Helena, Where Homes Go Mad

Cries of gold or men about to hang

trail off where the brewery failed

on West Main. Greedy fingernails

ripped the ground up inch by inch

down the gulch until the hope of gold

ran out and men began to pimp.

Gold is where you find it in the groin.

That hill is full of unknown bones.

What was their sin? Rape? A stolen claim?

Not being liked? When the preacher,

sick of fatal groans, cut the gallows down

the vicious rode the long plain north

for antelope, or bit their lips in church.

Years of hawks and nutty architects

and now the lines of some diluted rage

dice the sky for gawkers on the tour.

Also shacks. Also Catholic spires,

the Shriner mosque in answer,

Reeder’s Alley selling earthenware.

Nowhere gold. Nowhere men strung up.

Another child delivered, peace,

the roaring bars and what was love

is cut away year after year

or played out vulgar like a game

the bored make up when laws are firm.

Not my country. The sun is too direct,

the air too thin, the dirt road packed

too hard. Someday a man

might walk away alone from violence

and gold, shrinking every step.

A small girl, doomed perhaps

to be a whore might read his early tears.

Let’s read the hawks. She’ll marry, he

go dry-eyed to the hot plain north

and strong, behind him—Helena

insane with babies and the lines of homes.

for Tom Madden