2433 Agnes, First Home, Last House in Missoula

It promises quiet here. A green Plymouth

has been a long time sitting across the street.

The lady in 2428 limps with a cane

and west of me fields open all the way

to the mountains, all the way I imagine

to the open sea. A three colored dog

doesn’t bark, and between 2428

and 24 I see blocks away a chicken coop

in disrepair, what in the distance seems

moss on the roof and for certain

the windows out, for terribly certain

no chickens, and for beautifully sure

a gray pile of lumber in a vacant lot.

My first morning is cloudy. A rumpled

dirty sheet of clouds is crawling northeast,

not threatening rain, but obscuring

the Rattlesnake range. In 2430

a woman is moving, muted to ghost behind

dotted swiss curtains. She drives

a pale green Falcon. This neighborhood

seems a place where lives, like cars, go on

a long time. It has few children.

I’m somewhat torn. On one hand, I believe

on one should own land. You can’t respect

what you own. Better we think of spirits

as owning the land, and use it wisely, giving

back at least as much as we take, repaying

land with Indian rituals of thanks.

And I think when we buy, just the crude fact

of money alone means we really pay out

some part of self we should have retained.

On the other hand, at least fifty buntings

are nervously pecking my lawn.