Acknowledgements

To Seren Adams, I’ll always remember our first meeting, where Open Water began. Thank you for all the support, editorial and otherwise, through the process. You’re the best agent a writer could ask for, and a wonderful friend.

To my editors, Isabel Wall and Katie Raissian, thank you for taking so much time and care and affording this novel such a deep sensitivity. I’m beyond grateful.

To the team at Viking Books, thank you for working so hard to make this happen.

To my writing people: Belinda Zhawi, Candice ­Carty-­Williams, Raymond Antrobus, Yomi ode, Sumia Jaama, Victoria ­Adukwei ­Bulley, Kareem Parkins-Brown, Amina Jama, Joanna ­Glen – your words of advice and encouragement really got me over the line. Thank you.

To the homies: Krys Osei, Deborah Bankole, Rob Eddon, Stuart Ruel, Niamh Fitzmaurice, Justin Marosa, Courage Khumalo, Sam Akinwumi, Thomas McGregor, Charlotte Scholten, Nick Ajagbe, Alex Lane, Ife Morgan, Archie Forster, Louise Jesi, Chase Edwards, MK Alexis, Dave Alexis, Nicos Spencer, Law Olaniyi, Natasha Rachael Sidhu, Steffan Davies, Lex Guelas, Chrisia Borda, Mariam Moalin, Monica Arevalo, Luani Vaz, Charlie Glen, Diderik Ypma, Krystine Atti, Zoë Heimann and Cara Baker.

To Sue, thank you for always making me feel welcome and loved.

To Jashel and Jumal, thank you for always believing in me, and for pulling me up when my faith waned.

To Mum and Dad, I know how much you sacrificed in order for me to get to where I am now. I love you both, so much.

To Grandma, I know you’re still smiling and singing for me.

Es, there aren’t the words, but I won’t stop trying.