BECAUSE I WAS ONCE GOOD

I know how difficult baseball is and because she is

good at most things, I know how my daughter reacts

when she fails at something. It’s baseball today,

yesterday was archery with a plastic weapon,

and every day is handstand day. The red bat slung

across her shoulder like she has been here before,

I warn how hard it is to hit a ball moving

at you, I try to prepare the ground beneath her

new gravity, admittedly more for my sake

than hers. She hits the first ball, then the second,

only missing on my too-low toss, every contact

brings a levitation of triumph: I hit it again, Daddy.

I too am caught in this firework, the uncanny

learning of ascension, and ask, Do you want to play

softball, love? and she says, Um, not really,

as she connects again, the ball sailing out of view.