• Two •

Though we got to the church in good time, finding parking wasn’t easy. I finally found a space three blocks away on a side street, taking the time to write down its name on a deposit slip. Harry took his bike out of the back seat and reattached the wheel.

“I have rehearsal at noon,” he said. “What are you writing?”

“In Boston, I could always remember exactly where I’d parked, but in Trevorton everything looks alike. I’m constantly forgetting where my car is.” The quaint New England beauty of my hometown’s clapboard houses, mostly painted white, blurred together. More than once I’d pretended to take a walk while desperately trying to remember where I’d left the car.

Harry and I walked together toward the Congregational Church. We slowed down as we turned the corner. The crowd was moving slowly into the building. The simplicity of the church, the oldest one in town and historically known as a Meetinghouse, was less familiar to me than the elaborate beauty of the Catholic Church in the next town over. I thought of my mother with a pang. She wouldn’t be happy that I couldn’t remember the last time I’d been in a church. But I was here today, in my funeral attire. The gaff tape was holding up so far, though I was hesitant to take a deep breath.

Harry went around to the back of the church to lock up his bike. I waited for him by the front door. Three limousines rolled up. I watched as the drivers opened the doors and Terry Holmes stepped out. He reached his hand inside, and I expected to see Emma appear. Instead, Terry helped Brooke Whitehall, Peter’s young widow, out of the car. She snaked her arm through his and leaned heavily on him as they walked toward the church.

Even in grief, Brooke Whitehall was one of the most beautiful women I had ever seen: porcelain skin, curly hair with enough highlights to give it a healthy, sun-kissed look, and a body that displayed both strength and sexiness, even through her funeral clothes. Her confidence made me hunch my shoulders forward, trying to minimize my six-foot height and not-inconsiderable frame. Looking down, I saw my size-eleven feet with my hose sagging at the ankles. Damn.

Harry came around the corner and stopped beside me. “Let’s go sit,” he said. Though the church was packed, Harry smiled and charmed someone into making room so we could sit together on the same pew. Other latecomers were reduced to standing in the back and in the aisles.

The tension was high. Peter’s murder had changed the tenor of an event that is, by definition, difficult. Rather than having thoughtfully chosen readings or meaningful songs, the service felt rote. Even the eulogy, delivered by Terry, left little in its emotional wake. The only overt feeling came from the second pew, where Peter’s children sat. Emma and Eric wiped tears, but Amelia sobbed. Her brother put his arm around her, pulling her toward his chest. The depth of her emotion moved me. Surely the gossip was wrong. Amelia was obviously distraught. How could she possibly have … or maybe that was why she was so distraught. Guilt.

I gave myself a mental shake and tried to concentrate on the service. No time to run through suspects. I’d been off the job for years, but at times like these I realized I’d never left. Not really. The police department had “retired” me, the word we’d settled on when we couldn’t come to terms with “quit” or “fired,” but a bad ending to my career did nothing to stop my curiosity, my suspicious mind, or my craving for justice. I needed to remember that I shouldn’t get involved. No matter what. Or whom.

There would be no graveside ceremony for Peter Whitehall, either because of family wishes or, more likely, because his body hadn’t been released by the coroner. The minister reminded the congregation that there would be a reception afterward at the Whitehall home, the Anchorage, to pay respects to the family. And before I knew it, the service was over and the family whisked out of the church to prepare to meet their public.

“Why don’t you come with me to the reception?” I said.

“Rehearsal,” Harry said. He’d watched Eric get into the limo and drive off without looking around.

“I bet Dimitri would be all right if you missed a bit of rehearsal,” I said. Especially since this was Harry’s third year playing Bob Cratchit.

“I may need to cash in that favor another time. It’s fine. I’ll see you later,” he said. He leaned over and kissed me on the cheek. Maybe he and Eric really were over? I hated the idea that I might have to choose sides between my two friends, but perhaps they’d be more mature than I’d been when Gus and I divorced.

Though work beckoned, I decided to go to the reception, partly to pay my respects, partly to see the Whitehall mansion again. The Anchorage had been a major part of my childhood, a place of magic. I wondered if it would still feel that way.

For an unknown reason, the original builder, a sea captain of ill repute, had constructed the large mansion only a few yards from the high, rocky bluff. One hundred years later Peter Whitehall went further, building an addition that extended over the cliff, with huge windows on three sides. Window washers received monthly hazard pay to wash, sometimes scrape, the salt from the windows. This two-floor addition was Peter’s domain: his study on the first floor and his bedroom and sitting room on the second. I knew Peter was murdered in the addition, but wasn’t sure where. I’d heard rumors of sharp shooters on the beaches from Gene at the Beef and Ale, but this was dismissed by someone else at the bar as impractical because of the angles. Given that we live in a twenty-four-hour news world, there’d been remarkably little reported. The cops were doing a good job at keeping a lid on leaks.

Though it was visible from most of the Trevorton beaches, tall privet hedges hid the Anchorage from the road and camouflaged a large iron fence surrounding the property. Two large stone columns supported a huge gate. There were stories that a disgruntled business associate had tried to ram the gate with his big, heavy eight-cylinder SUV fifteen years ago, believing the loaded gun on the seat would help speed his entry into the house once he got past the gates. But he never made it, and his car was totaled in the effort.

The gate was open today but the circular driveway was filled with cars, so I drove past and parked on the side of the road. I considered leaving my coat in the car but didn’t want to walk even the short distance to the house in the frigid wind. I waved to the guard on duty, a habit from my patrol days. As I made my way toward the house I kept mental notes of the cars parked in the circle, another habit from my early days issuing parking tickets. My fingers were nearly frozen, but I took out my cell and checked messages, emails, and texts. In a nod to funerary decorum I switched the phone to vibrate.

Two oversized, magnificently carved doors marked the entrance to the front of the house. I didn’t think I’d ever used those doors before. We always went around back to the kitchen. The better you knew a family, the less likely you were to use the front door. At my parents’ house, the front door had had a table in front of it where we’d put the mail.

One of the doors was open to the receiving line that was beginning to queue. The other remained closed, displaying a splendid wreath that probably cost as much as my entire holiday decoration budget for the theater. As I got closer, I noticed a black ribbon instead of a more holiday-appropriate red. The gesture made my throat tighten. Even if his true mourners were few, the Anchorage acknowledged Peter’s passing.

Emma and Terry stood at the open door, seemingly oblivious to the cold, greeting their guests. Emma looked nervous as I approached, so I donned my most comforting smile and took her hand in both of mine. “I’m so sorry about your father.”

“Thank you for coming, Sully. This is my husband, Terry Holmes, have you met? Terry, this is my second cousin … is that right? My mother’s cousin’s daughter … whatever. Sully Sullivan.”

“Sully Sullivan?” Terry shook my hand as if we were long-lost friends. His reputation as a charmer seemed well founded.

“Born Edwina. My grandfather, Edwin Temple, died a month before I was born … ”

“Sully’s been Sully our whole life,” Emma told him. “Only our mothers called her Edwina. God rest their souls.”

“I wish I’d known them both. It’s wonderful to meet you.” His eyes seemed sincere, his voice wonderfully modulated. I wished I didn’t know as much as I did about him.

“Nice to meet you, Terry.” I said. “I’m surprised we haven’t already met at the theater.”

“Sully manages the Cliffside Theatre Company,” Emma explained.

“Ah. No, you wouldn’t see me there. I don’t like theater. Happy to contribute to it, but thrilled Emma goes with Eric.”

“Speaking of whom … ?” I moved into the doorway, much to the relief of the frozen line of mourners behind me.

“Check the library. I’ll see you later, Sully?” Emma said.

“Of course. Again, I’m so sorry. If there’s anything I can do … ”

“Thanks, I’ll be in touch.” Something about her tone told me she meant it.

I sidled through the crowd, looking for Amelia and Eric. The house was Federal style, with a center entrance and mirrored wings on either side. The entrance led to a grand hallway, a large, beautifully carved wooden staircase, and a glimpse of an upper hallway. Despite the grandeur of the home and the intricate period details, the rooms were not massive, particularly by current McMansion standards. There were a few grand spaces with high ceilings for entertaining. The less-formal rooms were smaller, with normal-height ceilings. Most rooms had fireplaces, all of which still worked despite the advent of central heat. The Anchorage had a simple elegance I preferred over the Newport cottages farther south. The spaces here were designed for use as well as for show. Today they would be well used, receiving Peter’s mourners. And there were a lot of them.

For many people, this was more than an opportunity to show the family support; it was a chance to see the inside of the Anchorage, an opportunity few would pass up. Add a catered spread, and a turnout was guaranteed. I thought about my father’s imagined remark about the thimbleful of tears and wondered how many of the people enjoying a repast in Peter Whitehall’s home were genuinely sorry. I guessed very few.

I saw David Taylor the same moment he saw me. I might have let him off the hook with a wave, given where we were, but his pointed attempts to ignore my presence ticked me off. The conversation I’d planned for later got moved up. Until the Patrick King experiment, David had been our perennial Scrooge. Since he was a core member of the company who’d always been a joy to work with, we thought he would be okay with the role of Jacob Marley this year. Actually, Dimitri thought he’d be okay. But now, with fewer lines to deliver, he was playing the role of an actor wronged, and he was punishing us. Our production had a lot of actors doubling roles; it was part of Dimitri’s conceit for the production. I needed David to double as one of the people in the Ghost of Christmas Future scene, either as one of the businessmen that Scrooge overhears talking or as Old Bob the pawnbroker. As I walked toward him, David looked around and realized that all escape routes were cut off. I smiled and slowed my pace.

“David, I’m so glad to see you. We keep missing each other at rehearsal,” I said.

“Well, I’m not called for that many rehearsals this year.”

“Connie has been trying to call you for a few more, from what I understand.”

David shook his head. “I was only contracted for Marley.”

“Come on, David. What are you doing? You’re a member of the Cliffside—we need you to help get us through this, um, production, so we can start planning for next season.”

“I’m sorry, but I can’t. I was hoping to talk to you about this later, but I guess now is as good a time as any.” He looked me square in the eyes and stood tall. “I’m leaving the production.”

“You’re what? You can’t. You’ve got a contract.”

“It’s all in this letter. I got offered a role in a new movie filming in Boston. For more money.”

Damn it. More remunerative employment. That was the clause in the contract that allowed an actor to break the agreement so he or she could take another gig. Because let’s face it, almost anything would be more remunerative that working at the Cliffside. But most of the time we tried to work out schedules.

“I was going to leave this letter for you at the theater. Cowardly, I know. But I didn’t want to risk you talking me out of my decision. You know how much the company means to me, but I can’t do it, Sully. What was a joy has become a nightmare.”

Normally I would chalk such a comment up to actor hyperbole, but he was telling the truth. Our production of A Christmas Carol had become a nightmare. I expected the ghost of Charles Dickens to haunt my dreams soon.

“Nothing I can say?” I asked. David shook his head. “All right, I’ll tell Dimitri.”

“You’re not pissed?” he asked. He sounded disappointed.

I bit my tongue. David was one of my favorite actors. I wasn’t going to burn a bridge for Patrick King, even though I was tempted. “Of course I’m pissed. But I’ll get over it. Someday.”

As David walked away, I pulled out my cell and checked for messages. Nothing. I sent a text to Stewart Tracy. It said SOS. You have a gig for the next few weeks? We need you. Call me. After a second I added a XOXO, Sully to the end of the text and hit send. I went to my email and found the draft I’d written to Stewart as a just-in-case measure; the email laid out the entire situation. I hit send and turned off my phone. Time to find the rest of the family, pay my respects, and then get back to work. I had a part to recast.

I spotted Eric across the room and started toward him, then stopped. He was talking to my ex-husband. What was Gus doing here? I didn’t walk over—as much for Gus’s sake as for my own. Small talk was going to be a tricky business. Unlike some of my friends who’d become friends with their exes, I hadn’t spoken to Gus since my father’s funeral. Even the divorce was handled through our lawyers. I couldn’t bear to try, and he’d given up. I would need more prep time, and a drink, before I attempted to talk to him today.

I found Amelia, looking tiny in a large wingback chair in the corner of the ballroom, oblivious to the humanity swirling around her. She stared at the untouched plate of food on her lap.

I walked over to her, wanting to get her attention without startling her. Amelia didn’t register my presence until I crouched down and took both of her hands.

“Amelia, hi,” I said in low tones. “My name is Sully … you may not remember me. Our mothers were cousins, and I used to come over here to play a long time ago … ”

“Your mother was Sarah.” Amelia’s voice was loud, a little too loud given my proximity. Her eyes were dilated, and she seemed to be having trouble focusing. Most of the conversation around us stopped as people turned to listen.

“Yes … ”

“I remember her. She was very kind to Mother when she was sick … ”

“She loved your mother very much,” I agreed, hoping that she would lower her voice to my level.

“I loved my father like that.” No such luck. Amelia stared at me as if daring me to challenge her. I had no response, at least not an adequate one. No matter. Amelia wasn’t finished. “He wasn’t an easy man to love, but I did. He loved me back. Called me his angel.” With that she looked around defiantly.

Emma and Eric waded through the crowd toward Amelia. “Well, there you are, darling,” Emma said. “You must be exhausted. I know I am. Why don’t you come and lie down for a while? Sully won’t mind, will you?”

“No, of course not.” I lifted the untouched plate from Amelia’s lap and held my other hand out to her. She took it, using it to lift herself from the chair. “Amelia, I truly am so sorry about your father.”

“Thank you.” Amelia squeezed my hand and then took Emma’s, allowing herself to be guided toward the staircase. She’d only taken a few steps when she turned back toward me while addressing her sister. “Emma, didn’t you tell me once that Sully used to be a policewoman? Maybe she can help us, Emma. Shall we ask?”

Emma hesitated and looked over her shoulder. She clearly wanted to say something, but not in a room full of people.

“Why don’t you call me at the theater, Amelia? Anytime.”

Eric stayed behind to talk with me. “Careful, Sully. We may take you up on that.” He looked around, and then back at me. “Are you alone?”

“I am. Harry sends his best,” I said.

“I’ll bet,” Eric said. “Frankly, I’m surprised either of you came to the funeral. My father wasn’t one of your favorite people.”

I got a whiff of Eric’s whiskey-laden breath and took a long look at him. The bloodshot eyes and blotching skin were familiar signs that he’d been drinking. Hard. Aside from an occasional glass of wine, I hadn’t seen Eric drink for months.

“Harry came to the funeral for you, dope. This isn’t the best time to get into a pissing match.”

“You’re right. This isn’t the time. Sorry. I don’t know what’s wrong with me … ”

Deep breath. Months of anger management and meditation had to have done me some good, right? “Well, for starters, you just got back from your father’s funeral. Grief, maybe some mixed emotions?”

“Yes, you’re right, there’s that. And Harry … do you think I should have had him come to the house?”

Eric, and most of Trevorton, had adopted a “don’t ask, don’t tell” policy about his love life. Harry hated the fact that he was never part of all of Eric’s life. So I almost replied that having Harry at his side at the reception would have been a good way for Eric to tell the world that Harry was his partner. It also would have been a good way to win him back. But in a rare moment of diplomacy, I said, “That’s not for me to say.”

“Coward. I could use a chat, but now’s not the time. Maybe later?”

“Of course. I need to go by the theater, but I’ll be home tonight … ”

“Oh, right. Christmas Carol rehearsals,” Eric said. He was on the board of the Cliffside and usually stopped by our rehearsals, especially when Harry was in the cast. “Tell me, is it as bad as I’ve heard?”

“Shhh, not so loud. There’s a lot of potential audience members here.” Eric seemed appropriately chagrined. “Let’s just say it isn’t good, aside from our brilliant Bob Cratchit. But there’s still hope. Not a lot of hope. But some.”

Eric looked over my shoulder and pulled me toward him. “Whoa, evil stepmother approaching at six o’clock. Do you want to bolt?”

“Nah. Brooke’s pretty harmless, at least to me. She never remembers me.”

“Run now, Sully, or those days may be over. She’s been on a tear today.”

“I’ll take my chances.”

At that moment, Brooke Whitehall descended. There was no other word for it. One moment she was across the room, the next moment she stood beside Eric, her hand on his arm. The movement left a wake; everyone in the room was looking at her. She didn’t seem to notice, but then again, given her looks, she was probably used to people staring at her.

As always, I was struck by her beauty. If I hadn’t known as much about the woman behind the face, I probably would have been awed. But Eric had told me enough stories to tarnish the veneer. So rather than being vexed or awed by her, I chose to be amused.

“Eric, is this a friend of yours?” Emphasis on “friend.” Brooke was either baiting Eric or she was clueless.

“Yes, Brooke. Also a relative. You’ve met Sully before, haven’t you? She runs the Cliffside … ”

“I thought Dimitri ran the theater?”

Dimitri runs it into the ground, I thought. Aloud, I explained, “Dimitri is the artistic director. I’m the general manager. I run the business part. Dimitri does the creative work.” A second diplomatic moment in as many minutes. And I hadn’t had anything to drink. Yet.

“Oh, how interesting. I’ve always wanted to be more involved with the theater, but Peter didn’t like it.” She took a moment to dab her eyes. “Poor Peter,” she said. She almost sounded sincere.

“Mrs. Whitehall, forgive me. I should have said straight off how sorry I am about your husband.”

“Thank you, Sally. I appreciate it … oh, Eric, the senator is leaving. Come with me and say goodbye. I don’t know where Terry is … ”

With that, Brooke took her stepson by the arm and steered him out of the room. Again, all eyes watched their departure.

I had done my duty so I headed for the exit. I pulled my cell phone out, willing a message to have come in. Still nothing. I really wanted to make it out the door without seeing Gus, and I almost did. Almost. Just three more feet …

“Sully?”

“Gus.” I amazed myself with my ability to come up with scintillating conversation despite the circumstance.

“I didn’t know you’d be here.” That particular tone in his voice did what it had always done: got my back up.

“Are you surprised that I travel in these circles?” I asked.

“Yes. No. Sorry. I’m just surprised. I remember how your dad felt about Peter, and thought … but of course you’d be here. Sorry. It’s been a tough few days.”

When Gus and I first got together, verbal jousting was foreplay. Later, it made me angry. Now, it made me sad. He’d been my husband, my lover, my best friend for so long. And now? He was nothing. No, not nothing. He’d always be something in my life. A regret. My biggest regret. Not for having married him, but rather for not fighting harder to keep him in my life. Of course, I’d be damned if I’d ever tell him that.

Another deep breath. If people kept pissing me off, I’d hyperventilate or pop my gaff-tape waistband. “Eric’s a good friend and on the board of the theater.” I tried my best to smile.

Gus’s exhale seemed deep-rooted as well. “I’d heard you were running the Cliffside. How’s that going?”

“Well, really well—”

“I was surprised when I heard. You never seemed that interested in theater while we were together. I mean, I had to force you into subscribing to the ART, and then you didn’t go most of the time.”

My therapist would have called this moment “an opportunity for choice.” I could rise to the bait, pick a fight, and stomp out. Or I could ignore the bait, answer Gus, and keep the door open so that it might be less awkward the next time we met. The former, my normal modus operandi, hadn’t worked well, so I decided to try the latter.

“My mother loved theater. She worked at the Cliffside for years—volunteering in the box office, acting in some of the shows. She used to bring me with her. I’d help her do whatever she was doing. She wrangled my father into helping out with sets, props … a few years after she passed, he joined the board. I think it helped him remember her. After he died I heard they were looking for a general manager, and I had the special requirements for the job.”

“I didn’t know you worked in theater before,” Gus said.

“No, not experience. Requirements. First, with my pension from the force, I could live on what they could pay. Second, the artistic director couldn’t scare me.”

Gus laughed. “What do you do in the winter? Isn’t the Cliffside a summer theater?”

“Technically, yes. But we do a production of A Christmas Carol every year at the high school. Dimitri ties the crew work into a class he teaches. It’s a moneymaker, or it’s supposed to be. The rest of the winter we plan the season and have board meetings, strategic planning sessions, fundraisers … ”

“So it keeps you busy?”

“Busy enough. How about you? Are you … were you working with Peter?”

“Yes. I’ve taken on some corporate clients.”

“Given up on criminal law?” I asked. Gus was an amazing lawyer, with a passionate zeal for truth.

“I’d hate to say I’ve given it up. I’d rather say I’ve branched out,” he said, studiously adjusting his cufflinks and avoiding looking at me.

“Still in Boston?”

“Yes, I bought a condo on Comm Ave.” Obviously corporate law paid well.

“That’s terrific, Gus. I’m glad things are going well.”

“Sully … ” he said, taking a tentative step toward me.

Emma’s appearance interrupted the moment. “Sully, I’m glad you’re still here.”

“Gus and I were catching up.”

“Oh. I forgot you knew each other.”

The smirk on Gus’s face might have finally undone my therapy. “We don’t know each other that well anymore,” he said. “Good to see you, Sully. Em, call me if you need anything.” He leaned over and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek.

“I’ll be in touch. We need to move on the Century Project this week,” Emma said.

“Emma, it can wait until—”

“No, it can’t. Things are likely to get more complicated, and it may be harder to move forward.”

“Fine, I’ll call you tomorrow.” Gus walked toward the front door, seemingly oblivious to Brooke, who was flapping both her wrists at him from across the foyer.

“Thank God for Gus,” Emma said. “With him around I don’t have to worry as much about the project, and I can focus on—”

“I can’t imagine how difficult this has been, Emma.” I touched her arm and a wave of grief flowed across her face. The wave was soon controlled, but she still looked drawn. I remembered that feeling too well.

I focused on the bright winter sun filtering through the windows around the front door, trying to get my emotions back in check. What was happening to me? Was the theater crowd finally wearing down my thick skin? If I didn’t watch myself, I’d start hugging people instead of shaking hands. And from there, who knows? Perhaps an emotional attachment to another person? Doubtful. That would involve dating, and I wasn’t ready. Besides, pickings were slim in Trevorton.

Suddenly I realized Emma was talking.

“So anyway, Sully, I know that you aren’t a detective anymore … I don’t know what you can do. I don’t know what anyone can do, but I need help. I’d like to talk to you about—” Emma stopped.

“Don’t let me interrupt, ladies.” Terry appeared by Emma’s side. “Did I see Gus leave?”

“Yes, he needed to get back,” Emma said, putting her hand on her husband’s arm. He shook it off.”

“Damn, I wanted to talk to him. He told me he’d wait.” Terry looked furious.

“Probably my fault, Terry,” I said, trying to change the subject. “He wanted to escape.” I was taken aback by the frustrated tone in Terry’s voice. He was obviously a man accustomed to getting his way. “Gus and I haven’t been in touch for a while. Seeing each other probably threw him off. I know it did me.”

“You don’t seem like a woman easily thrown anywhere.” Terry gave me a brief up and down with his eyes and then turned toward his wife for a private conversation. Perhaps the up and down was supposed to intimidate me, or remind me that I wasn’t a rail-thin supermodel. Instead, it confirmed what I’d thought for a while. Emma had married a jackass.

I’d thought so the first time she’d told me about him, last spring. Eric had invited me out lunch with them. I’d thought the point of the lunch was to relive old times. And it was, until Emma poured herself another glass of wine and drank half of it in one gulp. Courage restored, she began, haltingly, to tell me the real reason for lunch. She didn’t know where else to turn … she knew that I used to be a detective, maybe I could help … she worried that her husband was having an affair …

I stopped her “Emma, I’m no longer a detective.”

“But surely you could—”

“I don’t know if this is going to make sense or not, but I’m going to ask you to hear me out. When I left the force, I made some hard decisions about my life. One of the first decisions was what to do next. I could easily have become a private investigator. A lot of people who take early retirement do. But I didn’t want to go that route, so I chose a new path.” I took a sip of water. “I hope you understand this, Emma, but I can’t help you. It was hard enough while I was on the job, knowing more about people than I wanted to. Meeting an old high school friend at the mall and realizing that I’d busted her husband for drugs. Being part of an investigation where I knew some of the players. That blurring of the lines was hard, but it was my job. And it was worth it. But to be a PI means doing that part of the job without the reward of being on the job. It works for some people, but not me. I don’t want to know if your husband is fooling around. You could never look at me the same way, never forgive me on some level, no matter what I found out. I can’t deal with that flotsam in my life. I’m really sorry … ”

“Don’t apologize,” Emma said. “And don’t blame Eric; this was my idea. I don’t know what to do … ”

I pulled out my theater business card, wrote down a name and number on the back, and slid it toward her. “This is someone who was on the job and became a PI. His name’s Jack Megan. He’s a good man; you can trust him. I’m sure he’d be happy to help.” Emma hesitated before taking the card. “He’s discreet. I can call him and let him know you’ll be in touch, if that helps.”

I never knew whether Emma called Jack, but I was glad I hadn’t gotten involved. Now I stopped daydreaming and half listened to Terry and Emma’s conversation. They were engaged in a husband-and-wife exchange with the shorthand only couples knew.

“I told you I’d take care of it.”

“That’s what you said about the other thing, but you didn’t.”

“I didn’t because of whatsit, you know that.”

This part of marriage I didn’t miss. “Emma, Terry, I’ve got to get back to the theater,” I said, leaning in and giving her a kiss on the cheek. “We’re having Jacob Marley issues I need to address. Again, I’m so sorry about your loss.”

I turned to her husband and shook his hand. “Terry, it was nice to meet you.”

“And you, Edwina.”

“Sully, please. I hate that name.” I gave Terry a look that I hoped would dissuade him from using my given name ever again. What had my mother been thinking?

“Happy to help,” Emma said.

“Help?”

“I’m happy to help with that committee you talked to me about.”

“Great news, thank you.”

“Call me anytime, we can meet and talk about it.” And with that, I finally made it the last three feet to the door.