Brian Gossett worked the late shift, running an H-28 job: football-size vases, about the most difficult ware he made. A 2,400-degree lava-like ribbon of glass flowed out of Tank 3, a refractory furnace, and down a steel sluice to a pair of opposing automated blades shaped like prone V’s. The two V’s sliced together to pinch off a gob of glass from the ribbon. The gob dropped into a mold. Brian wore heat-resistant overalls, steel-toed boots, safety glasses over his own retro horn-rims, earplugs, and ear cups over the earplugs. Even with the hearing protection, his head filled with the hiss of air compressors and the rhythmic clanging rotation of the H-28 as it presented one mold after another to the gob feeder. Ka-chunk plop, ka-chunk plop, ka-chunk plop, each mold closed. A plunger forced the gob against the sides. Air blew into the mold so the glass was both pressed and blown. The combination made it look more polished than, say, a pressed-glass baking dish. Then the molds opened, each in its turn, to regurgitate the still-glowing ware onto a steel conveyor line.
Brian walked along a narrow platform that ringed the machine at about a foot off the concrete floor. Operators like Brian prepared new molds, reached into the moving merry-go-round, grabbed a mold from its spindle, and replaced it with the fresh one. They tried to do all this quickly, without losing a finger or a hand or burning an arm. The glass in a mold was about 1,600 degrees, and the H-28 wouldn’t stop unless Brian fumbled and took too much time, walked too far around that platform, and hit an emergency body gate.
Stopping an H-28 by hitting a body gate was not a trivial matter. It meant you’d screwed up and that everybody would know it. And just because the machine stopped didn’t mean the glass would. It kept flowing down the sluice, then diverted into the basement. Restarting the machine was a hassle, because some of the ware coming out of the molds for the first few rotations was sure to be flawed. Producing good ware required constant temperature and timing, along with exact gob weight, so if you had your ware running well, an emergency stop was the last thing you wanted.
Brian was the fourth generation of his family to work at Anchor Hocking. He was twenty-six years old. Some guys had a Flint Glass journeyman card by twenty-six, but Brian didn’t. Technically, he was an apprentice, but there really wasn’t much of an apprenticeship program—not anymore. An older man named Brant had taken Brian under his wing and helped out now and then, but Brian operated the H-28 on his own most of the time.
Like most operators, Brian started as a floor boy, the worker ant of a glass plant. Armed with a custom-made steel rake, a shovel, and a broom, floor boys collected all the broken ware that accumulated under machines during the course of a shift. They scouted for spilled fluids. They helped clean the machines. Brian hadn’t been a floor boy for long when he was called to help scrape a burned man’s skin from a machine.
On his first day in the plant, Brian was awed by what he saw. Giant refractory-brick-lined furnace tanks measuring roughly forty feet long by twenty feet wide and filled to a depth of about four feet with molten glass blazed a story above the machine shops at the head of the hot end. Each tank fed several shops. Each shop consisted of a machine and operators. Shop 3-3—Tank 3, Shop 3—could be an H-28 making a tumbler. Shop 1-5—Tank 1, Shop 5—might be a press to make a pie dish. In just twenty-four hours, more than 170 tons of glass could flow out of one tank. The plant could produce more than 600,000 pieces of ware every day.
The machines in the hot end were black from years of glassmaking. Standing by one of them, it seemed as if the whole plant was on fire. Flames shot out of the burn-off station (where, for example, a tumbler’s rim would be given its “bead”). Blasts of blue and yellow torched ware in the annealing lehrs, where the glass was strengthened. Small explosions of flame erupted from the presses. The men were shadows silhouetted by fire.
When his buddy Swink, a fellow floor boy who had since become an operator like Brian, showed him the basement, Brian “saw all these big trash hoppers full of water, molten glass fucking streaming down, and I was like, ‘This is like a water park for bad kids…’ Everything in there looked like The Addams Family, where it’s, like, metal hooks and chains.”
The ware made its way from the hot end to the cold end, where it was inspected and then sent through to select-pack. There it was given a quick look again before being packed into boxes. Most people called this area the sluer. Generations of Lancaster mothers, some of whom worked in the sluer, motivated sandbagging schoolchildren not with “You wanna be a ditch digger?” but with “You’ll wind up working in the sluer.”
Brian respected the factory in the same way a young man might respect a wise veteran. He entered it more as boy than man. But Plant 1 was a place of manly work, where temperatures in the hot end during summer months could reach 130 degrees and where dangerous machines stamped and rotated and hissed. And there was all that annealing fire.
Longtime glass company employees, whether factory workers or executives, were called “glassmen,” an honorific that meant you’d spent many years in the business, making glass, selling glass. Brian was on his way to becoming a glassman.
But Brian didn’t think either he or Plant 1 were being treated with the respect they deserved. That’s why he said he hated his job. “The people who own the place don’t give a shit about us,” he said. “The whole place is a piece of shit. Nothing works in there; they just put Band-Aids on it. It’s embarrassing how that place is operated.”
In January 2014, just as workers were returning from the annual Christmas shutdown, Tank 3, years overdue for a total rebuild, failed. Igneous glass ate through the bottom of the tank. A tide of fire spawned flames and smoke as it made its way into the basement. Some of the glass hit a natural gas line. That was the loudest boom Brian had ever heard other than the Fourth of July fireworks at the fairgrounds. The only thing you can do with all that glass is wait for it to cool into a solid mass and then break it up with jackhammers.
“I went from the only wrench I used bein’ on my skateboard to having a toolbox ’n’ shit, and they hand me a jackhammer. I lugged that up there,” atop the feet-deep slab. “I just had my wisdom teeth taken out, so I’m spitting blood clots out, and I about fell off the motherfucker. That place is such a mess.”
Brian had a reputation as a complainer. His union boss, Chris Nagle, headman of Local 51 of the United Steelworkers—a man who spent a good part of his life listening to complaints—thought so. But Brian wasn’t saying anything a lot of other workers weren’t also saying.
“That place is run … let’s say jerry-rigged, to be polite,” a veteran supervisor told me. “Everything is jerry-rigged.”
Tank 2 had largely been torn down in anticipation of a rebuild. The rebuild never came. It sat cold and empty, the scorched, cracked yellow brick still in place. Nobody knew when or if it would ever come back to life. Body gates sometimes failed. Five of the nine air compressors powering pneumatic machines didn’t function at all. Plant 1 was so decrepit it had a reputation around the industry for being a “shit hole.”
Brian dreamed of one day leaving the shit hole. He’d never intended to be a glassman. He wanted to be an artist. He looked a little like a beatnik artist, too, with his neatly trimmed blond beard, his short blond hair, and those horn-rims. His mother had inherited a house on East Main Street, practically next door to a dive tavern called Leo’s Bier Haus, and though the house itself was destroyed by a fire and the lot sat vacant, Brian and his parents had a deal. He’d keep the lot mowed and at least a little tidy. In return, he could transform the upstairs room of the antique wooden garage in the back, by the alley, into a studio.
The studio was tiny, a low-ceilinged room with a floor that sagged alarmingly to the west. An old drum set sat in the deepest corner. Brian sometimes practiced on it, but he mostly made art. He drew. He traced pictures to create stencils. He arranged repeated patterns of colored geometrical shapes on eight-by-ten pieces of paper. He clipped pop-culture detritus from his former teen life—anime cartoons like Cowboy Bebop, video game and book characters like Mega Man and Cosmic Camel, Pikachu from the Pokémon game, and Anna Nicole Smith—to make collages.
The collages especially were cultural commentaries. “Anna Nicole Smith is my hero,” Brian said.
Brian had a lot to say about culture, though he sometimes had a rough time saying it. His mind had a tendency to jump two places ahead of his mouth. He’d trail off into vocal ellipses in the middle of sentences: “When I was a floor boy, me and Swink used to go down there and hide. You know, to get out of work—’cause if we sat in the break room too long, they called us lazy, and you didn’t wanna be out on the floor, because it was clean. So we were just ‘outta sight, outta mind.’ So we’d go walk through the factory together, you know. At least we went together, so that way, if something bad happened, at least we were together. So we’d go exploring … I loved exploring that factory. As soon as you found the end, there’d be another hallway. It’s real neat in there. It’s a real dinosaur. So anyways, we’d go down there and hide and be like, ‘This would be a great place to play paintball,’ because about every ten yards there’s, like, big pillars, you know. It’s like the Afghanistan terrorist mission on Counter-Strike because of all the mortar and sand around.”
But Brian’s real problem wasn’t organizing his thoughts. It was that he was plagued by so many of them. He thought about smartphones, TV, religion, pop music, business, politicians, capitalism, movies, America, truth. Mainly, he thought about The System. All these subtopics, and many more things, were just elements of The System. His friends seemed willing to—even happy to—buy into The System, but Brian was atavistic.
He was often annoyed to see his fellow operators sitting in chairs and looking at their smartphones instead of at their machines. When Tank 3 failed, the scene inside Plant 1 looked like Armageddon. Meanwhile, “everyone’s got their phones out! And I’m just like, ‘Okay, you guys fuckin’ text. I’m going out to my truck. And that’s when I about ran out of the fucking factory. I was just about ready to say, ‘Fuck y’all, I’m going home.’”
The System was corrupt. The System didn’t work for him. It didn’t work for his parents. It didn’t work for Anchor Hocking, nor for Lancaster, nor for America. He couldn’t understand why anybody would obey The System. Fuck The System.
* * *
As Brian made vases on the H-28 in Plant 1 on one side of Pierce Avenue, Lloyd Romine was moving, little by little, into a gray two-story box of a house on the other. The house stood by itself, abutting an Anchor Hocking parking lot, its clapboard siding crumbling away, the yard dead in some patches and overgrown in others. A satellite dish connected the box to the wide world of TV. An old recliner, upholstered in gray velour, sat on the concrete front stoop. Above it, a plastic sign announced to anybody who cared that the premises were under surveillance. There was no sign of surveillance: no cameras, no motion lights, nothing. The sign was a poor man’s security system.
Every cop in town—and a few county sheriff’s deputies, too—knew Lloyd. He was first arrested when he was eight, a few years after his father left. He hid next to a garage to sneak a cigarette. He tossed the match over his shoulder. Pretty soon his back felt hot. Lloyd turned around and saw fire, so he ran as fast as he could. But this was Lancaster, and people notice little kids running from flames. So, of course, the police picked him up, and eight-year-old Lloyd had a juvie record.
He was forty now. His record grew with him. His reputation among Lancaster’s bad boys grew, too, partly because Lloyd looked the part. He acquired a lot of ink—from his neck down over his arms—and he had a dark goatee, and hollow cheeks, and a wiry frame that gave him the scary aspect of a man who just didn’t care how much punishment you could inflict in a fight.
Lloyd was friendly, though. If you hadn’t cheated him in a drug deal or screwed him over stolen property, he was very congenial. Cops would stop him as he walked down the street and say, “Hey, Lloyd!” And he’d say, “Hey, Jimmy!” and ask about the family, and they’d chat for a while as Lloyd gripped a tiny ball of heroin in his jacket pocket. His own lawyer liked him so much he loaned him money. Lloyd paid back every cent.
Lloyd dropped out of high school in his sophomore year, but he could be a hard worker. He sold Kirby vacuum cleaners door to door. Wore a tie and everything. He had a job in the Lancaster Glass factory for a while and liked it okay, but it was only temporary. After about six months it was over. And Lancaster Glass shut down not long after anyway. He once skipped out on bail and took off to Florida. In short order he found a job laying pipe. He got good at it. His employer liked him and started giving him more responsibilities. Lloyd even filed a tax return. Not long after he filed, a small posse of police cars, their lights flashing, the dust flying, streamed onto a job site. Lloyd was in a backhoe. The boss shouted, “What the hell’s going on?” “I think that’s my ride,” Lloyd said.
Lloyd was agnostic about drugs. He used and sold a little of whatever was flowing through Lancaster: meth, bath salts, Xanax, Perc 30s, moon rocks, cocaine, weed, Valium, heroin. Some of his clientele already lived, more or less, at the house on Pierce Avenue, but he also had customers inside the factory across the street. Now all they had to do was walk over after a shift. The mailman who’d bought drugs from Lloyd would no longer have to go knocking on a door in a part of town where houses were close together and everybody knew everybody’s business. He could come over to the west side, fifteen yards from the Anchor gate, where people came and went twenty-four hours a day.
Lloyd never made much money. He used about as many drugs as he sold, worked legit jobs now and then, living hand to mouth. But those days were about to end. Lloyd Romine was about to make more money than he’d ever imagined.
* * *
Meanwhile, somebody knocked on the door of Mark Kraft’s house in the 700 block of King Street, on the east side of Lancaster. Mark was working, but Carly Bowman was there.
Carly lived (also more or less) downstairs, rent-free, in the old house. Mark stayed upstairs, mainly. They were both twenty-five. Mark’s grandparents raised a family in that house. His father inherited it, then essentially gave the house to Mark.
He had a pretty sweet deal. He didn’t do much to keep it up, and it showed, though the white, two-story wood-sided house fit in with most of the others on the block. They were small and modest and had seen better times. Having Carly stay there off and on provided certain benefits for a junkie like Mark. The way Mark understood it, Carly’s connect was an ex-boyfriend in Columbus, some black dude named Tayvon, from whom she bought most of her dope. Every other day she drove to Columbus, paid $600, and returned with about twelve grams, almost half an ounce.
Carly shot a lot of that into her legs—about half a gram every hit, four hits a day: a pretty big payload. Sometimes Mark would walk downstairs to find Carly laid out on the floor, her exposed legs bruised and scarred from all the needles she had shoved into them. Carly was a pretty enough girl, with brown hair and big eyes, but the bruises kind of grossed Mark out.
Mark took his hits in his arms. That’s why he wore long sleeves all the time, even on the hottest August days. But other than the scars on his arms and a nagging fear of hepatitis, Mark thought he had his shit together. He was painfully thin, but he’d always been skinny. One front tooth was broken and he needed some other dental work, but he felt pretty healthy. He wore his dark hair short and often accessorized with an undersize hipster fedora.
He worked for his mom and dad at a small service business, showed up to work on time, did a decent job, and had more money to carry around than a lot of the other twenty-five-year-olds in town. So he could afford to drive up to Columbus every two weeks or so, hand over two or three thousand dollars to his own connect—some Mexicans—without having to break into somebody’s garage and steal their golf clubs or shoplift from the Walmart up on 33.
When Mark was younger, he wanted to be a pilot. He took lessons at the county airport and racked up twenty-eight hours in the air. He liked school, too, earning good grades, and came close to winning a student council election.
But when he was a sophomore in high school, Mark called a teacher a “cunt.” There was talk of expelling him, but his parents pleaded. Mark wound up being assigned to Occupational Work Experience (OWE). The program was intended to provide work training in addition to school for some trade-oriented students. Mark was not a trade-oriented student, but his parents said he could work in their business. So Mark attended school for part of the day and worked the other part.
Mark thought OWE was a joke: He was no longer really in high school at all. Most mornings, he’d hang out with other OWE kids in the parking lot where he started buying weed. Later, it was OxyContin. When Oxy went away, it was Percocet. When Percs went away, it was dope.
At first Mark bought all his dope in town. Once he started making acquaintances, he was amazed at how many junkies there were in Lancaster. Their presence hadn’t been obvious to him before; it wasn’t like the city was pocked with crack houses, opium dens, or street-corner drug markets. Many of the people he met were like the people he’d known all his life. Eventually he caught on that dope was cheaper in Columbus, so he paid his Lancaster dealer $200 to cough up the name of his Columbus supplier.
While Mark had a regular job, dope had become Carly’s main source of income. Her dad was once a supervisor at Anchor Hocking, but that was a while ago. Now he was in business for himself, and things were tough. The family declared bankruptcy—partly because of the Great Recession and the conditions around town, and partly because it cost them a lot to buy Suboxone, a heroin-replacement drug used in rehab, for Carly. She went off Suboxone when they could no longer afford it. Carly sold roughly half her buy to her own customers. She taxed the dope by adding a surcharge to what she paid her connect, charging about $10 a point—one-tenth of a gram. In Columbus, you could buy dope for five bucks a point.
When Mark first started buying, he paid about $25 a point, but the law of supply and demand crashed the price: There was a shitload of dope around. Getting clean needles was easy, too. At first he bought needles off someone he knew with diabetes. Then he met a guy who worked in a drugstore and would sell a box of five hundred syringes for a hundred bucks.
The other sweet part was that when Mark’s own supply was low, or when he couldn’t make his regular run to Columbus, Carly would sell him a few grams without the tax. Mark figured Carly was his insurance policy. Her dope was a little better, too. Rarely, she’d fuck him, but her dope was the main attraction. Mark had a pretty sweet deal all the way around.
Whoever knocked on the door of Mark’s house could have been any one of Carly’s regulars, or perhaps somebody new sent by a regular. Carly took the money; the customer took the heroin. There wasn’t any reason for suspicion.
* * *
Wendy Oatney was working the late shift at Taco Bell. She’d been working there for about a month, after stints at McDonald’s and Sonic. Taco Bell was okay. Wendy usually liked the customers, though some of them could be ornery at two in the morning. She made about $8.50 an hour. She took home about $563 every two weeks. She was thirty-eight years old. Her husband, John, was forty-five. John’s father had worked at Anchor. So had Wendy’s dad. So had Wendy, in the sluer. That didn’t last long, though.
John wasn’t working. He’d had a series of jobs, mainly in warehouses or stocking shelves: at Home Depot, at a forklift company about twenty minutes up 33 in Canal Winchester, at the Goodwill. He especially liked the forklift company, Princeton Delivery Systems, where he worked in a manufacturing and parts warehouse when he and Wendy were first married, eight years before.
“I promised her when we got married that I would go ahead and take her places and show her some of the things I done, ’cause right before we was engaged, I went to Hawaii—four islands—and come back, and it was real nice, and she never got to go anywhere. I told her we’d be able to do stuff like that, but then I lost my job.”
Cargotec, a Finnish company, bought Princeton and moved the jobs to Kansas. (Cargotec subsequently moved the jobs again, sourcing parts from “low-cost” countries and assembling the machines in Ireland.) Finding a new job was proving difficult. John had some behavioral problems, mainly a short temper. He had recently accepted Jesus Christ as his savior—a large tattoo of a cross covered most of one forearm—and strove every day to be a better Christian. That helped calm him some. So did his talks with the counselor a social service agency supplied. But some days were harder than others, and if a coworker got on John’s nerves, he’d make an issue of it. So what work he could find didn’t tend to last.
Also, John had a record, though he felt his arrest had been a little unfair. The Oatneys lived on the south side, in a tiny bungalow at the end of a lane on the south bank of the Hocking. About half a mile from their home, a former sheriff and his wife had gone into the halfway house business by establishing one in an old grocery store warehouse. Community Transition Center (CTC) was a place where felons spent weeks before being released into the community. Like many in the neighborhood, John resented the CTC. And someone had broken into the Oatneys’ little house a while back. The front door still bore the scars from a crowbar. So, like many in Lancaster, John kept a loaded gun handy.
One day while John was sitting in the living room, he heard some sounds outside. He picked up his semiautomatic and charged out of the house, waving his gun at what turned out to be a family trying to find its way across the river to the park nearby.
“One cop that come down here and stuff … Me and Wendy had those Nextel phones … two-way, that was like walkie-talkies? I was in here, and she was in the bathroom. Heard all these sirens. What in the hell’s going on? I go ahead, and thought I heard my phone chirp, so I picked my phone up and say, ‘Hey, Wendy, where you at? What’s goin’ on?’ She wouldn’t answer me. I throwed the phone back down and took one step outside that door, and a cop had a .45 to my head.” Aggravated menacing with a handgun was not a charge many employers were willing to overlook.
Their money troubles were amplified by a debt Wendy owed to one of the many car-title and payday lending offices that had sprung up all over town. John paid off Wendy’s debt, but that left them short and owing other debts. A minister suggested they contact a new service in town called Loving Lending, a bank-backed, church-based charity set up to combat the high-interest money shops. Loving Lending helped pay their debts in return for a commitment to a program of financial counseling and saving strategies. They had just completed the program. Both were hopeful they could now catch a break.
* * *
Brian, the budding glassman, grew up in this new Lancaster. He made $14.55 an hour at Anchor Hocking. As of his late November paycheck, he had taken home a little over $21,000 in 2014. He had no pension plan, no 401(k). He lived with his parents. He didn’t see any way he could avoid living with his parents next year, too, and the year after that. “I’m poor as shit,” he said. His younger brother, Mike, was a full-time student at Ohio University, down in Athens, but he came home nearly every weekend to work at a Kroger gas station. Mike was Brian’s best friend, but Brian rooted for him to become the first in his family to graduate from college, knowing that a degree would keep Mike out of Lancaster. Brian fantasized about starting a skateboard graphics business with Mike. When Brian brought it up, Mike smiled, nodded, said nothing. He couldn’t wait to leave Lancaster behind. He wasn’t sure where he would go, but it would be far away. Maybe Europe. He’d never been to Europe, but from where he stood in the glass booth of a gas station in Lancaster, Ohio, Europe looked better than America.
A few people over forty admitted that the whole town felt defeated. “Lancaster’s been beaten up,” Dave Bailey, the police chief, told me. Most, though, tended to avoid ruminating on Brian’s Lancaster. Sure, they knew that Anchor Hocking had been slipping down a long, embarrassing slide for more than a generation. Few saw any point in trying to understand why. Some even used the past tense when talking about the company—“When Anchor was here…”—though Anchor was still there. Others regarded it as a shaggy uncle living out of a 1978 LeBaron, the relative who is no longer discussed at Thanksgiving. Anchor Hocking had become an uncomfortable metaphor.
They viewed Carly and Mark and Lloyd and the Oatneys in the same way they viewed Anchor Hocking. They were aware. It was a small town; they couldn’t help but be aware. But they found consolation in thinking how aberrant it all was, how it wasn’t the real Lancaster. Possessing the memories of Brian’s parents, not the memories of Brian, they grasped at every positive development to support their view that one of these days Lancaster would return to normal.
The vacant restaurant over on Cherry Street was getting a makeover. Billy and Lorena Smith, who’d run another little place everybody liked before they moved to Florida, were back. They hoped to have the Cherry Street Pub open by the end of January. That would be the third new place to open in the space of a year. And Paul Hoch had bought the Pink Cricket, a tavern/restaurant on East Main, a Lancaster landmark since Prohibition.
Downtown, Brad and Penny Hutchinson, who owned a heavy-equipment-leasing business called Company Wrench, bought the Mithoff Building, an abandoned nineteenth-century wreck in such disrepair it was falling into itself. Two old buildings had been gutted by fire a few years back, leaving a big gap in the middle of downtown. The city wanted to yank the Mithoff in order to avoid a similar episode. But the Hutchinsons promised to spend whatever it took to resurrect it. Construction was about to begin on new elementary schools. Some of the schools they would replace were nearly a century old. The new ones would have the latest technology, which was thought to be very important.
And Lancaster still had what it had always had: the Fairfield County Fair, the Lancaster Festival—a music and art fair held every July since 1985—William Tecumseh Sherman’s house, a decorative arts museum, and a new glass museum. Lancaster had beautiful antebellum homes.
Brian and Mike didn’t buy into any of this optimism. They watched their parents struggle to provide a middle-class life for them after their father, Greg, lost his job at Anchor. Greg found another job with a company in Columbus, but their mother, Melinda, had to go to work, too, as a customer service rep at the Anchor Hocking distribution center. Brian hated that his mother was forced to work. To him, that was one more piece of evidence that The System had failed.
He’d been a skate punk all through high school and for some years after, and the music and the ideas still appealed to him. A thrash punk/ska outfit, Leftöver Crack, was a longtime favorite band of his, for lyrics like this from their song “Nazi White Trash”:
eugenics, social darwinism, an excuse for yer positioning
Brian liked many kinds of music, as long as it had integrity. Lately he’d been raiding his father’s large collection of LPs and had come to appreciate funk from the 1970s, rhythm and blues, classic rock, soul—sounds that almost nobody he knew, other than his father and sometimes Mike, appreciated.
At the moment, he was especially taken with Harry Nilsson. He thought Nilsson’s “Me and My Arrow” was brilliant. Nilsson’s song was tonic for a broken heart. Brian’s girlfriend Renee had been his best friend, aside from Mike. But she wrecked a car in 2013, and that precipitated questions of her own about where she was going, or, more accurately, not. Her decision to leave was hard—at least, Brian believed her when she told him so. She joined the air force, and they rarely communicated after that.
Renee was still a raw subject. Brian would tell a story and, in the course of it, would say her name without really thinking about it, because Renee was part of most every story. He’d stop himself with a pause while he chased away the thought of her, then pick up the story further down the timeline, as if he were reading a document poorly redacted by the FBI.
One gray day I rode with Brian and Mike out to a spot they called Hilltop. It was warmer than usual for December, about forty-five, a good day to work on a project Brian had started the previous summer. We piled into Brian’s white Ford F-150. He’d bought the truck used, and it needed a little work, but it was fine for hauling rocks.
More than a hundred years ago, a Gossett ancestor owned land by the banks of Clear Creek, about ten miles southeast of town. The creek burbled through a hollow in the Appalachian foothills. The ancestor farmed along the bottomland at the base of a wooded hill. Almost all the acreage around had long since become a nature park, but the Gossetts still possessed a small inholding, Hilltop, crowning the hill. The land wasn’t good for much except enjoying the woods and hunting deer. Brian had decided to start building a cabin on it. So far, he’d laid out the beginnings of a sandstone foundation made from rocks he’d collected. He’d cleared a few shrubby trees. He hoped to make good progress over the coming year. Maybe, he said, he’d become a back-to-the-land hillbilly.
We drove south, out Broad Street, across the railroad tracks, across the Hocking River—about five yards wide there—and veered onto BIS Road. The road was named after the Boys Industrial School (called the Ohio Reform Farm at its founding in 1856), a reformatory that in 1980 was turned into a state prison for adults, the Southeastern Correctional Institution. Everyone still called it BIS.
Brian slowed his truck to navigate the twists in the road as it wound through the prison campus. Mike looked out at the razor wire and asked Brian if he thought they knew anybody behind the fences.
They couldn’t be sure, but it was possible. They talked about friends who’d overdosed, about the girl who appeared in a homemade porno for her drug dealer boyfriend, about the tweakers in town. It wasn’t like he and his friends all came from lousy homes, either. His own parents cared. The parents of his friends cared.
“But they don’t want to know how it really is,” Brian interjected. “Dad sort of gets it, but Mom, she wants to stick her head in the sand and act like it’s not there.”
“Yeah,” Mike agreed. “It’s way different from when they were kids.”
That night, after we cut some trees and piled a ton of rocks, Brian, Mike, and I hung out in the studio listening to a bootleg Sex Pistols album and rummaging through Brian’s art. Brian lit a cigarette and stood by the open door to smoke it, because he hated the smell of cigarettes. While blowing a cloud out into the cold night air, he spotted a friend, Aaron Shonk, over by Leo’s. Aaron was one leaf on a complex Lancaster family tree; there were scores of Shonks around town. He was in a funky folk-bluegrass band, the Shonk Brothers, with his brother and a couple of other guys. He was headed to practice when Brian called out to him by raising a fist in the air and shouting, “White power!” It was a joke he and Aaron had been acting out for years to make fun of people who said asshole stuff like “White power,” like those guys from the Klan who had come through Lancaster a few months before and handed out flyers to kids. The flyers had lollipops attached.
Aaron and a friend walked up the shaky stairs that clung to the outside of the garage. Aaron was a good-looking young man with a black beard. He was so tall, he nearly had to hunch over to avoid hitting his head on the low ceiling. Brian brought out three bottles: Jägermeister, Bushmills, and Johnnie Walker Black Label. He showed off some stencil work. “I have so many projects I wished I’d finished,” he said.
Brian sometimes joked about being ADD. Maybe he was, a little. But his self-diagnosis was more fecklessness than ADD. He’d gone to a technical college in Nelsonville, a town to the southeast, to study music engineering in an effort to combine his attraction to craftsmanship with his love of music, but he didn’t complete the courses. He took some art classes at the Lancaster branch of Ohio University, but he stopped attending. His relationship with Renee had fizzled. He could pound out some good beats on the drums, but he lacked follow-though. He hated his inability to complete things. He felt pressure to pick a path in life and stick with it, but what path? Where could he fit, find meaning, not sell out to The System?
He held up a piece of stencil work, admiring it. He’d done a good job on the image. It depicted a dandelion, the flower head turned to puffs of dry seed and tiny puffs flying off into the air, where, far away, they morphed into birds.
Anchor Hocking was not going to be his longtime career, he said. He was sure of that much. Five years, maybe, then he was gone. But he also liked to say of the H-28, “For eight hours, she’s my bitch. I run her. Sometimes she runs me.” He boasted that he made some of the best ware of any operator. So I asked him to show me how he worked.
He stood up, comparing the machine to the size of the room. He stretched his arms out wide and shuffled around an imaginary H-28. Brian had played JV football and was still a little stocky, but he was light on his feet. We all watched as he stood on his tiptoes and pantomimed removing a mold. The imaginary H-28 rotated, with Brian following it, narrating every maneuver with increasing urgency and passion, still on his toes, gliding around and around, his hands a blur. He danced like Astaire.