The pain in his temples made him want to drop to the ground and smash his head on the cement curb, but he knew it would not help.
Instead, he kept walking, his eyes on the traffic heading into downtown Washington. He was looking for a taxi.
He should have remained at the burning house on Thirty-fifth Street and told the incredible story to the police. And yet a part of him told him that to do so without Phyllis would raise questions to which he was not sure there were answers. Answers that excluded the destruction of Phyllis Maxwell. The shadows of responsibility fell across his thoughts; there were things he did not know, and had to know. He owed her that much. Perhaps no more, but at least that.
At last there was a cab; the lighted yellow rooftop sign was like a beacon. He stepped off the curb and waived his arms. The taxi slowed down; the driver peered cautiously out the window before he stopped.
“The Hay-Adams Hotel, please,” said Chancellor.
“Good lord! What happened?” asked Alison, stunned as she opened the door.
“There’s a bottle of pills in my suitcase. In the back flap. Get them quickly, please.”
“Peter, my darling! What is it?” Alison held him as he leaned against the door. “I’ll call a doctor.”
“No! Do as I say. I know exactly what it is. Just the pills. Quickly.” He could feel himself falling. He grabbed her arms, and with her help he stumbled into the bedroom. He lay back and gestured toward the suitcase, still on the luggage rack in the corner. She raced to it.
He did what he rarely did: He took two tablets.
She ran into the bathroom, emerging seconds later with a glass of water. She sat next to him, holding his head as he drank.
“Please, Peter. A doctor!”
He shook his head. “No,” he replied weakly, trying to smile a semblance of reassurance. “He couldn’t do anything. It’ll pass in a few minutes.” The darkness was closing in, his eyelids terribly heavy. He could not allow the dark to fall until he had calmed her. And prepared her for what might happen when the darkness was complete. “I may sleep for a while. Not long, it’s never long. I may talk, even yell a little. Don’t worry. It doesn’t mean anything. Just rambling, just nonsense.”
The dark filled his mind; his personal night had fallen. There was nothingness, and he floated, suspended in calm, gentle breezes.
He opened his eyes, not knowing how long he had been in bed. Looking down at him was Alison’s lovely face, her eyes made more beautiful by the tears that filled them.
“Hey,” he said, reaching up to touch her moist cheek. “It’s all right.”
She took his hand, holding it against her lips. “Her name was Cathy, wasn’t it?”
He had done what he’d hoped he would not do, said what he had not wanted to say. There was nothing for it. He nodded. “Yes.”
“She died, didn’t she?”
“Yes.”
“Oh darling. So much hurt, so much love—”
“I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be.”
“It can’t be very nice for you.”
She reached down and touched his eyes, and then his cheek and lips. “It was a gift,” she said. “A beautiful gift.”
“After you spoke her name, you called for me.”
He told Alison what had happened at the house on Thirty-fifth Street. He minimized the physical danger, calling the erratic gunfire a strategy of fear, designed to terrify, not to injure or to kill.
It was clear she did not believe him, but she was a soldier’s daughter. In one form or another she had heard such false reassurances before. She accepted the watered-down explanation without comment, letting her eyes convey her disbelief.
When he finished, he stood by the window looking down at the Christmas decorations on Sixteenth Street; across the street muted church bells played in an agonizing cadence. Christmas was only days away; he had not thought about it. He wasn’t really thinking about it now. His only thoughts were on what he had to do: Go to the Federal Bureau of Investigation, to the source of the madness, and let it put the madness to a stop. But private property had been destroyed, lethal weapons fired. Phyllis Maxwell had to go with him.
“I’ve got to reach her,” he said softly. “I’ve got to make her understand she has to come with me.”
“I’ll get the number for you.” Alison took the phone book from the bedside table. Peter continued to stare out the window. “It’s not here. She’s not listed.”
Chancellor remembered. Alison’s father had not been listed, either. He wondered if he could unearth the number as easily as he had MacAndrew’s. It would be a variation of the same ploy, a newsman’s ruse. An old reporter friend, in town for the night, anxious to make contact.
But the ploy did not work; the man at the city desk had probably used it too often himself. The paper would not give out Maxwell’s number.
“Let me try,” said Alison. “There’s a press officer on duty at all times in the Pentagon. Bad news and casualties don’t have business hours. Filtered-down rank still has its privileges. I’ll know somebody, or someone’ll know me.”
The Pentagon had two numbers for Phyllis Maxwell. One was her private phone, the other the switchboard of the apartment house in which she lived.
There was no answer on her private line. The apartment switchboard gave out no information on its tenants; it would only take messages. But because the caller was not absolutely sure of the correct address, the operator gave it.
“I want to go with you,” Alison said.
“I don’t think you should,” Peter replied. “She mentioned your father, not by name, but she spoke of a burial yesterday at Arlington. She’s frightened out of her mind. All I want to do is convince her to come with me. If she saw you, it might stop her.”
“All right.” Alison nodded. The soldier’s daughter understood. “But I worry about you. Suppose you have another attack?”
“I won’t.” He paused for a moment and then reached out, pulling her to him. “There’s something else,” he said, looking down into her eyes. “I don’t want to involve you. It’s over, finished. You said it yourself, remember? I didn’t agree with you then. I do now.”
“Thank you for that. I guess what I’m saying is that whatever he did, it’s done and can’t be changed. He stood for something. I don’t want that damaged.”
“I have something important in mind too, and that won’t be changed, either. Or damaged. Us.” He kissed her lightly. “When tonight’s over, we can start living our own lives. I find that prospect very exciting.”
She smiled and returned his kiss. “I was shameless. I caught you at a weak moment and seduced you. I should be branded.” And then her smile waned; she held his eyes, the vulnerability in her own. “Everything’s happened so fast. I don’t require commitments, Peter.”
“I do,” he answered.
“If you’ll take a seat inside the lobby, sir, I’ll be with you shortly,” said the doorman at Phyllis Maxwell’s apartment house. The man did not hesitate for an instant; it was almost as though he expected him.
Peter sat down in a green plastic chair and waited. The doorman simply stood outside, rocking back and forth on his heels, his gloved hands clasped behind his uniformed overcoat.
It was very odd.
Five minutes went by. The doorman made no move to come inside the lobby. Was it possible he’d forgotten? Chancellor got out of the chair and looked around. He had spoken to an operator; where was the apartment switchboard?
There was a small glass panel at the rear of the lobby, sandwiched between rows of mailboxes and a bank of elevators. He walked over to it and peered inside. The operator was talking into a mouthpiece attached to her single-eared headset. She spoke rapidly, with emphasis; the conversation was between friends, not switchboard and inquirer. Peter tapped on the glass; the operator suspended her conversation and slid the panel open.
“Yes, sir?”
“I’m trying to reach Phyllis Maxwell. Will you ring her apartment and let me speak with her, please? It’s urgent.”
The operator’s reaction was as odd as the doorman’s. Different, but nevertheless strange. She hesitated, embarrassed.
“I don’t believe Miss Maxwell is in,” she said.
“You won’t know until you ring her, will you?”
“Have you checked with the doorman?”
“What the hell is this?” Peter understood. These people were following instructions. “Ring her apartment!”
As he could have predicted, there was no answer on the switchboard telephone and no point in wasting any more time. He walked rapidly back outside and confronted the doorman.
“Let’s cut the crap, shall we? You’ve got something to tell me. What is it?”
“It’s touchy.”
“What is?”
“She described you, said your name was Chancellor. If you’d arrived, say, an hour ago, I was to tell you to come back at eleven o’clock. That Miss Maxwell had called in saying she’d be back then.”
Peter looked at his watch. “All right. It’s almost eleven. What happens then?”
“Just a little while longer, okay?”
“Not okay. Now. Or you can say whatever it is to me and the police.”
“Okay, okay. What the hell, it’s only a few minutes.” The doorman reached into his inside overcoat pocket and took out an envelope. He gave it to Chancellor.
Peter looked at the man, then the envelope. His name was written on it. Moving back inside to the light, he ripped open the envelope and took out the letter.
My dear Peter:
I’m sorry I ran, but I knew you would follow me. You saved my life—and to some degree my sanity—and you deserve an explanation. I’m afraid it will be limited.
By the time you read this, I’ll be on a plane. Don’t try to trace me. It would be impossible. For several years I’ve had a false passport, knowing that someday I might have to use it. Apparently the time is now.
This afternoon, after that horrible call telling me I was a character in your novel, I informed my paper that I might be taking an extended leave for reasons of health. In truth, my editor did not argue very much. My work hasn’t been particularly outstanding in recent months.
The decision to leave is not sudden. I’ve considered it for quite a while. Tonight simply made it irreversible. Whatever my transgressions, they do not warrant the loss of my life. Mine, yours, or anyone’s. Nor should they compromise the responsibilities I have professionally.
This last has been accomplished. My work is compromised. Truths are suppressed when they should be told. The loss of life was avoided—for how long, who knows?—because of you. I cannot continue any longer.
Thank you for my life. And my deepest apologies for my thinking you were part of something you were not.
A part of me says, for God’s sake, give up your book! It is balanced by another voice that says you can’t!
You will not hear from me again, my dear young, young man. But you will always have a part of my love. And my gratitude.
Phyllis
Peter reread the letter, trying to grasp the meaning behind the words. Phyllis had chosen her phrases with a deliberateness born of extraordinary fear. But of what? What were her “transgressions”? What could she have done—or not done—that would cause her to throw away a lifetime of accomplishment? It was insane!
It was all insane. Everything! And the insanity was going to stop! He started for the door. From somewhere he heard a prolonged buzzing. It stopped as he had his hand on the glass bar of the door. And then he heard the words, accompanied by the sliding of a glass panel.
“Mr. Chancellor?” The operator was calling him, her head halfway through the switchboard opening. “There’s a call for you.”
Phyllis? Perhaps she’d changed her mind! He ran across the lobby and took the phone.
It was not Phyllis Maxwell. It was Alison.
“Something dreadful’s happened. You had a telephone call from a man in Indianapolis. He was out of his mind. He was at the airport, catching a plane for Washington—”
“Who was it?”
“A man named Bromley. He said he was going to kill you.”
Carroll Quinlan O’Brien took the security logs from the guard and thanked him. The Pennsylvania Avenue doors were closed; the list of names of those who had entered and exited would be processed and sent down to the main desk. At all times every person in the FBI complex was accounted for; at no time was anyone permitted to leave without surrendering his pass.
It was a security-logs entry that had started it all four months before, O’Brien thought. Started his rapid decline in the eyes of the bureau. Four months ago he had found three names on the May 1 P.M. logs: Salter, Krepps, and Longworth. Two names were unassigned field covers, the third belonged to a retired agent living on the island of Maui in the Pacific. These three unknown men had gained entrance that night. The next morning Hoover was dead, and all traces of the director’s files had vanished. The dossiers themselves had become a quickly forgotten legacy from hell that no one cared to exhume or examine.
So Quinn O’Brien had asked questions, keeping his voice down, seeking counsel from those he knew would listen because they cared. Men like him within the bureau whose sensibilities had been offended during the past years—theirs more than his, mostly. At least over a longer time. He had arrived only four and a half years before, the war hero from Sacramento, the cosmetic from Army G2, the forty-year-old lawyer who had escaped from a Viet Cong prison camp and had later been given parades in California. Washington had summoned him, the President had decorated him, Hoover had employed him. It was good public relations. He lent a much-needed air of dignity to the bureau. It was supposed to be good for Quinn, too. He could have had a future at the Justice Department.
Could have had. No longer. Because he had asked questions. A whisper over a telephone had ordered him to stop. A flat, terrible, high-pitched whisper that told him they knew. They had a deposition written by a captured lieutenant colonel who faced execution with seven other men because of the actions of one Major Carroll Quinlan O’Brien. The major had disobeyed a direct order. Eight American soldiers had been executed as a result.
Of course, it was only one half of the story. There was another half. It told of this same major looking after the sick and the wounded of the compound with far greater concern than the executed lieutenant colonel. It told how this major had taken others’ work details, how he had stolen food and medicine from the guards to help sustain the men, how in the last analysis he had made his escape as much for the other prisoners as for himself.
He was a lawyer, not a soldier. It was the lawyer’s logic that had guided him, not a soldier’s strategy. Nor a soldier’s willingness to accept the unbearable cruelties of war—and therein, he realized, was the weakness of his argument. Did he do what he did for the combined concerns of all? Or did he do what he did for himself alone?
O’Brien was not sure there was a clear-cut answer. It was the question itself that could destroy him. An exposed “war hero” was the most despicable of citizens. People had been fooled; they were embarrassed—that was the part that made them furious.
These were the things the terrible whisper had made clear. And all because he had asked questions. Three unknown men without accountability had gained entrance the night before Hoover’s death. And the next morning Hoover’s files had disappeared.
If O’Brien needed proof of his continuing decline within the bureau, he had only to look at his own assignment sheet. He had been removed from several committees; he no longer received classified reports dealing with the newly reestablished liaisons with NSA and CIA. And he was suddenly drawing continuous night-duty assignments. Night duty! It was the Washington equivalent of the Omaha field office. It forced an agent to reevaluate a lot of things, primarily his own future.
It also forced O’Brien to wonder who within the bureau was after him. Whoever it was knew something about three unidentified men using improper covers to infiltrate the building the night before Hoover died. And whoever it was perhaps knew a great deal more about hundreds and hundreds of dossiers that had been Hoover’s private files.
One other consideration was forced on Quinn O’Brien. It was not one he relished thinking about. Since that whispered voice on the telephone four months ago the will to resist, to fight, had gone out of him. It was entirely possible that his decline at the bureau was due to himself. To his own performance.
The ring of the telephone interrupted his thoughts, bringing him back to the minor realities of night duty. He looked at the lighted button; it was an inside call from one of the two entrance desks.
“This is the Tenth Street desk. We’ve got a problem. There’s a man down here who insists on seeing someone in authority, whoever’s in charge. We told him to come back in the morning, but he refuses.”
“Is he drunk? Or a nut?”
“Can’t say that he’s either. As a matter of fact, I know who he is. I read a book he wrote. A thing called Counterstrike! His name’s Chancellor. Peter Chancellor.”
“I’ve heard of him. What’s he want?”
“He won’t say. Only that it’s an emergency.”
“What do you think?”
“I think he’ll stay here all night until somebody sees him. I figure that’s you, Quinn.”
“All right. Check him for weapons, assign an escort, and send him up.”