Trepidation swirled around her body, a hungry thing gnawing away at her confidence and desire. She turned off the shower and stood for a moment until the air conditioning made her flesh pimple and forced her to move.
As she dried herself, Kayley considered saying she’d changed her mind. She didn’t let people in anymore, didn’t know how to. Her body didn’t seem able to feel pleasure either, making her a failure as a woman. And they said they wanted her, but they hadn’t seen all of her. Kayley trailed her fingers over the scar that started to the right of her belly button to where it wound its way slightly higher over her hip before dropping back down to her lower back, where she knew without looking it grew ugly and jagged. The livid edges stood out above her buttocks in a way she hated. Luke and Sean might not want her so much when they saw her marred body.
Yet another part of her, the brave part still left fighting, that part wanted its day in the sun, wanted to see if these men would take her, scars and all. She’d been four long years with very little physical human contact by her own choice and yet she yearned.
Sean had made it very clear, ladies' choice, so she didn’t have to worry about the sex side of the equation if she really didn’t want to go there. Tonight, she could walk next door and sleep peacefully between two beautiful, strong men. Men who, despite stirring her up on a primal level, also made her feel safe and protected in a way she’d not experienced…ever.
Not sure what to wear, she slipped on her underwear along with a soft T-shirt and a pair of pajama bottoms. Sitting on the bed, she brushed the tangles out of her hair and applied some lip balm with hands that shook slightly. A soft knock came at the door and kicked her heart rate up a notch as she stood to answer it.
The rhythmic sound of waves beyond the window reached her ears. She wiggled her toes in the soft, deep carpet, grounding herself. She’d be okay. She was in control and this was her choice. She repeated the mantra over and over to herself.
Luke stood on the other side of the door, looking appropriately wolfish in the dark light of the hallway. Her heart started the usual frenetic dance it did in his presence. He frowned at her.
“Don’t be anxious. I came to see if you wanted to join us, but I don’t want you to be afraid.”
“What are you? Some sort of mind reader?”
He flushed briefly before giving a soft smile. “Actually, right now it’s your heart rate giving you away. I can hear it.” His smile morphed into a cocky smirk. “It always shoots up when I’m near.”
He cleared his throat and the confident mask slipped as his eyes darkened, and his face went from smiling to serious. “I want to apologize for what happened with Will. That’s not normally how it is, with the team…the pack. We’re tight, we’re family, we stick together no matter what. Don’t think if you return with us, you’d be signing up for mayhem and fighting.” He paused, but then his face broke out into a full on, wide grin, one that punched Kayley right in the gut with its beauty. “Well, there might be mayhem and fighting but not between us.”
“Lots of mayhem and fighting, usually.” Sean appeared beside Luke. Droplets of water clung to his neck and still damp hair, which curled softly around his nape and hung down over his face. He wore nothing but pajama bottoms and Kayley let her gaze travel up his body.
The man was fine! Lean hips barely held up the soft cotton clinging to them, a flat stomach led to a smooth, hairless chest and muscular arms. His blond hair and caramel skin created a soft halo in the dim hallway light.
“Delicious, isn’t he?” Luke’s grin had ramped up to megawatt proportions.
An aching, deep need filled her. She wanted to explode at the thought of these two men together, to be able to finally see her dream men playing in the flesh.
“You know, I think I might be owed a kiss,” Sean said.
Luke immediately cupped the back of his lover’s head and pulled him forward. He kissed Sean deeply, mere inches from Kayley’s face. Not a hard kiss, it still held a possessiveness that set her head to spinning. Those chorus girls were back, dancing up a high kicking Can-Can in her stomach.
Sean laughed when the kiss ended. “Very nice, but I meant from Kayley.” His smile widened at Luke’s pout.
Sean ever-so-gently reached out and placed his hands either side of Kayley’s face. The first brush of his lips against hers caused tiny sparks of electricity to dance over her skin. As it went on, the kiss almost started her swooning, like some Victorian heroine. Warm and gentle it held the promise of so much more.
Sean tasted so different to Luke, sweeter, somehow. Unable to help herself, she let a soft moan escape against his lips. He chuckled softly, the sound causing tingling vibrations against her lips as he let her go, leaving her panting against the door.
Her mind warned to take this slow, to give herself time, but her body’s screaming desire to be touched drowned out all common sense. Kayley’s need to give herself over to these two men, to place herself in their hands and find the pleasure she so desperately craved obliterated all else.
With a last glance at her room, she pushed into the corridor beside them and raised an eyebrow. “Well? Show me to your boudoir.”
When they entered the master bedroom of the condo, Kayley gave herself a moment to look around. A huge, four-poster bed dominated the room, its modern style stopping it becoming too fussy for the simple décor. Like the rest of the condo, the room was painted white throughout with pale carpets and accents of color via prints and a couple of glass sculptures.
What really grabbed her attention though was the huge balcony beyond the sliding glass doors. “Nice.”
“Yeah, it’s not bad. Certainly better than the utility chic I find myself living with back home,” Sean muttered, making her giggle and easing her nerves.
Luke crossed the room and poured them all a large glass of brandy from a small bar set up in the corner. As he handed her the heavy tumbler, his fingers lightly brushed hers, the brief contact sending tiny shock waves of awareness skittering along her fingers, down into her wrist.
Desperately wanting to still those damned chorus girls, Kayley took a large gulp of the brandy, feeling relief as the fiery liquid hit her belly, pleasantly numbing it.
Sean moved close, until he was standing behind her. He pulled her hair back from her face and neck and kissed the skin exposed by his trailing fingers. Luke leaned against the wall, watching them intently. With a sigh, she tipped her head back and met Luke’s gaze, licking her lips as she did so. His eyes darkened and a slow smile tugged at one corner of his mouth.
Sean pulled more of her hair away as he kept on kissing and licking at her neck, making her gasp and squirm.
“We’ll have to get out and do something tomorrow,” Luke said, conversationally, as if they were just passing time and his lover wasn’t right at this minute licking along her neck.
“Maybe we can charter a boat for the day?” Sean murmured against her. “Would you be okay on a boat, Kayley?”
“Yeah, we don’t want to do anything that might cause you anxiety.” Luke looked at her, concern softening his features.
Sean’s fingers distracted her from falling too far into the depths of Luke’s gaze, when they trailed down to where the sleeve of her T-shirt hid the mermaid tattoo adorning her bicep. He pulled the sleeve up and stepped to the side to take in her ink.
“This is gorgeous!” He mapped the design with his squared off nail.
“Thanks. I love it. I like the colors; the blues, reds, and greens.” She looked at it as if with new eyes, all her senses heightened.
“Will you do the wolf tattoo for me?” He gently turned her head to the side, punctuating his question with a soft brush of lips over her mouth.
“S…sure.” Great, since when did she stutter?
Since you started kinking it up with two hot guys, her mind shot back at her.
Luke continued to watch them as he sipped at his drink.
Sean resumed his exploration of her neck and the side of her throat, as he did so he moved his hands further down and hitched her T-shirt up to splay his palms possessively across her belly. She flinched at the touch of his hands on the scar. Sean hesitated for a brief moment, before running his fingers gently over the raised skin. He lifted her T-shirt up further and traced the meandering line across her hipbone and down her back.
“Dane?” He rasped.
Kayley nodded, her mouth dry as sand. “Yes. I know it’s ugly.”
Luke finally moved, stalking across the room toward them. Without uttering a word, he dropped to his knees and placed his lips against the thin red line mapping her body. Tears welled in her eyes as he kissed along the scar. Her breath caught in her throat at the tender gesture, his lips so soft, worshipping a part of her she’d hated for so very long.
He looked up at her and his smoky gaze held her transfixed. “It’s not ugly, Kayley.” She’d never heard him more serious. “It’s a part of you. What Dane did to you was terrible but this is proof of your survival. Like I said the other day, you’re a survivor. Our bodies and faces, they tell the stories of our lives. And you are the least ugly thing I’ve ever set eyes on. I think you’re exquisite. All of you.”
She couldn’t speak and tremors ran through her at his words. The tears threatened to spill, but she fought for control. “Thank you.” The words finally tumbled out on a whisper.
“No, thank you. For being here with us.” Sean kissed her neck again.
“What do you want?” Luke stood up, bracketing her between his big body and Sean’s. “Tell us. Do you want to come and lie down with us? Talk? Cuddle? Or do you want something more.” The something more came out sounding like pure sin, the words slipping from his lips slow and decadent.
“Anything.” She gasped. All innocent ideas of simply getting held by the two males disappeared as her body burned up from their nearness and her heart flooded with the emotion of their acceptance and desire.
“No. Tell us. What. Do. You. Want?” Luke’s pupils widened as he studied her until only a tiny rim of gray remained around the edge.
Realization hit her and she knew what she wanted but saying it out loud didn’t come easy.
“Tell us.” Luke stood close enough for her to feel his body heat but still not touching. “You can say it. Anything. We want to make this so good for you.”
“I want to watch the two of you.” She bit her lip and looked down, shocked at her bold request.
“That can be arranged.” With one fluid motion, he got right up in her space and grabbed Sean’s arm as he pulled the blond man around her and into his arms.
With a hiss, Sean let himself be manhandled by Luke. The slightly taller man took Sean and pulled him flush against his body as his large hands palmed Sean’s butt through the thin fabric before their mouths came together.
She leaned back on the dresser by the door, needing the support to hold her up. They were so stunning together, the hottest thing she’d ever seen. The reality of seeing them in front of her so much more breathtaking than even the wildest of her dreams.
Luke attacked Sean’s clothes, pushing down his pajama pants, revealing dark silk boxers, Sean’s impressive erection jutting out against the satiny material. Sean returned the favor, tugging Luke’s T-shirt up.
“This. Off,” Sean muttered, smiling as Luke took over and pulled the tee off, before quickly unbuttoning his jeans and shrugging out of them. Within a moment, Luke got down to his underwear too. His were different to Sean’s, just basic white briefs. She smiled at the way their underwear highlighted the differences between the two men.
Sean with his love of the sun, expensive clothes, and the nicer things in life and Luke with his no nonsense frayed jeans and lack of interest in fripperies of any kind.
The way Luke kissed Sean though, avid, hungry and totally focused, it became clear he possessed a sensual side, one he indulged with his mate.
They slotted closer together, limbs tangling, kissing in earnest. Sean, all golden skin, sun-kissed hair, and those incredible amber eyes, contrasted sharply with Luke’s darker coloring. She liked it about them, liked the differences and the way they complemented the similarities in height and build.
Luke’s dark hair shone almost black in the room’s gloom, as he bent his head to nip at Sean’s neck. Apart they were exceptionally handsome men, together they were sublime, and Kayley’s core ached almost painfully at the scene unfolding in front of her.
Soft moans became harsher gasps as teeth and tongues fought for supremacy. It looked needy and demanding, on both sides. Luke pulled Sean in even closer and rubbed his covered erection against the other man, eliciting a deep groan out of him. The front of Sean’s silk boxers darkened as a damp patch spread across the material, and Kayley’s mouth went dry as the desert.
She’d never done anything like this in her life. She didn’t feel self-conscious because they were both so into one another she could easily imagine they didn’t even know she was there. Still a small part of her felt like a cheap voyeur, as if she really shouldn’t be watching this private moment.
“It makes it even hotter, you watching like this.” Luke broke the kiss and smiled at her. Sean nodded his agreement, his eyes half-closed as Luke nibbled the shell of his ear.
How the hell did the man always seem to know what she was thinking? Kayley shook her head at the way Luke always seemed one step ahead of her worries and fears.
His words did work, though. They drowned out her internal monologue and left her able to focus on the erotic tableau in front of her. She reminded herself, there was no use going after what she wanted but then letting her fears ruin the moment. And why shouldn’t she be the bad girl for once in her regimented life? If someone had told her a few weeks ago she’d be standing watching two incredibly hot guys making out, she’d have laughed in their face.
Sean’s hips humped into Luke. Luke’s heavy erection lay flat against his hip, held down by his briefs. Like a switch going off, her desire ramped up higher, and she yearned for more, didn’t simply want to watch any longer, needed to taste and touch.
“Can I play too?” She spoke softly, but they stopped kissing almost immediately. Still clinging onto one other, they turned to look at her. Two pairs of shining eyes studied her, two sets of red, swollen lips curved into smiles.
“Come here.” Sean pulled her in, moving back and slotting her between the two of them. His deft hands untied her pajamas from where he stood behind her before he bent down and dragged them to the floor, letting Kayley step out of them before he kicked them to the side.
“Beautiful.” Luke breathed. He reached out and traced a finger up her thigh, grabbing the hem of her T-shirt and lifting it over her head, flinging it to the side. She finally stood in only her bra and panties, the AC raising goose bumps on her sensitized skin. Vulnerable suddenly in front of the two men, she crossed her arms.
Luke’s deft fingers trailed up her belly, painting a path of fire across her skin everywhere they ghosted. From behind, Sean pulled all her hair up in his fingers, letting it trail through them before he lifted it up high and blew gently on the nape of her neck. He stood so close now his erection pressed against her bottom.
Luke’s eyes held hers and the warmth in them helped calm her remaining fears. These men weren’t Dane.
Luke grasped either side of her waist, moving his hands slowly up her body until his thumbs brushed along the underside of her bra. All the while, Sean continued kissing and biting her neck and across her shoulders.
Sensory overload had her gasping out ragged breaths, her whole body shivering at their touches and kisses. She shook as skin not touched for an eternity was kissed and stroked. The physical sensations might be intense, but they were as nothing next to the emotions the whole experience created. Slowly but surely her fear receded, and piece-by-piece the bad memories fell away as the two men worshipped her. She felt cherished and desired. Things she’d thought she’d never have again.
Capable fingers flicked open her bra clasp, unhooking it and sliding the straps down her arms before taking it off completely. Her state of arousal was so extreme the mere sensation of fabric moving against skin was almost too much to bear.
The cool air rushed over her freed breasts, puckering her nipples. Luke dipped his head and took one swollen point in his mouth, warm heat replacing cool air, causing her to arch her back and cry out.
Stormy eyes glanced up and met hers, and she saw such desire there it almost undid her. Legs shaking with emotion and the sensual assault on her body, she tried hard to hold herself up.
“Bed.” Luke’s hoarse voice made her smile. He lifted her up in his arms, the sudden swooping sensation of leaving the ground making her laugh. He grinned back at her, dropping a brief kiss on her nose as he placed her gently in the center of the huge bed.
Sean crawled onto the bed and kneeled over her before dipping his head to kiss and suckle at the breasts Luke had taken into his mouth only moments before. The idea of the two men sharing her drove Kayley to new heights of arousal, her pussy so damp the moisture soaked her panties.
Sean blocked her view of Luke, so Kayley jumped with a surprised squeak when she became aware of hands tracing the edge of her panties, fingers dipping just inside the seam to caress the sensitive skin there. She thanked God she’d kept up a basic grooming regime, despite being single. Her legs were shaved, her bikini line waxed, and her nails painted.
“You are so beautiful you blow my mind.” Sean stared down at her, his mouth open, breathing harsh. “Your skin is so soft, and you smell incredible, so different to a man. Sort of sweet, like honey and strawberries all mixed together.”
“That’s very poetic of you, but it’s my body lotion, it is strawberry and honey.” She giggled.
“I didn’t know.” Sean sounded awed.
“Didn’t know what? That I wear strawberry body lotion?”
“That it would be so different. That you’d feel and taste so different to any male. How did I go so many long years without this?” He shook his head and dipped down to taste her again.
As Sean ravished her breasts, Luke’s strong hands lifted her bottom up, and he oh-so-slowly peeled her panties down. For a long moment, only cool air blew across her hyper sensitive, exposed skin, causing her to suck in a breath and wait. Then Luke’s warm, wet mouth latched onto her and the sensations at her very core threatened to overwhelm her.
Embarrassment flooded her as she remembered how wet she’d become watching them together. Luke’s next words took her momentary shame and changed it to something else entirely.
“You taste so good! All wet and hot and ready for me. I could stay here forever.”
“Oh, God.” She threw her head back, eyes closed, the two men using their mouths on her too much to take.
What if she couldn’t come? Despite all the pleasure, her damned brain wouldn’t stop worrying about it. They might literally drive her insane with need if this kept up much longer, and she didn’t find release.
Luke’s tongue circled her clit, swiping repeatedly over the swollen, tight nub and she fell further into the experience. Her body wrestled control from her overactive mind, increment by increment. Luke stopped licking at her and instead used his whole mouth, sucking her clit gently in between his teeth and applying pressure with his warm lips.
“Oh my…” Kayley panted. Finally, finally, her mind switched off and nothing but physical pleasure remained. She became a creature of pure sensation, flying high on the hormones and endorphins flooding her system. And just as she thought she might come, right when she found herself further along the precipice than at any other point in four years, Luke stopped.
“No!” The word came out on a ragged moan.
“Hush.” Luke moved up her body. “We’ll take care of you, don’t worry.”
“No.” Panic gripped her. “You don’t understand…I can’t, I have trouble…”
“I told him, he does understand.” Sean broke in, voice low. “Trust us, please?”
Sean sat up, moved to one side to allow Luke better access to her, and her gaze drew once again to the damp patch staining the front of his boxers. As she stared, it spread in front of her eyes as his cock twitched inside its fabric cage. It gave her such a heady rush, these two powerful, masculine men wanting her so badly.
“You call the shots remember?” Luke kissed her neck. “But damn it, I want inside you.” Luke nuzzled her some more. “Can I fuck you?”
The request sent a shiver through her, she needed and Luke offered, and it was all that mattered right then. “Yes.” Her voice came out high and breathy.
“Do you want us to use a condom? Shifters don’t get ill, and we don’t catch diseases or spread them. You can’t get pregnant either as you’re not one of us. But we can use a condom if you prefer?”
Kayley knew Luke spoke the truth, both from their earlier conversation and a subsequent talk with Will, when he’d shown her ancient texts on their species, held in a private online catalog.
“No condoms,” she whispered. “I don’t want any barriers between us.”
Luke stared at her for a beat, his face serious. Then he bent down and brushed damp lips over hers. “God, I want to come inside you.”
Sean moved to stand by the side of the bed. Watching Kayley intently, he slowly pulled his boxers down, revealing his flushed cock. The head such a deep purple it looked almost painful. Still staring at her, he fisted himself, moaning as he did so. Luke watched him for a moment, before moving up her body. He bent to lick and nip at her mouth. They kissed for a long time, the taste of him surrounding her, blotting out all else.
“Do you think he’s feeling left out?” Luke pulled his mouth away from Kayley, nodded over at Sean. He stood by the bed, watching them, his hand still sliding slowly up and down his engorged length.
“I think he might be.” She found it hard to speak.
Luke let his weight fall onto one arm and snaked the other out to the side, grabbing Sean and pulling him in. Eyes still locked on hers, Luke deliberately licked a long stripe right up the side of Sean’s straining cock.
Sean made a strangled sound, deep in his throat as his hand shot out to tangle in Luke’s hair. The visual stimulation alone might be enough to help Kayley over her little problem. Her clit throbbed hard enough to hurt.
Luke blinked his long eyelashes shut, and sucked Sean down so deep she saw his throat flutter. Right when Sean seemed about to explode, Luke cruelly let him drop from his mouth with an audible pop. Smug, he turned back to Kayley and pressed his mouth to hers.
Holy hell! Nothing could have prepared her for the taste of Sean on Luke’s lips. The scent of sex hung heavy in the air, now she tasted it too, as Luke pushed his tongue into her mouth.
Never letting up on kissing her, Luke used his knee to push her legs apart. She reached a hand between her legs to grasp him. He lay heavy and thick in her palm. She’d not had anyone inside her for many years and fear coiled its way into her belly. What if she couldn’t take him?
“Be gentle.” She looked into his eyes. “It’s been a while for me.”
Luke reached up, brushed her hair back from her damp forehead, and kissed either side of her mouth. “I know. I’ll take it slow. But tell me if it hurts.”
He paused and turned to Sean, a glint in his eyes. “Care to join us?” Luke moved his arm as if to pull Sean onto the bed, but Sean pulled back. His face flushed when he spoke. “No. I want…want to watch.”
“Ah.” Luke nodded. “Okay.”
Luke looked down at Kayley. His dark hair hung over his forehead and his gray eyes held her prisoner in their depths. As they stared at one another, he positioned himself up against her tight entrance. Never breaking eye contact, Luke pushed into her, gentle and slow as promised.
“Oooh.” A sting of discomfort caused her to tense, but he stopped and gave her time to adjust to him. Soft lips caressed the sensitized skin of her neck and deft fingers trailed over her stomach. Bit by bit, tight muscles relaxed and opened up as his thick length invaded her soft flesh.
“Christ, you’re so wet.” He sounded awestruck.
When almost fully in, Luke stilled for a moment, eyes searching hers. It wasn’t enough. Yes, she’d asked him to go slow, but suddenly Kayley needed more. She pushed her hips into his body, taking him further inside. His balls slapped against her ass and Luke grunted. Liking taking control, she pushed up again, circling her hips.
“Fuck me, Luke.” She whimpered against his neck, and with a snap of his hips, Luke did as asked. Pleasure exploded within her and she whimpered as her nails raked Luke’s back.
Sean dipped his head, taking her mouth with his, forcing his tongue in and claiming her, before pulling back, licking his lips, and stroking himself again as he watched them.
Luke’s thrusts were building in intensity. Kayley knew she wouldn’t come this way, she never had, but that was okay. Feeling filled and taken by Luke was more than enough. Afterward, she’d get one of them to stroke her, see if she’d find her release.
Feeling brave, she reached out and took hold of Sean’s cock. He arched into her touch and dropped his own hand away, letting her stroke him instead.
His heated skin was hot velvet over rigid steel; so warm she wondered he wasn’t steaming. She remembered Will saying shifters ran warm, and clearly during sex they burned up.
Kayley stroked Sean in time to Luke’s thrusts. Not for one moment did she experience any fear. Instead she felt powerful, in control, and oh so feminine.
Luke sucked and nibbled at the base of her throat. He’d unerringly found her erogenous zone, and she moaned out loud.
Still nibbling at her throat, Luke changed angle inside her and hit a spot deep within she’d never experienced before. An odd sensation assaulted her, a mix of pleasure and pressure, along with the hint of something growing and blossoming. As Luke kept hitting the sensitive spot, a zing of pleasure/pain shot through her, alarming at first in its intensity. It gave way to pure bliss building with every sure and firm thrust Luke made into her body.
Kayley’s moans deepened. She’d never been very vocal during sex before but couldn’t bring herself to care how she sounded. Her hand stuttered on Sean as she lost her coordination. The pressure building within didn’t subside and didn’t resolve but kept on tormenting her with every smooth slide in Luke made, and every slow drag out.
Right when she thought she’d die from the torture, Sean reached down and pressed one long finger against her clit. Her orgasm ripped through her. There were none of the usual warning signs as her muscles went into a series of spasms around Luke, causing him to gasp against her neck. Rippling waves of blinding pleasure spread through her, turning her inside out. In her shock, she let go of Sean completely, utterly overwhelmed.
After four years without release Kayley finally flew, she soared and soared before shattering into a million tiny pieces.
She cried out as Luke swore above her, his own climax hitting. His hips jerked as he pushed in one last time, panting against her neck as he came inside her.
Sean gave a low moan as he found his own release, hand working fast over his cock as he ejaculated over the two of them, splattering Luke’s side and her chest. The sight and sound of Sean losing it, his hot cum splashing onto her skin, had her pulsing around Luke all over again, her second climax softer waves of pure pleasure.
As the last contractions finally left her, and Luke stilled, Sean climbed onto the bed next to them, rubbing himself against her side as he nibbled her neck and trailed a hand over her breasts. Luke lifted an arm and ran his fingers through Sean’s hair. The two of them met above her, lips coming together in a slow, erotic kiss.
Emotions tore through Kayley, a churning tornado ripping everything up and settling it back down anew. Years of tension, of loneliness, of fear, of merely existing not living—it all welled up within her. Her body had been a place she didn’t even visit herself. The trauma she’d been through and her subsequent depression making it an alien landscape she no longer knew.
Now these two amazing men had torn down all her barriers, and she’d never be the same again. The fog of her fear lifted completely and for the first time in years, she felt truly alive.
She turned her face away from Luke and pulled her arm over her head to try and hide the tears spilling down her face. She couldn’t stop their flow.
“Kayley?” Luke’s alarmed voice registered, unable to respond she could only let the tears flow.
“Honey, are you okay? Are you hurt, what is it? Kayley, please, tell us.” Sean sounded like he might have a panic attack at any moment.
Still she couldn’t stop crying.
“Shit. Can you fix her a drink?” Luke asked Sean. “Kayley? Do you want a glass of water? A brandy?”
The bed dipped as Sean started to move away and finally, with superhuman will, Kayley managed to force words out past her trembling lips.
“No! Don’t go, Sean. Don’t move. I…I’m okay.”
“Honey, you’re really not okay.” Luke stroked her face tenderly.
“I am. Just…give me a moment.”
Gently, Luke pulled out of her. Despite his care, the movement still caused spasms to wrack her as he slid against her sensitive flesh. Wiping at her eyes, she looked up to see Sean waving a tissue at her. She took it with a grateful smile.
“I bet I look gorgeous.” She sniffed.
“Did I hurt you? Do you regret it? I’m so sorry, I should never have asked, shouldn’t have pushed.” Luke looked terrible.
“It’s quite the opposite. You made me feel so good. Don’t you see? I’ve not been touched by anyone, not in a sexual way, for four long years. I’ve slept alone every night. What Sean told you is true…” Her cheeks flamed, but she forced herself to go on. “I couldn’t even give myself release; first the damn tablets made it impossible, and then I don’t know why but it didn’t happen for me…ever. You’ve released four years of pent up sexual frustration, hence the crying jag.” Suddenly her emotions took another wild swing, and she started to giggle.
“You guys ought to charge.” She couldn’t wipe the smile from her face.
Luke actually blushed, the cutest damned thing she’d seen since someone brought a baby hedgehog into the tattoo parlor.
Sean trailed his hands through her hair, letting if fall through his fingers over and over again. “I love your hair.” He bent down and nuzzled at it, taking a long, deep breath in.
She’d not quite grown used to the way they used their sense of smell so much. Luke always seemed to be sniffing and nuzzling at Sean’s neck and now both men did the same to her. Luke nuzzled at her neck and collarbone, scenting her and idly tasting her, flicking his tongue out every now and again and nibbling at her with his lips.
With a contented sigh, he laid back, head rested on the pillow as his fingers trailed down her skin and back up again, drawing some abstract pattern over her body.
“Is he always this mellow after sex?” she asked Sean.
“Pretty much. For a while at least, until he’s ready to go again, which actually, normally doesn’t take long. He’s kind of like the Energizer bunny.”
“He’s here, you know!” Luke growled. “I can always go next door if you’d like, so you two can have a proper chat about me.”
“Well, if you wouldn’t mind.” Sean laughed as a pillow sailed over Kayley and smashed him in the face.
Luke pulled her into him, resting his arm over her to trail his fingers down Sean’s forearm.
“I don’t know how to thank you,” Kayley whispered to them both. “You’ve given me my body back.”
She gave them each a soft kiss on the cheek and pulled herself up into a sitting position.
“Good-night,” she said as she made to scramble over Sean.
“What are you doing?” Luke’s voice rose.
“Going to bed, letting you two sleep.”
“It’s a big bed, stay.” Sean’s slurred voice made her smile; he’d be asleep in five minutes.
“I should let you two have some time alone and if Will fin—”
“Stay.” Luke whispered it in her ear. “Stay with us. We’ll set the alarm early and make sure you’re out of here but for now…stay.”
It wouldn’t hurt she told herself, one night spent sleeping between these two wonderful men…men who’d already managed to steal a part of her heart.
And therein lay the problem. Cold chased through her, pushing all the warmth out as reality sank in. This wasn’t meant to be anything more than a fun encounter; she’d sworn to herself no man would ever again get too close. How the hell could she already be feeling so much for two men she barely knew? It had to stop. Before someone got hurt.
In the morning she’d pack her bags and leave. She would not come between them or risk her own heart getting broken…or worse. Threesomes never worked. Someone always got left out and their fun night would inevitably go horribly wrong somewhere down the line if they kept it up. So tomorrow, she’d do the right thing and leave…but she’d allow herself this one night of pleasure.