WILLED IN AUTUMN

The room is red, like ourselves

On the inside. We enter

And my heart ticks out its tune

Of soon, soon. I kneel

On the bed and wait. The silence

Behind me is you, shallow breaths

That rustle nothing. This will last.

I grip the sheets, telling time

To get lost. I close my eyes

So the red is darker now, deep,

A willed distance that backs away

The faster we approach.

I dream a little plot of land and six

Kid goats. Every night it rains.

Every morning sun breaks through

And the earth is firm again under our feet.

I am writing this so it will stay true.

Go for a while into your life,

But meet me come dusk

At a bar where music sweeps out

From a jukebox choked with ragged bills.

We’ll wander back barefoot at night,

Carrying our shoes to save them

From the rain. We’ll laugh

To remember all the things

That slaughtered us a lifetime ago,

And at the silly goats, greedy for anything

Soft enough to crack between their teeth.