”
“No. No!”
“We all feel that way, sir. The funeral arrangements will be announced—?”
“No! That’s a He! Don’t tell me that! It’s a lie! Five, six hours ago—in New York! A lie!”
Peter felt the restraining arms around his shoulders, hands on hands, taking the telephone from him, pulling him back. He kicked out, shoving his elbows viciously into the policeman behind him. His right hand was free; he grabbed the head nearest him, lashed out his hand, and wrenched the hair half out of the skull. He yanked the head up; the man had fallen to his knees.
Tony Morgan’s face was in front of his, wincing in pain, but he made no move to protect himself.
Morgan. Morgan, his friend. What was he doing?
Peter slumped; he was still. Arms lowered him to the floor.
“There won’t be any charges,” said Morgan, coming into the bedroom, carrying drinks. “They were very understanding.”
“Which means I’m a lunatic,” added Chancellor from the bed, an icebag on his forehead.
“Hell, no. You’re exhausted. You’ve been working much too hard. The doctors advised you against that—?”
“For God’s sake, Tony, not with me!” Peter sat up. “Everything I said was true!”
“Okay. Here’s your drink.”
Chancellor took the glass but did not drink. He placed it on the bedside table. “No you don’t, old friend.” He pointed to a chair. “Sit down. I want to get some things very clear.”
“All right.” Morgan ambled to the chair and fell into it. He stretched his long legs out in front of him; the casualness did not fool Peter. The editor’s eyes betrayed his concern.
“Calmly, rationally,” continued Chancellor. “I think I know what happened. And it won’t happen again, which explains Longworth’s note. He wants me to believe that; otherwise he’s convinced I’ll howl like a banshee.”
“When have you had time to do any thinking?”
“Those four hours in the streets. I didn’t realize it, but the pieces were falling together. And when you and the police were having your conference downstairs, I saw the pattern.”
Morgan looked up from his glass. “Don’t talk like a writer. ‘Patterns,’ ‘pieces falling together.’ That’s bullshit.”
“No, it’s not. Because Longworth is forced to think like a writer. He has to think as I do, don’t you see?”
“Longworth has to be stopped; he knows I know it. He got me started with scraps of information and one pathetic example of what might have happened if Hoover’s files still existed. Remember, he knew those files; he retained a hell of a lot of damaging information. Then to make sure I was really hooked, he provided one more example: a southern congressman with problems, mixed up with the rape of a black girl and a killing he didn’t commit. Longworth put the forces in motion and me in the middle. But when he got everything going, he realized he’d gone too far. The trap was murder; he hadn’t figured on that. When he found out, he saved my life.”
“Thus saving the book?”
“Yes.”
“No!” Morgan got to his feet. “You’re talking like a kid around a campfire. And why not? It’s your job; all storytellers are kids around campfires. But for heaven’s sake, don’t confuse it with what is.”
Chancellor studied Morgan’s face. The realization was painfully obvious. “You don’t believe me, do you?”
“You want the truth?”
“Since when have we changed the rules?”
“All right.” Tony drained his glass. “I think you did go to the Cloisters. How you got in I don’t know; you probably climbed a wall. I know how much you love the early morning, and the Cloisters at dawn must be something else.… I think you heard about Rawlins’s death—?”
“How could I? His office said the news was just released!”
“Forgive me. You heard that, I didn’t.”
“Oh, Christ!”
“Peter, I’m not trying to hurt you. A year ago no one knew whether you’d live or die; you were that close to death. You suffered a terrible loss; Cathy was everything to you, we all knew it.… Six months ago we thought—I honestly believed—you were finished as a writer. It had gone out of you; the desire had died; the kid around the fire was killed on the Pennsylvania Turnpike. Even when you got out of the hospital, there were entire days—weeks—when you didn’t say a word. Nothing. Then the drinking began. And then less than three weeks ago your personal volcano erupts. You fly in from the Coast more excited than I’ve ever seen you, filled with energy, wanting to go back to work with a vengeance. And I mean vengeance.… Don’t you see?”
“See what?”
“The mind’s funny. It can’t take going from zero miles an hour to Mach one so quickly. Something’s bound to snap. You yourself said you didn’t know where you were for nearly four hours.”
Chancellor did not move. He watched Morgan, conflicting thoughts going through his head. He was angry with the editor for not believing him, yet he was strangely relieved. Perhaps it was better this way. Morgan was protective by nature; the events of the past year had magnified that natural instinct. If he believed Peter, there was no question in Peter’s mind what the editor would do. Morgan would stop the book.
“Okay, Tony. Let’s forget it. It’s over. I’m not entirely well. I can’t pretend that I am. I don’t know.”
“I do,” replied Morgan gently. “Let’s have a drink.”
Munro St. Claire studied Varak as he came through the door of the diplomat’s library in Georgetown. The agent’s right arm was in a sling, and there was a strip of gauze on the left side of his neck. Varak closed the door and approached the desk where Bravo sat, the ambassador’s expression grim.
“What happened?”
“It’s taken care of. His Cessna was at the Westchester airport. I flew him to Arlington and contacted a doctor we use at NSC. His wife had no choice, nor did she want any. Rawlins didn’t have assassin insurance. Besides, she’s a dirty book. I read her several episodes.”
“What about the others?” asked Bravo.
“There were three; one was killed. Once Chancellor was out, I stopped firing and concealed myself on the far side of the area. Rawlins was dead; what more did they want? They fled, taking their colleague’s body with them. I threaded the zone, picked up shells, replaced grass; there were no signs of any disturbance.”
Bravo rose from the chair, his wrath apparent. “What you’ve done is beyond anything we sanctioned! You made decisions you knew I would not condone, took action that cost the lives of two men, and nearly killed Chancellor.”
“One of those men was a killer himself,” replied Varak simply. “And Rawlins was marked. It was only a question of time. As to Chancellor, I nearly lost my own life saving him. I think I paid for my error of judgment.”
“Error of judgment? Who gave you the right?”
“You did. You all did.”
“There were intrinsic prohibitions! You understood that.”
“I understood there are hundreds of missing files that could be used to take this country right into a police state! Please remember that.”
“And I ask you to remember this is not Czechoslovakia. Not Lidice in 1942. You are not a thirteen-year-old boy crawling over corpses, killing anyone who might be your enemy. You were not brought here thirty years ago to be turned into your own Sturm und Drang.”
“I was brought here because my father worked for the Allies! My family was massacred because he worked for you.” Varak’s eyes clouded. Off guard, he couldn’t hold back the tears when he thought of the sunny morning of June 10, 1942. A morning of death everywhere, of succeeding nights hiding in the mines, of subsequent days and nights when, aged thirteen, he made X marks on a mine shaft, each symbol representing another dead German. A child had turned killer of consequence. Until the British brought him out.
“You were given everything,” said Bravo, lowering his voice. “Obligations were acknowledged, nothing was spared. The finest schools, all the advantages—?”
“And the memories, Bravo. Don’t forget those.”
“And the memories,” agreed Munro St. Claire.
“You misunderstand me,” said Varak quickly. “I’m not looking for sympathy. What I’m saying to you is that I do remember.” Varak took a step closer to the edge of the desk. “I’ve spent eighteen years paying for the privilege of that memory. Paid willingly. I’m the best in NSC, I’ll seek out the Nazi in any form he is revived in and go after him. And if you think there’s any difference between what those files represent and the objectives of the Third Reich, you’re very much mistaken.”
Varak stopped. The blood had risen to his face; he was close to shouting, but of course that was out of the question. Munro St. Claire watched the agent in silence, his own anger subsiding.
“You’re very persuasive. I’ll convene Inver Brass. It must be kept apprised.”
“No. Don’t call a meeting. Not yet.”
“A meeting’s already scheduled for this month. We have to choose a new Genesis. I’m too told; so are Venice and Christopher. That leaves Banner and Paris. It’s an awesome—”
“Please.” Varak pressed his fingers on the edge of the desk. “Don’t call that meeting.”
St. Claire narrowed his eyes. “Why not?”
“Chancellor’s begun the book. The first part of the manuscript was delivered the day before yesterday. I broke into the office of the typing firm. I’ve read it.”
“And?”
“Your theory may be more accurate than you thought. Chancellor’s conceived of several things that never occurred to me. And Inver Brass is in the book.”