CLEAN

Still wet from the bath / the girl has a song /

caught in her skin / she moves side to side /

limbs springing out / like new animals /

stop child, I warm / the lotion and try /

to apply it to a moving / target in and out /

of my reach / hit an elbow then a calf /

the giggles don’t stop / and I practice /

aging while trying / not to fire blanket /

the atomic girl / who laughs at everything /

including bedtime / and I finally glisten /

an arm, chest, left / smiling cheek not /

because I have / gotten better but the child /

has slowed with age / and now a playful hand /

is a potential fist / a scarred knuckle /

the one leg will / become less perfect after /

a fall remember when / I wore crutches, Daddy /

not yet am I witness / she grabs the car keys /

my empty-handed / objection, the house empties /

when she leaves / the first time, a collapse /

of myth, I will remember / before I became /

a ghost ship, wasn’t always / a bedtime or my /

once-confident / hands glistening, holding /

a brand-new sun /